Wednesday, May 18, 2005

MOOD ANALYSIS TEST RESULTS

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.
You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.
You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

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lost...

my pen knife is lost...i duno wher it went to when i try to find it last nite...sighz
anywayz..tis blog mite not be updated as frequent as last time...coz i m reali not hapi or in the mood to do so...
i owe some ppl a reason ...a story too...
somehow i just wished that tml will be the end of world...i dun hab to wake up again...or even next minute end of world...cos i reali cant find a reason why i shld love myself...some mite say coz frens?
but someone who i treated most closeli..most trust...had ledi proven mi wrong...
i reali wonder...wad did i do wron to deserve all these...
karma?but i nvr treat anyone this way...so why is god doin this to me?

i reali duno if i will move on successfulli...or even live past this...
cos..i reali goin crazy soonz...