Long time no blog le..
Been a full-of-quarrels month/weeks...Am feeling so drained out..physically and emotionally..
Jeannie bek from China and Monday met up with her..Chatted at mcdonalds while transferring movie..
Went home ard 12 plus and slpt at 1am plus i think..
Been quite a long time since i catch up with her le...nice even though we just drinking at mcdonalds
Monday night quarrel again..this time i shld say i can feel the pain, the hurt from his words...it hurts and it really do...Our quarrel lasted till 4:30++AM in the morning...
I do hope our rs have a road to walk...as in ...not to the extend of we both no choice...sighx
start afresh again?ok let's try again n again til i duno wad will happen ..
Tuesday woke up at 645...which is ard 2hrs++ of slp..
my head hurts like shit...all the way from home to NIE...till i cant tahan and went to buy panadol ...
2 panadol for 60cents okay!? so dam ex..
but no choice..coz dam pain...den my eyelid dam heavy ..keep wanna close..
Wanted take MC but was feelin well..how to?
got free tix to watch invisible police at shaw towers...but we didnt go..we went jurong west there to have the japanese meal again..then after which went his hse watch Ci Qing(SpiderLillies) starring Yang Chen Lin...Ya...that lesbian show..
Eee got one part find it er xin..but anyway..after which go home n reach home ard 12++
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Thursday, June 28, 2007
siGhx...
Been quite a long time since I did updates on my life and etc...
Had a quarrel with him on sunday night i tink...coz of issue with his work, stress and of coz me.
Felt quite disappointed coz apparently I didnt know I am also one of those thing that can drive him crazy...
Anyway that's a long issue and quarrel...thus think not expanding on it ...
It's not the 1st time this issue came up already...it's the 2nd...and I told him ...
"Dun worry, you wont feel sad again..."
With this sentence, I think maybe I've given up all those hopes and all the efforts put in..
I'm not sure about it..but I think I have really change...
Monday...
Didnt meet him ...he didnt go work coz no slp , tired and sick...i think so...
In the afternoon, he still will sms me as usual...ask me eat more...
At near 4 plus or 5 plus..he still will sms me telling me he's not fetching mi home later...
However, I think i've already expected all these...thus I dun really care..
Went home by transport @ NIE here...then after which I continue watch my Condor Hero...The china version one that the TV is currently showing...watched till ard 8 plus he called me...saying that he's on his way from
Pasir Ris(his house) to my house...So after few minutes...went down meet him and we went bukit gombak to have our dinner.
While seated there, we had a quarrel again...and that is coz of me go withdraw money.
Dun really wanna expand on that also...felt disappointed once again..He did clear this misunderstding with me but I guess I am just tired to question or ask more qns...In the end I just drink winter melon tea...
After which...the usual qn pop up again..."You wan go where?"
I am just so sick of this qn...and he already told me next time he wunt ask me think if i dont like to think.I just reply him back "I really have no place to go.I told you before already."
He drove towards town in the end..saying tat we go watch movie coz he remembers I keep want to watch "Spider lillies" starring yang chen lin...but in the end we didnt go town..we went upper selegie instead cos on the way there, i told him the show can get DL one..no nid waste money...went to eat nasi lemak and after which he send me back home and he go home...
When he reached home..gave me a call and chat a while with mi..in which i think silence more than words..
Tuesday...
Didnt meet him today...coz no car..by the time he got his car is already 11plus and think he scared that I unhappy...he waited for the car from 9 plus till 11 plus..telling me he went slp le.Anyway didnt really tok to him in the usual manner...I sounded cold I know..but wellx..sighx..
Wednesday...
I didnt sms him to even ask if he's coming to fetch me after work...I am tired of waiting for him everyday..though I admit even though I took transport back home, I still put my phone near to me...just in case he called..
However, by the time he called, I am already on bus on my way home...thus he told me he will meet me at my house there...
Wanted go clementi big bookshop initially..but was thinkin wad to eat after that..in the end thought of the "Different Taste Restaurant" he told me when we saw at bukit panjang on my way home...So told him we go there eat lor...In the end, we went pasir ris downtown eat...cos he claim there also got...but i think the reason is still coz his mom mabbe at there...want go find her to bring us go the jackpot room.
It's not that i dun like go out with his family or wadever...but just been thinkin...when will i ever have chance to just go out with him alone...without he keep saying or suggesting..we can go find blah blah n go blah together...I did told him a lot of times on this issue also...but..its the same thing over n over again...
Anyway he didnt call his mom or find his mom though when we eating there...think he sense somethin when I ask him why come downtown east eat..and after his reply..
After eating...we walk ard downtown...went the arcade..saw one kid so cute...he play the hook doll machine...after the hook went down and hook...he exclaimed "ai ya" and while the toy is on the hook moving towards the hole...he said again "ah.!." and den it dropped down the hole and he caught it...
So cute the scene...
Anyway after downtown...we went to White Sands cos i want to buy hardcover book for organizer..
Ended up at there walk for ard 1++ hr then the qn pop up again...
"Where you wan to go"
I told him again..."I got no place to go..."
His next standard line..."you wan go where i fetch you go lah"
my line.."If really no place go then go home lor"
And he send me home after that...on the way...he commented one sentence which makes me think a while..
He say "ni hao xiang bu xi huan wo le"
I ask him "huh" , pretending I didnt catch it...and he just shake his head and say nothin..
Maybe just tired of everything...or mabbe I've learnt not to have hopes or do anythin again.
Had a quarrel with him on sunday night i tink...coz of issue with his work, stress and of coz me.
Felt quite disappointed coz apparently I didnt know I am also one of those thing that can drive him crazy...
Anyway that's a long issue and quarrel...thus think not expanding on it ...
It's not the 1st time this issue came up already...it's the 2nd...and I told him ...
"Dun worry, you wont feel sad again..."
With this sentence, I think maybe I've given up all those hopes and all the efforts put in..
I'm not sure about it..but I think I have really change...
Monday...
Didnt meet him ...he didnt go work coz no slp , tired and sick...i think so...
In the afternoon, he still will sms me as usual...ask me eat more...
At near 4 plus or 5 plus..he still will sms me telling me he's not fetching mi home later...
However, I think i've already expected all these...thus I dun really care..
Went home by transport @ NIE here...then after which I continue watch my Condor Hero...The china version one that the TV is currently showing...watched till ard 8 plus he called me...saying that he's on his way from
Pasir Ris(his house) to my house...So after few minutes...went down meet him and we went bukit gombak to have our dinner.
While seated there, we had a quarrel again...and that is coz of me go withdraw money.
Dun really wanna expand on that also...felt disappointed once again..He did clear this misunderstding with me but I guess I am just tired to question or ask more qns...In the end I just drink winter melon tea...
After which...the usual qn pop up again..."You wan go where?"
I am just so sick of this qn...and he already told me next time he wunt ask me think if i dont like to think.I just reply him back "I really have no place to go.I told you before already."
He drove towards town in the end..saying tat we go watch movie coz he remembers I keep want to watch "Spider lillies" starring yang chen lin...but in the end we didnt go town..we went upper selegie instead cos on the way there, i told him the show can get DL one..no nid waste money...went to eat nasi lemak and after which he send me back home and he go home...
When he reached home..gave me a call and chat a while with mi..in which i think silence more than words..
Tuesday...
Didnt meet him today...coz no car..by the time he got his car is already 11plus and think he scared that I unhappy...he waited for the car from 9 plus till 11 plus..telling me he went slp le.Anyway didnt really tok to him in the usual manner...I sounded cold I know..but wellx..sighx..
Wednesday...
I didnt sms him to even ask if he's coming to fetch me after work...I am tired of waiting for him everyday..though I admit even though I took transport back home, I still put my phone near to me...just in case he called..
However, by the time he called, I am already on bus on my way home...thus he told me he will meet me at my house there...
Wanted go clementi big bookshop initially..but was thinkin wad to eat after that..in the end thought of the "Different Taste Restaurant" he told me when we saw at bukit panjang on my way home...So told him we go there eat lor...In the end, we went pasir ris downtown eat...cos he claim there also got...but i think the reason is still coz his mom mabbe at there...want go find her to bring us go the jackpot room.
It's not that i dun like go out with his family or wadever...but just been thinkin...when will i ever have chance to just go out with him alone...without he keep saying or suggesting..we can go find blah blah n go blah together...I did told him a lot of times on this issue also...but..its the same thing over n over again...
Anyway he didnt call his mom or find his mom though when we eating there...think he sense somethin when I ask him why come downtown east eat..and after his reply..
After eating...we walk ard downtown...went the arcade..saw one kid so cute...he play the hook doll machine...after the hook went down and hook...he exclaimed "ai ya" and while the toy is on the hook moving towards the hole...he said again "ah.!." and den it dropped down the hole and he caught it...
So cute the scene...
Anyway after downtown...we went to White Sands cos i want to buy hardcover book for organizer..
Ended up at there walk for ard 1++ hr then the qn pop up again...
"Where you wan to go"
I told him again..."I got no place to go..."
His next standard line..."you wan go where i fetch you go lah"
my line.."If really no place go then go home lor"
And he send me home after that...on the way...he commented one sentence which makes me think a while..
He say "ni hao xiang bu xi huan wo le"
I ask him "huh" , pretending I didnt catch it...and he just shake his head and say nothin..
Maybe just tired of everything...or mabbe I've learnt not to have hopes or do anythin again.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Busy or Lazy
Haben realli blog a lot these days...sort of busy and sometimes is pure laziness...
For the whole of the past week...was busy cooking, rushin home etc..
cooked by my sis and me...she stir fry the pork chop =.=
pink skies...nice...
** Hopes everythin will turn out well...**
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Wednesday
Went his hse and he play CS with his bro..the lsoer got to treat...in the end his brother lose...so we got free dinner...
Went fish n co with his bro n mom and have our dinner there...
Total bill ard 100 for 4 pax..
Expensive and i dun realli like the new york fish n chips i ate...too much flour..same for the original 1 he eating =\
the lime juice not bad..sour enuff..
After dinner @ tampines..we meet his younger sis and den go bek pasir ris together..after which he send me home..
Went his hse and he play CS with his bro..the lsoer got to treat...in the end his brother lose...so we got free dinner...
Went fish n co with his bro n mom and have our dinner there...
Total bill ard 100 for 4 pax..
Expensive and i dun realli like the new york fish n chips i ate...too much flour..same for the original 1 he eating =\
the lime juice not bad..sour enuff..
After dinner @ tampines..we meet his younger sis and den go bek pasir ris together..after which he send me home..
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
tired..
Feel so tired today...i miss slpin...
think is not enuff slp le ba...
Anyway yesterday he came to fetch me off work...
and after which we proceed to eastwood there to find the doctor again...
yah...become fatter le...
the doctor say i went bek 1 month too earli le...but after some toking...
He say nvm bah..this time let me through...
and so yap...i can use the medicine again..for dieting purposes...
Doc say my carbo still a lot...and that i anyhow eat...
Yah..i becoming fat...went on the scale and i m fatter...so sad..
but nvm...food control again...and yap...i wan bek my 47.5kg T.T
was given 2 months supply which cos mi ar 204 bucks ...heart pain le...
saturday goin see dental...sure burn quite a lot there aso...
haix...been burning money these day...
on a happy note...heard from my sis that my dad finally touched the wii...they show him how to play the bowling and he finds it fun and just say "technology"
haha...hope he will find it fun to play and use it to kill time...that's the main purpose my sis wanna buy that machine...
think is not enuff slp le ba...
Anyway yesterday he came to fetch me off work...
and after which we proceed to eastwood there to find the doctor again...
yah...become fatter le...
the doctor say i went bek 1 month too earli le...but after some toking...
He say nvm bah..this time let me through...
and so yap...i can use the medicine again..for dieting purposes...
Doc say my carbo still a lot...and that i anyhow eat...
Yah..i becoming fat...went on the scale and i m fatter...so sad..
but nvm...food control again...and yap...i wan bek my 47.5kg T.T
was given 2 months supply which cos mi ar 204 bucks ...heart pain le...
saturday goin see dental...sure burn quite a lot there aso...
haix...been burning money these day...
on a happy note...heard from my sis that my dad finally touched the wii...they show him how to play the bowling and he finds it fun and just say "technology"
haha...hope he will find it fun to play and use it to kill time...that's the main purpose my sis wanna buy that machine...
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Monday
Monday as usual , a working day...
Weekends always seem so short...
Didnt do anything today...After work went home...as simple as that..
went home and do up my puzzle and manage to complete it...
nothing else to blog abt le...
having meeting soon
Monday, June 04, 2007
Some updates....
Friday
Didnt meet him on friday coz he went dental...took the transport home...reach home so earli...b4 6pm...b4 545pm to be exact....got BBQ but lazy to go...and partly cos of the small family quarrel the previous day...no mood go...Spend time with daddy and family...
Didnt meet him on friday coz he went dental...took the transport home...reach home so earli...b4 6pm...b4 545pm to be exact....got BBQ but lazy to go...and partly cos of the small family quarrel the previous day...no mood go...Spend time with daddy and family...
Saturday
Slpt till ard noon time 12pm plus...Called him and he's without car..=.= so took a cab down to find him..cab fare was 20 bucks...cos of a jam in pie due to choppin tree...bleahz...
Slpt till ard noon time 12pm plus...Called him and he's without car..=.= so took a cab down to find him..cab fare was 20 bucks...cos of a jam in pie due to choppin tree...bleahz...
went in his room while he's bathing and after which saw this cd "School for seduction" and feel like watching...so on it and start watching while he play on my sister's nintendo DS...After ard 10mins..i den confirmed that i watched the show b4...
He asked wher i wanna go but lazy me just dun feel like goin anywher...
In the end after much slacking, we went century square and catch the 1030 show..shrek 3...Cute...After which went dua pek gong pray pray again...
After praying...we went makan at selegie ...punggol nasi lemak..den he cont send mi home after pumpig petrol..
Sunday
Woke up ard 12pm plus...after which call him...He say feel tired and sick so cont slp till ard 3-4pm plus he called me and came to fetch me...Cos his aunt nid the car at 7pm..thus we went bek pasir ris first after which walked to white sands with ah sean...coz i got no money in my ez link card for take bus and we have no shingling!!
but it's a short walk so stil ok...
After reachin white sands, we continue take mrt to tampines...
Reached tampines le...they teman me go mini toons buy the cheap jigsaw puzzle...4 for 10 bucks...winnie the pooh and after which went popular to buy the boards for the puzzle...
Had linner @ billy bombers and lastly..helped my sister buy nintendo wii @ century square...
works by sensor...and the wii sports is fun enuff...
asked him to send mi home 1st coz i wana let my sis they faster set up so that my dad can play also...
he didnt come up my hse...waiting for his haircut..
Anyway...the games are so tiring...esp tennis and boxing..
oh ya..his sis came bek from bangkok and bought mi a sleeveless shirt and also this dam cute tortise...
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Back to blog after so long...
Been quite a bad week...with my daddy being hospitalised on friday and goin for his 1st treatment on saturday...
However things are better in the sense he can come bek home on Sunday...
Been diagnose with liver cancer...and heard that things that got to do with liver is quite fast...
More complications are added with my dad's current medical records...having hep b, diabetics,high blood pressure.this results in also liver sirrosis..dun really noe how to spell...
Mommy and everyone in the family seems better..more positive than on friday, saturday when my dad was in hospital...And i only go once due to my virus illness spreaded by duno who that caused me dizzyness, headache, fever blah..
Mom have been telling us to spend more time with dad.Does praying helps i duno..but have been goin to dua pek gong quite regularly...Doc say that one uncle lived quite long...ard 2yrs plus and is still living well..just got to control diet and watch his health...but the qn is...is 2 yrs realli consider long?
Colleagues hab been gd..telling me to tink positiveli...For the past few days i can't...cried a lot at nite..especialli when i tink of anytime i mite lose my dad...
He is helping me ..hab been gd...offering mi a shoulder for me to cry on...treating me well...bringing mi to the temple with his mom...with his mom teaching me how to pray and light the coil of incense and such...
Dad's condition is okay for now...except that he will say he feel bloated...
today jie fu accompanying him n mom to the hospital to see the doc...he have fever yesterday...
Yesterday went dua pek gong...he came to fetch me after work and without any complaints of being tired, he drove all the way to changi village first to hab our dinner...
Upon reaching changi village, walked ard several rounds looking for stuffs to eat but just cant find any and partly also no appetite ba...in the end just drank sugar cane and cos of a simple qn i asked,"last time we eat at the cafe near thai village got sell baked rice a not?", he also didnt eat anything...he suggest go pray first after which then bring mi go another place makan...
Anyway choke on the coarse grain of the sugar cane drink...
Went dua pek gong pray while he sit outside and wait for me pray finish...after which he seem to be more happi..bek to will joke with me...
Brought mi to white sands to hab that hongkong cafe food...thought got baked rice but only available after 10pm...Saw Jesper ther with his gf..and we sat next to their table.
In the end ordered siew mai and curry while he ordered pork floss rice and eat...
after eating, we proceed to the basement to buy some food...
Thanx for his patience accompanyin mi shop thr ntuc...
After which he drove mi bek to bukit batok and he went home again...
They told me stay positive, everything's fine...
ya..i m trying...reali trying hard...coz it isnt easi , waking up everyday and wondering if ur dad's still alive and well..
A lot of regrets and memories goin through the brain...mabbe that's wad happen when u goin to lose somethin precious to u?only then u will start tinkin back and regret stuffs..
Wadever it is...do hope and pray for a miracle..although the chance is like so slim...
will be spending more time at home...esp when my mom goin overseas soon
oh ya...hope his 4th aunt will wake up soon from coma aso...in a danger condition at TTS hospital...
Been quite a bad week...with my daddy being hospitalised on friday and goin for his 1st treatment on saturday...
However things are better in the sense he can come bek home on Sunday...
Been diagnose with liver cancer...and heard that things that got to do with liver is quite fast...
More complications are added with my dad's current medical records...having hep b, diabetics,high blood pressure.this results in also liver sirrosis..dun really noe how to spell...
Mommy and everyone in the family seems better..more positive than on friday, saturday when my dad was in hospital...And i only go once due to my virus illness spreaded by duno who that caused me dizzyness, headache, fever blah..
Mom have been telling us to spend more time with dad.Does praying helps i duno..but have been goin to dua pek gong quite regularly...Doc say that one uncle lived quite long...ard 2yrs plus and is still living well..just got to control diet and watch his health...but the qn is...is 2 yrs realli consider long?
Colleagues hab been gd..telling me to tink positiveli...For the past few days i can't...cried a lot at nite..especialli when i tink of anytime i mite lose my dad...
He is helping me ..hab been gd...offering mi a shoulder for me to cry on...treating me well...bringing mi to the temple with his mom...with his mom teaching me how to pray and light the coil of incense and such...
Dad's condition is okay for now...except that he will say he feel bloated...
today jie fu accompanying him n mom to the hospital to see the doc...he have fever yesterday...
Yesterday went dua pek gong...he came to fetch me after work and without any complaints of being tired, he drove all the way to changi village first to hab our dinner...
Upon reaching changi village, walked ard several rounds looking for stuffs to eat but just cant find any and partly also no appetite ba...in the end just drank sugar cane and cos of a simple qn i asked,"last time we eat at the cafe near thai village got sell baked rice a not?", he also didnt eat anything...he suggest go pray first after which then bring mi go another place makan...
Anyway choke on the coarse grain of the sugar cane drink...
Went dua pek gong pray while he sit outside and wait for me pray finish...after which he seem to be more happi..bek to will joke with me...
Brought mi to white sands to hab that hongkong cafe food...thought got baked rice but only available after 10pm...Saw Jesper ther with his gf..and we sat next to their table.
In the end ordered siew mai and curry while he ordered pork floss rice and eat...
after eating, we proceed to the basement to buy some food...
Thanx for his patience accompanyin mi shop thr ntuc...
After which he drove mi bek to bukit batok and he went home again...
They told me stay positive, everything's fine...
ya..i m trying...reali trying hard...coz it isnt easi , waking up everyday and wondering if ur dad's still alive and well..
A lot of regrets and memories goin through the brain...mabbe that's wad happen when u goin to lose somethin precious to u?only then u will start tinkin back and regret stuffs..
Wadever it is...do hope and pray for a miracle..although the chance is like so slim...
will be spending more time at home...esp when my mom goin overseas soon
oh ya...hope his 4th aunt will wake up soon from coma aso...in a danger condition at TTS hospital...
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Long time no update...
anyway for past few days...doin nth much ...as usual goin for movies...
dinner at all various of places =.= selegie...gombak...upper thompson...cck...
yap..those normal standard places..
ate sushi tei on sunday with ah sean and him...
total bill 82 for 3 ppl...
dam hungry and craving for sushi...right after i ate with my colleague at nihon mura on friday...
take a look at our whole table of sushi...:D there are 6 of us...and i tink everyone took 6 plates...and best is..that is ONLI for sushi...excluding those non sushi items...
Variety wise..i would say...okay la...not bad...n guess wads best here?its these sushi plates are all 99cents each only...so, if u like to eat sushi very much...recommendation to u..:D
Excluding sushi..they do sell Sashimi, charcoal grilled, noodles, nabeyaki, donbuki and more ...
They have 3 branches...mainly at Jurong West, Revenue House @ Newton Road and Tampines @ Tampines Swimming Complex...Anyone interested in further address or contact number of the restaurant can just ask me...They have high tea buffet too...:D
For the sushi tei i went on saturday...went to the serangoon branch...at chom chom there...Quite fresh...but but but ..the miso cheese ebi bentai that newly introduced was dam salty...very very salty...shld hab taken the original one...nicer le...
bought 2 shoes from westmall too...buy one get one free...so i spend 26 bucks to buy 2..not bad of a deal...
duno when will wear though :\ but nice nice :D
hmm..let me think wad else to blog...yesterday running fever @ 38 degree...but but but..i m not uncomfortable..i m feelin very alrite...only that keep cough and also very hot my body...my 2 fren tell me...better see doctor ar..later dengue...=.=
choy...
anyway..a very big happie burthdays to gina tang...one more step nearer to big 30..heehee...best wishes and may all ur wishes come true :D
Been quite busy at work nowadays...requests coming in non stop...haix...and a whole chunk of work waiting to be done...bleahx...
looking forward to finishin them n relax..but i doubt can relax...
*Rain rain go away...
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Bored + FeeL Like BloGGin Lor...
As above the title...am just bored...
This blog had been around for wow...nearly 4yrs...
Many times I neglected it a lot...i admit...my fault..=(
Looking bek at the memories...there are so many feelings involved...Some of which when I tink bek..it brings bek a lovely smile :D
The first time i slowly neglect this blog was when I was so in love with this online game call Ragnarok Online Malaysia by gameflier ...
It is also in this game that I forgotten abt ZQ...the guy from ACS...I still have the badge when I first met him at his secondary school...nono...@ Balestier...and the movie tix is stil there...believe it or not...HAHA...
During that time, I dun tink I am really so into him...even though I appear so in front of everyone i think...=
After playing RO, I came to know more frens...more people...
However, one thing sad is that...i think i only closer to one girl throughout my game...
Though now we nvr game together le...but its always possible to find her to chat all that...:D
Other than this ger fren, sugarplum...aka nottiqiki..., I also got to know several guys who treat me like princess inside the game...and even now...we are still in contact...
1.Charlee
Even though now me n him no more contact liow due to his gf issue...I still wunt forget how he used to sek me a lot...and the dreamcatcher he sent from msia bought from melaka...
2.Leonz
The guy who also very very extremely sek me...but one thing i've regretted is hurting him ..though its long time ago...
3.Sei Lim Kim Hoe aka W
One of the ham sap guys...but pro gamer...and sometimes still disturb mi @ msn =.= Ham sap...
4.Acid dear
Always protect me de...and cheer me up ..remember those times with daremon...and how i used to commit suicide whackin mobs when bad mood..and he follow...His friendster very nice..got the photo of me n his character...haha...though he's a malay..but nvr forgotten abt him..
5.Daremon
Last time the first guy i got to know who teach me how to play RO..my so call RO bf...hahah XD
6.Uncle t3mpo
...This uncle that toks to me when I low and he do share his stuffs with me aso...last time used to me my guild lord...when lvl reach high we can claim stuff from him...
Of course there's somemore which i tink i miss out..like my didi, steve...jenna...Anon...and those i knoe...
Anyway I also got to know this guy call Lim Kim Seng aka <"fire">..
Lim kim hoe's real brother...
Through him i got to learn a lot of stuffs...Also coz of him...I suffer quite a lot...til the extend of not eating...HP bills every month ard 100++...helpin him with asgs n neglect my own...putting him as number 1 blah...
I still find it hard to blame him..or maybe I cant blame him for anythin i knoe..cos feelings are stuffs u cant control...but coz of him...i aso got to knoe how fragile frenship is..cos it concerns one of my so call "gd" fren
Also coz of him, i choose to further my studies...run far from singapore and everythin...
Indirectly cos of this...I got to knoe a great and fun bunch of frens ...
We play together...tour together...shop together...quarrel together...cook together...slp together...and go thr lots together...I still miss days with them...wher they sek me a lot too... :b
Among this bunch...includes a great and nice guy, my ex-bf, Zen...
We broke up cos of the hurt given by each other...cos of the trust in between us...and cos of the rashness...and cos of personality problems...and cos of so many so many...
He is a very very gd guy i wuld say...
When I am sick...he took very gd care of me...
Go wherever I wanna go with me..pay for my stuffs...
oh ya...did i mention his parents are very very nice people too?
Paid for my new year trip to Sydney...Paid for my trip to phuket...my expenses too...
His mother more cute...call him to ask him wads my impression of her..more anxious then me...
He is really a very gd guy..,talented and now at this pt...I came to realise and learn more abt love coz of him too...and sometimes I do miss him..his gds...
We are still frens now..but not as close as last time i guess...been a long time since I seen him...he will forever be a very important person in my life...this i promise*
After I came bek Singapore, played a game called Water Margin Online...
Through there...memories was developed too...
Got to learn a lot from there too...
Few people from there that taught mi a lot...
1.WXB aka NOOB aka Kok Beng
My first WMO fren i toked to...during which we shared some topics abt bgr and life...he's my WMO husband =.=" and the first guy who protected me when people tried to killed mi in game while i leveling...
Also coz of him i joined his guild , Lucifer which stands for Fallen Angel...associated with devil stuffs...and got to experience a whole new journey...
2.NoHealz
This guy not realli keng in english..but I caused him quite a lot of sadness when I marry NOOB during that time...He's gd coz let me leech and protect me lor ...haha...
3.NoSpellz,Gryfindore,hermit
All gd guys that helped mi in game too
4.Androol
ok la this guy...tok big big...but very bear to spend money in the game and wunt forget us...
5.Bambee
6.Randy
7.SamllSalt
8.Zhishi
Got a lot more but these few are highlighted ones...
Firstly let me tok abt Bambee and SamllSalt ba...
I got to know abt SamllSalt aka XX only during nite times...always help him find party...
As for Bambee...always party with him and the others also..in game...
When got hero le...I form party always ask them...used to be in Zhishi party de...
There was once...when my only wmo fren wasnt online that often, i toked to this character named Zhishi...we shared our bgr stuffs again..tokin abt 3rd parties...
Btw..Zhishi is not a ger..but a guy...he use that cos of his ex...
tokin till here...i dun realli feel like continueing...cos lazi leh..
mabbe some other times?
heehee....over n out...end of story :b
This blog had been around for wow...nearly 4yrs...
Many times I neglected it a lot...i admit...my fault..=(
Looking bek at the memories...there are so many feelings involved...Some of which when I tink bek..it brings bek a lovely smile :D
The first time i slowly neglect this blog was when I was so in love with this online game call Ragnarok Online Malaysia by gameflier ...
It is also in this game that I forgotten abt ZQ...the guy from ACS...I still have the badge when I first met him at his secondary school...nono...@ Balestier...and the movie tix is stil there...believe it or not...HAHA...
During that time, I dun tink I am really so into him...even though I appear so in front of everyone i think...=
After playing RO, I came to know more frens...more people...
However, one thing sad is that...i think i only closer to one girl throughout my game...
Though now we nvr game together le...but its always possible to find her to chat all that...:D
Other than this ger fren, sugarplum...aka nottiqiki..., I also got to know several guys who treat me like princess inside the game...and even now...we are still in contact...
1.Charlee
Even though now me n him no more contact liow due to his gf issue...I still wunt forget how he used to sek me a lot...and the dreamcatcher he sent from msia bought from melaka...
2.Leonz
The guy who also very very extremely sek me...but one thing i've regretted is hurting him ..though its long time ago...
3.Sei Lim Kim Hoe aka W
One of the ham sap guys...but pro gamer...and sometimes still disturb mi @ msn =.= Ham sap...
4.Acid dear
Always protect me de...and cheer me up ..remember those times with daremon...and how i used to commit suicide whackin mobs when bad mood..and he follow...His friendster very nice..got the photo of me n his character...haha...though he's a malay..but nvr forgotten abt him..
5.Daremon
Last time the first guy i got to know who teach me how to play RO..my so call RO bf...hahah XD
6.Uncle t3mpo
...This uncle that toks to me when I low and he do share his stuffs with me aso...last time used to me my guild lord...when lvl reach high we can claim stuff from him...
Of course there's somemore which i tink i miss out..like my didi, steve...jenna...Anon...and those i knoe...
Anyway I also got to know this guy call Lim Kim Seng aka <"fire">..
Lim kim hoe's real brother...
Through him i got to learn a lot of stuffs...Also coz of him...I suffer quite a lot...til the extend of not eating...HP bills every month ard 100++...helpin him with asgs n neglect my own...putting him as number 1 blah...
I still find it hard to blame him..or maybe I cant blame him for anythin i knoe..cos feelings are stuffs u cant control...but coz of him...i aso got to knoe how fragile frenship is..cos it concerns one of my so call "gd" fren
Also coz of him, i choose to further my studies...run far from singapore and everythin...
Indirectly cos of this...I got to knoe a great and fun bunch of frens ...
We play together...tour together...shop together...quarrel together...cook together...slp together...and go thr lots together...I still miss days with them...wher they sek me a lot too... :b
Among this bunch...includes a great and nice guy, my ex-bf, Zen...
We broke up cos of the hurt given by each other...cos of the trust in between us...and cos of the rashness...and cos of personality problems...and cos of so many so many...
He is a very very gd guy i wuld say...
When I am sick...he took very gd care of me...
Go wherever I wanna go with me..pay for my stuffs...
oh ya...did i mention his parents are very very nice people too?
Paid for my new year trip to Sydney...Paid for my trip to phuket...my expenses too...
His mother more cute...call him to ask him wads my impression of her..more anxious then me...
He is really a very gd guy..,talented and now at this pt...I came to realise and learn more abt love coz of him too...and sometimes I do miss him..his gds...
We are still frens now..but not as close as last time i guess...been a long time since I seen him...he will forever be a very important person in my life...this i promise*
After I came bek Singapore, played a game called Water Margin Online...
Through there...memories was developed too...
Got to learn a lot from there too...
Few people from there that taught mi a lot...
1.WXB aka NOOB aka Kok Beng
My first WMO fren i toked to...during which we shared some topics abt bgr and life...he's my WMO husband =.=" and the first guy who protected me when people tried to killed mi in game while i leveling...
Also coz of him i joined his guild , Lucifer which stands for Fallen Angel...associated with devil stuffs...and got to experience a whole new journey...
2.NoHealz
This guy not realli keng in english..but I caused him quite a lot of sadness when I marry NOOB during that time...He's gd coz let me leech and protect me lor ...haha...
3.NoSpellz,Gryfindore,hermit
All gd guys that helped mi in game too
4.Androol
ok la this guy...tok big big...but very bear to spend money in the game and wunt forget us...
5.Bambee
6.Randy
7.SamllSalt
8.Zhishi
Got a lot more but these few are highlighted ones...
Firstly let me tok abt Bambee and SamllSalt ba...
I got to know abt SamllSalt aka XX only during nite times...always help him find party...
As for Bambee...always party with him and the others also..in game...
When got hero le...I form party always ask them...used to be in Zhishi party de...
There was once...when my only wmo fren wasnt online that often, i toked to this character named Zhishi...we shared our bgr stuffs again..tokin abt 3rd parties...
Btw..Zhishi is not a ger..but a guy...he use that cos of his ex...
tokin till here...i dun realli feel like continueing...cos lazi leh..
mabbe some other times?
heehee....over n out...end of story :b
Prata @ Upper Thompson
Yesterday went to have prata @ upper thompson, The prata house or place...I forgotten...with his dad...free dinner...:D
they are so cute rite...XD
over n out..hope today pass fast!
Anyway after work i went home and when reach the control station, received his call say he coming over to fetch me...so waited at westmall..gia gia and walk ard...so long no walk..feel like buyin thin for him..but nth to buy...in the end damage was only like 11dollars and 30 cents...cos i bought these for dap, xm and justina...cute toys XD
they are so cute rite...XDover n out..hope today pass fast!
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Movies
Went to watch movie yesterday @ ard 9plus at nite...
The movie we catch was 28 Weeks Later...about virus spreading and stuffs...
gross ba i wuld say..
Movie at 1120pm thus from 9pm till 1120..we are rotting...
basicalli was at cathay..so we went long john silver to makan...cos i feel like makan...
den after which ..go starbucks to drink the mango n raspberry frap...mixed...
den we went wait for movie to start...
the seats are big...no arm rest in between one..
the show was gross n gross ...
a scary thought...wad if one day singapore reali bcome like this...tink i mite choose to be infected first...at least wunt live and suffer and try to run from life...bleahz..i duno ><
all i knoe is..yesterday a happi day le..
=)
*thanx le
The movie we catch was 28 Weeks Later...about virus spreading and stuffs...
gross ba i wuld say..
Movie at 1120pm thus from 9pm till 1120..we are rotting...
basicalli was at cathay..so we went long john silver to makan...cos i feel like makan...
den after which ..go starbucks to drink the mango n raspberry frap...mixed...
den we went wait for movie to start...
the seats are big...no arm rest in between one..
the show was gross n gross ...
a scary thought...wad if one day singapore reali bcome like this...tink i mite choose to be infected first...at least wunt live and suffer and try to run from life...bleahz..i duno ><
all i knoe is..yesterday a happi day le..
=)
*thanx le
Monday, May 14, 2007
MC Mc MC
Wednesday
Dap bday...we went BBQ at pasir ris park..wellx..we didnt book a pit..not at all...we used a special way of bbq...portable bbq!
A total of 6 people went ther...in which we dun hab any music...dun hab any lights..and a lot of cats surround us...cos the bbq pit we set up was rather small...not forgetting...Low..
so the 6 of us happili bbq away...with sesame oil...cos noone bought butter =.=
n then...n then...the first food was ready onli like 1015pm ...so for a start...we decide to cut cake first and makan some cake...cos hungry leh...
photos still in my camera..no time upload..
Had fun tat nite...though its onli the same old few...dap,xm,just,xm bro and him..
Thursday
On MC!!!
Friday
On MC again!!
Saturday
Didnt go anywher except his house to rot...n ya..to ntuc to help his aunty buy groceries...
Sunday
Didnt meet him cos no car to come fetch me...Watch finished my tokyo juliet..nice nice...
Monday
workin...monday blues...
Tuesday
Goin see dentist in the mornin...
Dap bday...we went BBQ at pasir ris park..wellx..we didnt book a pit..not at all...we used a special way of bbq...portable bbq!
A total of 6 people went ther...in which we dun hab any music...dun hab any lights..and a lot of cats surround us...cos the bbq pit we set up was rather small...not forgetting...Low..
so the 6 of us happili bbq away...with sesame oil...cos noone bought butter =.=
n then...n then...the first food was ready onli like 1015pm ...so for a start...we decide to cut cake first and makan some cake...cos hungry leh...
photos still in my camera..no time upload..
Had fun tat nite...though its onli the same old few...dap,xm,just,xm bro and him..
Thursday
On MC!!!
Friday
On MC again!!
Saturday
Didnt go anywher except his house to rot...n ya..to ntuc to help his aunty buy groceries...
Sunday
Didnt meet him cos no car to come fetch me...Watch finished my tokyo juliet..nice nice...
Monday
workin...monday blues...
Tuesday
Goin see dentist in the mornin...
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Today
Just had my appraisal with my Reporting officer @ 11am till 1145am...in which more targets/goals was added to my job...omg..
den went for lunch...and then went meeting again...@ 2pm till ard 330pm den come bek...
Colleagues are nice...hear me complain throat pain...one gave me Siasangji cooling tea...another few offer me lozenges..
now its 5:30pm...few more hours/mins ..will be off to his hse..to wrap the pressie...mabbe a simple card...change my clothes...and off to our mini BBQ @ Pasir ris park with dap, xm, justina n him...small small BBq...
My throat is still killing me...
wonder how to eat later...
*sobs*
den went for lunch...and then went meeting again...@ 2pm till ard 330pm den come bek...
Colleagues are nice...hear me complain throat pain...one gave me Siasangji cooling tea...another few offer me lozenges..
now its 5:30pm...few more hours/mins ..will be off to his hse..to wrap the pressie...mabbe a simple card...change my clothes...and off to our mini BBQ @ Pasir ris park with dap, xm, justina n him...small small BBq...
My throat is still killing me...
wonder how to eat later...
*sobs*
Bugis Again...
Just a short update...
went bugis with justina yesterday...
by the time i reach bugis..its was like 7:20pm plus...
see...thats how long i must take to reach bugis...
anyway i was still earli cos justina was caught up in a meeting till 7 plus..
so in the end by the time she reached...was 8 plus le...
we quickly browse through looking for Daphne bday pressie...
Tokin abt here...we intend to give her perfume...n she always uses coolwater..wanted to buy that for her...but den...we tried another brand...it was a round bottle with light purple water inside...His mother actually wanted to give it to me tat time...now quite gek..cos i realise the perfume smell realli nice...and light...and its more expensive than cool water =.=
we spend quite some time smelling this n that...den decided on a old perfume...
The secret wish...
:D
Reason number 1 : we hungry la
Reason number 2 : Container so nice T.T
Reason number 3 : Smells quite light n nice too...
Finally after that...we had our dinner..@ 9plus...at the chicken rice stall..cos wanna save money...broke le..*sob
after which 10 plus we went off...took my usual bus 61...and by the time i reach home..its 1130pm...omg...
went bugis with justina yesterday...
by the time i reach bugis..its was like 7:20pm plus...
see...thats how long i must take to reach bugis...
anyway i was still earli cos justina was caught up in a meeting till 7 plus..
so in the end by the time she reached...was 8 plus le...
we quickly browse through looking for Daphne bday pressie...
Tokin abt here...we intend to give her perfume...n she always uses coolwater..wanted to buy that for her...but den...we tried another brand...it was a round bottle with light purple water inside...His mother actually wanted to give it to me tat time...now quite gek..cos i realise the perfume smell realli nice...and light...and its more expensive than cool water =.=
we spend quite some time smelling this n that...den decided on a old perfume...
The secret wish...
:D
Reason number 1 : we hungry la
Reason number 2 : Container so nice T.T
Reason number 3 : Smells quite light n nice too...
Finally after that...we had our dinner..@ 9plus...at the chicken rice stall..cos wanna save money...broke le..*sob
after which 10 plus we went off...took my usual bus 61...and by the time i reach home..its 1130pm...omg...
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Monday, 17th May 2007
2day is a sianx day...
very slpy coz been called in..or rather..arrowed in to a boring meetin tat lasted for 2hrs plus...
went in to listen to the accuconference thing again...n the person give the stupid demo again..which is dam long winded...
luckily someone stopped him n proceed to the questions asking..
but it still end ard 430 ..after which quickly go find susen they all...cos..play squash again
:D
we took turns playin in pairs....would say it is tiring...sweat n sweat..even if its playin by myself..hitting the walls by myself...
but one thing...beginning to love squash more n more...fun...:D
Anyway, bek to office and check my phone...my boss called me but i was not ard...guess its abt the appraisal thing...tue bah i guess...
He came to fetch me after which...to my house to take my passport and have a quick change of clothes...den went bek his office to pick up his sister...
As his sister is busying, we loiter a while in the office and help out if can lo..
Den after sending his sister bek home to pasir ris ...weili came n fetch us ...
then we went jb to have our steamboat...
Would say the steamboat is alrite...the tom yam is salty...the chicken soup is like japanese noodle those soup...but i would say the servings are quite small..in a sense, we order our dishes..like we want wad and they charge it...
had 8 quail eggs..cos noone dare to eat except me.. XD
Sit n chit chat a while den after eating...went car washing...which we sat there for dam long again...the people working there was just dam slow...!#@!
oh ya...the total cost of our steamboat was like 62rm onli..including drinks and extra orders like...pineapple rice and msia noodle...cheap gua..
at the wash car place, weili askin him to intro gers and such...den he say he choose ppl name from my handphone..it is onli then that i realise...from A to B all guys name...=.= till C onli a few gers..-_______-"
Anyway...the car wash cost 8rm onli i tink..they clean interior and exterior too...
After which we went to pump petrol...den finally they send mi home...and then weili drive him home since they both live east side...
my nose is killin mi now...its on the run again...and guess wad...my throat's a bit sore and pain liow...cham..goin sick soon again..-___-"
Tired tired tired...i nid my slp...but i can't yet..cos later goin buy present...after which the next day goin celebrate Dap, my ex housemate , birthday...><
very slpy coz been called in..or rather..arrowed in to a boring meetin tat lasted for 2hrs plus...
went in to listen to the accuconference thing again...n the person give the stupid demo again..which is dam long winded...
luckily someone stopped him n proceed to the questions asking..
but it still end ard 430 ..after which quickly go find susen they all...cos..play squash again
:D
we took turns playin in pairs....would say it is tiring...sweat n sweat..even if its playin by myself..hitting the walls by myself...
but one thing...beginning to love squash more n more...fun...:D
Anyway, bek to office and check my phone...my boss called me but i was not ard...guess its abt the appraisal thing...tue bah i guess...
He came to fetch me after which...to my house to take my passport and have a quick change of clothes...den went bek his office to pick up his sister...
As his sister is busying, we loiter a while in the office and help out if can lo..
Den after sending his sister bek home to pasir ris ...weili came n fetch us ...
then we went jb to have our steamboat...
Would say the steamboat is alrite...the tom yam is salty...the chicken soup is like japanese noodle those soup...but i would say the servings are quite small..in a sense, we order our dishes..like we want wad and they charge it...
had 8 quail eggs..cos noone dare to eat except me.. XD
Sit n chit chat a while den after eating...went car washing...which we sat there for dam long again...the people working there was just dam slow...!#@!
oh ya...the total cost of our steamboat was like 62rm onli..including drinks and extra orders like...pineapple rice and msia noodle...cheap gua..
at the wash car place, weili askin him to intro gers and such...den he say he choose ppl name from my handphone..it is onli then that i realise...from A to B all guys name...=.= till C onli a few gers..-_______-"
Anyway...the car wash cost 8rm onli i tink..they clean interior and exterior too...
After which we went to pump petrol...den finally they send mi home...and then weili drive him home since they both live east side...
my nose is killin mi now...its on the run again...and guess wad...my throat's a bit sore and pain liow...cham..goin sick soon again..-___-"
Tired tired tired...i nid my slp...but i can't yet..cos later goin buy present...after which the next day goin celebrate Dap, my ex housemate , birthday...><
Monday, May 07, 2007
Happi bday~
Sunday
Sunday went by quite fast...
Woke up and waited for him to wake up...while i continue watch my Tokyo Juliet starring Lin Yi Chen...
After he woke up, he came fetch me after which we proceed to Sim lim square to walk walk...
before walkin we went burger kings to have our lunch..or rather his lunch...cos of the spiderman toy =.=
den walk walk a while, we proceed bek to his house where we watch some TV with his sisters...den go white sands to buy his brother's cake...while i collect, he went to purchase comic..and we saw a cute doreamon thing which tot can fly...but its just a fan..thus if wan buy the flying one..nid go bek to bugis...
anyway after which waited for his brother come home with gladys...den we cut the cake..
and after which...laze ard and then he send mi home le...
happi birthday to his brother...
Sunday went by quite fast...
Woke up and waited for him to wake up...while i continue watch my Tokyo Juliet starring Lin Yi Chen...
After he woke up, he came fetch me after which we proceed to Sim lim square to walk walk...
before walkin we went burger kings to have our lunch..or rather his lunch...cos of the spiderman toy =.=
den walk walk a while, we proceed bek to his house where we watch some TV with his sisters...den go white sands to buy his brother's cake...while i collect, he went to purchase comic..and we saw a cute doreamon thing which tot can fly...but its just a fan..thus if wan buy the flying one..nid go bek to bugis...
anyway after which waited for his brother come home with gladys...den we cut the cake..
and after which...laze ard and then he send mi home le...
happi birthday to his brother...
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