server down..=(
230..so long...sighz..
yeah..when will i find a nurse cap?!!?
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new life new beginning...=)

dear blog..no feel gd todayz...disappointed..or rather...feelin quite foolish...initiative is gd...but is it always so...?feel so tired.i wunt show initiative again..yapz..neber...a lesson learnt.

eloz bloggie...backx againz...yaps...2:59am...so damn bored...wanted to do somethin but no mood...tot of playing RO...but i so tired of lvlin...so damn slow...patience runnin out..yeps..wen shld i go for my driving?wellx...exam juz over...dun realli wanna study againz!!!=(..rotted the whole day playing RO.....................ya...n that stupid dogie...damn yang o...which soul is alive?!?!
so damn boredddd!!!!
arghz...wad shld i do..wellx..dun feel like slpin...so blog lor...ya..cont blog...blog long long longggggggggggggggggg..............

tml gonna be a sianx dayz...sighz..everyone gone!!!except tt dog...=\wad shld i do wen i wakie?so detached frm the world...
alrite...wellz..hmm..eh..ah..
recentli..even b4 my a lvl c maths paper...been thinkin a lot..yapz...went to go thr my past memories...duno why..sometimes it stil hurts..realliz...sighz..i guess juz gotto find a way of stopin the hurt....i tink i got the way...but i dun wan to follow it..haha...memories are meant to be forgotten..at least for those hurtful ones rite...tink i realised my mistake in the past...juz a bit more..haha..god was actualli kind to me...its my ans tt ruin everythin?i duno...few yrs le..now then realised...quite stupid rite?
wellx...everythin's over...yap..its the end..so wad 4 lookin bac..learnt a lesson anywayz...
when one got hurt over another for mani times...wuld u stil repeat yur mistakes?
are promises made to be broken?
when u wanted someone to help u..to side wif u..but they side with another...wad more can u say...how will u feel...dunoz...been living one sem of tt life...sem 2...tts the past..ya..PAST...
sem 3..new chap begins...but wad happen is still the same issue...trust...so how shld we react?how shld we be to others?kind or wad?
seems like poly ppl are kinda dangerous...or m i too defensive?
hope to go back to the past...yeah..beri past...i would more cherish everythin...sighz...so wad if i learn it onli now?the past somehow cant return...so...i can onli learn to cherish now...
quite stupid typin to a webbie rite....hmmm...so wad m i doin now....arghz
first time spend so much time blogggginnnn
sianx
=.="
-.-
go play spider solitare le...jyaz...SIANZ arh!!!

Yan Lei Liu Xia Yi Shun Jian Ming Bai...

Zong jue de hao lei...jie ju bu wan mei...

yoz bloggie...backie...yapz...
recentli sista juz bought a doggie...puppy i shld say..4 n 0.5 months old onli...my hammie is so scared til not himself anymore...sighz...anywayz..today cmaths paper 2..last paper...yeah...but seems like i a lot duno how to do...sighz...
flunk?tink so...haha..
hmm..exam ober...first tin i did was to pa RO...haha..kinda sianx..the lvlin is so slow....when will i bcum a mage!??!
6 more lvls...like hell ...so damn long...wher to train!?!
sighz...anywayz..damn sianx...
i wan watch movie~!i wan eat sushi!!!i wan shop..yea..77th street..16th nov expire!!hmm..i wan pa RO...hmm..wad more i wanna do?actualli quite a lot...
duno ba..lazi blog le...=(
jya ne...

+dAng Ni - CynDi+

6th November 2003
Happy Bday...

yo blogger...backs yapz...
wellz...8 more days to freedom...tts long...but i stil playing RO n studying at the same time..mostli RO...so i tink results wunt be tt gd ..or rather...it had never been gd ba...wellz...stupid cough...throat sibeh pain arrrrr...can take away my throat?>.<"
hmm...tml nf...tml tml oop...n wad am i doin here!?!?bleahz...
anywayz...got a shock when ppl tell mi some stuffs...juz came to realise they are all so precious to me..sighz...=) wellz...nth more...tink i realli got to read thr a BIT ba...no mood anywayz...=(

10mins to blog this..haha...recentli been playing Ragnarok Online...wellz...seem detached from the world..duno why...sms ppl all no replies...sighz...duno why also..wellz..gotto study le ba...exams are cumin n here i am playing all along...sigh...ok..9 mins left...must quickli update then go koons...arbo ppl also dun wan slp~~stress..8mins now...wellx...shld i go sch study tml?i realli dunoz..how?!?!sch a better place?
wellx...
arghz..cum online..tok tok a bit ...then offline.......i didnt offline..the reason is..i went RO gaminz...haha..duno la!!!must control..CONTROL..n i mean it...
dun be too near...i will walk further
+Ai ni bu shi lian san tian - liang jing ru+

i Miss The paSt...ReaLLi MiSSin It...MiSs aLL oF ThEm...sIgHz...

yo blogger...backx againx..so bored..today officialli last day of sekola..yeps..quite gd mood actualli...but when goin home..a bit dulan..i tok to someone..she juz ans back so? so? ...listen liaoz also beri wad...u wan attitude go attitude wif others..y go on spoilin ppl mood...nevertheless...went wm wif sx..haha..accompany her a while..after tt went home read my comics n slpz ..nice...den cum online..yapz...went in mbc 0245 tok a bit wif alex..yapz..then after tt quit...then went fwenster see see...then here i m..blogging away...damn sianz...wad shld i do next?
-=Sammi - bu Neng Cheng Shou De Gan Dong=-

--------are promises made to be broken?---------------------
elox blog...today wakie up..tired stil...well...stayed back watch the match between 04 n 05...ask mi which i support...i wil say both ba...anywayz...today gin say i confirm is there cos of someone...haha...issit?dun tink so ba...anywayz...i also duno n dun care ba...wellz..the match ended wif 4-3..04 there win...tink can considered draw...cos its beri dark le...doubt everyone knoe who is who..helped them keep the time...haha...then got this ah tan..damn kp..keep wan ppl sub him in n dun wan sub out of match...wellx...kanna kped by yp duno for wad reason also..damn dl...then heng yl n pat there to watch also..help mi kill time..no nid alone..haha..the vending machine suxs...trap the 1.30 biscuits...hmm..after the match..i went wif yl n pat to find the 04...reason is beri simple..i sibeh dl yp..cos he keep kp...then went bac the machine there...keep wan make the biscuit drop out...then got one grp ppl..see pat slammin on machine...then help her...haha...3 guys...finalli got it out...pat so paiseh..haha..then after tt went green market or wadever color tt market eat lor...saw alo they all..haha...they came after tt la...hmm..then...nth lo...see yl eat tt pigs organ soup..>.<
looks no nice...haha...but mabbe she like it...nahz..then went home...buy takopachi...read a bit comic...then zzz..til so late wakie ...then cum online discuss nf lor...wellx...kp yp bac..yapz...then here i m..rottinz..haha...wellz..overall..a sucky day...demo juz suxs...>.<
Linda Wong - Jia Ru Zhen De Zai You Yue Hui

juz tot of sometin...wad if one day...ur gd fwen pass away b4 u...or even in front of u...isnt tt sad?sighz...
wil u stil be ther as time goes by?to tok abt the past n laff it out?to share the joys n woes...?
wil ther stil be ppl ard?sighz..life is so full of uncertainies...
wad wil happen in the future?

elox blog...
lazi to cum update ya...yapz..sori
anywayz..thanx winz for accmpanyin mi go take fotos ar..treat u makan sometime..=)
wellz..assg time...everyone's bz rite...even Tv haben even touch?wf haben even send mi the things...sighz...
recentli do MAd assg..no mood at all...didnt use my brain to tink actualli..so yp do n i juz debug his...i do knoe how to do...haha..but like i say...lazi n tired...
everyday slp late...
wellz..tink i go touch a bit later ba...afterall..its our assg..n not his alone...he did quite a lot also le..=)
hmm...fwenz..i knoe they are beri stress now...actualli i do knoe how stressful they are cos of some reasonz...but i also duno how to help..sighz...nvm...tink i juz try to when they nid my help ba...yap...onli when they nid it...
:(
+yi qian ling yi ye+

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elox bloggie...a long time since i update u...
today is the walkthr for oop..sighz..hopeless..asked win gif mi mornin call..
wake up i stil blur mood...
i realli wonder mani things...thought a lot...
from the grpinz..even b4 tt...could see a lot...sighz..
sometimes the things i heard..the things i see...is enuff...sometimes i do realli wish not to hear or see anything..is ther a curse to this n last sem?its juz full of unhappinness n uncertainty 4 every1...
ppl can abandon their fwen..to find another..juz for the sake of not wantin to fail...juz cos of..haix..
ppl can tink so highly of themselves...n tink so lowli of others...
ppl can tok so much..but dun do wad they tok...i am not perfect...i aso commit faults...but one shld b independent too...isnt it?
fwenship is built on trust...so why do ppl like to take tis trust for granted n hurt others?physicalli or emotionalli..
sometimes i feel so lost...i duno whu is whu...i duno whu m i...i duno lots of things...i dun even knoe if wad i m doin is rite or wrong...mabbe ignorance is reali a bliss...
poly suxs ba...

dear bloggie...i m backx...did a lot bad things i knoe....duno why i would react this wayz...
stronger shld help weaker ones...
weakers one shldnt rely on stronger ones...
dun understd muz try to understd...
understd must teach dun understd...
fwens shld help one another...
fwens shld help fwens...

mabbe i m bad....realli bad...sori is all i can say...although it cant help...
onli all the best...
if sch dun hab projects...if sch dun hab work...isnt everythin nice...sighz...

yo blog...today basicalli..watch my date wif vampire 2...disc 1 - 7...7hrs i tink...yawns....juz went to check out the assg...its out...sighz..memorable...durin this time...so much thins happen durin tt time...so much hurts..yapz.hurts...sighz...nevertheless...nvm...nth much can be done ba...duno also...dun realli feel gd durin tt day wif them in sch...duno why..wads the cause?dun ask mi...i m used to "them" le ba...sighz...
+yu Jian - sun yan zi+

yo bloggie...hapi...finalli one codin done...spend ard 4hrs...=)
so hapi...hapi hapi hapi...=)
+ Xiao Ming - Zai Ai Ni De Shi Hou +

sigh bloggie...wad am i doin...seriousli i m lost...haha...y do i keep doin the same things...
i m bad..indeed...noone hab the rites to hurt another...but why m i keep tinkin my way...
trust my eyes..or trust my heart...?
which shld i trust...?
Mabbe it will do ya gd...mabbe...i dunoz...mabbe from the start...i shldnt hab step in...mabbe...i dunoz...sighz...
i m the one tt ask him to close bac wif her...why do i feel this way then.... sighz...
+ Ban Ruo Buo Luo Mi - Daniel Chan +

bloggie...dunno wad i tinkin or doinz...dun like wad i see today...feel ike kanna lied...i dunno..i knoe i m juz assumin...but ...i trust my own eyes ba...since this is wad happenin...shld i let go den?i duno..i realli dunooz....sighz..

+ zai ai ni de shi hou +

elos bloggie...lost track of wad i did today...=ya...got back results...disappointin?sad?hapi?
hmm...numb...haha...but looks ugli...nvm...no study...slpin all the way...so..expected also ba...bleahz...assg cumin...last week to enjoy....sighz
why m i so full of problems..?haha...gd qn..
i tink i left too mani problems to time...yeps...throw them all to time...after all...ship til bridge top auto straight...=)
wellz wellz...db assg...so cruel...throw alex work wif hh n mf...not say discrimination...but realli beri bad lor...cos they wunt do one ba..i mean mabbe except alex...haha...
world is so cruel...haiz...nevertheless...stil must be strong...everyone seems 2 be changin...be it attitude or wad...sighz...whu is the real one..noone knoes...
yeaps..noone knoes...



A Whole New World (From Aladdin) with Brad Kane
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me princess
Now when did you last let your heart decide?
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No-one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
(Now I'm in a whole new world with you)

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, free-wheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
(Don't you dare close your eyes)

A hundred thousand things to see
(Hold your breath it gets better)

I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I cant go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
(Every turn a surprise)

With new horizons to pursue
(Every moment red letter)

I'll chase them anywhere there's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
(A whole new world)

Thats where we'll be
(Thats where we'll be)

A thrilling chase
(A wonderous place)

For you and me.........

elos bloggie...backie...=)
today ah..go the jap sekola near clementi...they so polite n re qin...i wan change sch!!!!the uniform so nice also...!!!bth....!!!funz day...ghost hse tt is so funi...wahah....
bth the ger at tt uniform corner...pose n pose...act chio..act cute...!!bth...fun dayz...yeaps...nice gers...cute gers...next yr must bring camera go le...=)

hibernatinnnn....tired sia...="do not dwell on the past...cos it onli reminds us of last time...
face the future...overcome the past mistakes...
forgives forget....but how mani can actualli do it?"

+BoA - GiFt+

yo blog...long time no update long long...last week or rather this week is a rather bz week...mon went win hse...tue got jap..after tt meet alvin take back joyce things..hm...wed arh...wed wed...yeah...went watch movie wif ky,,yp,,gin...sx..n her bf.,...hahah..fun time...quite ba...laffin a lot...didnt realli go tink much..or did i tot a lot?anyway..i dun tink i m not thinkin tt time...in fact shld be sad...then thur also same..went play candles...wif sx,jes,gin,ky n yp...yp came down from hougang...then ky follow us go eat...wellz...nice day ...enjoyable..but ...some time when i m not doin anything...actualli tinkin of somethin tt happened..n beri upset...but nahz...dun tink anyone knoes ba..=)

anywayz...everythin's ok...tts wad i tink...yapz...mabbe...fri went sch...stil got a bit keep away...tts my normal reaction...but after a while...shld be alrite le la...i duno wad i tinkin also...

today went out wif winz...yapz..win toto...wahha....buy the skirt...=) long john for lunch n dinner...hungry now...=(
no money no money...nahz...switchin off...shuttin down in few more mins...standin by..hibernate...=|

everything's fine now...i hope...

not feelin gd...realli nope...feel like crying now...
i didnt knoe...without their presence...life is so miserable...=(
sighz...

bad ger mi..yeaps..bad...tts the word...
stil cant figure out why she wil change tt profile...i also knoe sounds like a small thing...but mabbe they dunno wad i tinkin ba...anywayz...stil a lot of whys in my head...nahz...sighz

elox bloggie...today went nyp find winnie..yaps..stil alrite...then went germaine hse...see them dance...then play a bit here n ther...
til i saw the profile in my phone...a bit dl...i trust her so much wif my hp..she went to change one of them to "sucks it"
then someone sms mi ask mi vector cls in common test a not...stil so polite..fine lo...wan polite i wil polite bac same lor...nvm...then germaine say somethin abt extra?alreadi feelin quite extra?add tt sentence in...auto sibeh dulan...i knoe i shldnt be so sensitive...but juz felt tt...and gave mi a total bad feelin towards her...n my decision abt goin the campfire a not...suddenli juz dun feel like goinz..i dunno..suddenli feel so tired again...i begin to trust her n b gd wif her..i got this type of response....tryin go c c look look..kanna extra...close wif ppl..ppl stil treat u like stranger...tink everythin juz suxs...=(

dear bloggiez...feelin a bit confused now...i knoe i shldnt be...but things are gettin weird...wellz...sighz...tml exam..haiz...duno how also..dun bother...today settle maths ba...wellx...someone ask mi a funi qn yest...haha...from an unexpected person...i let jerry see the loggie...he told mi aimin stuffs...haha...funiz nia...then today...cum online also weird...actualli got ppl cum to icq mi first...this world is gettin weirder n weirder ...sighz..
another thing is...got a fwen...keep on tokin to mi...i knoe i shldnt suspect anything...but i scared gif him the wrong signal...howx..i dunoz...mabbe i shldnt care...wellz...i also duno...juz a weird peroid...everyone is acting so weird...sighz...nevertheless...clear my exam first ba...after common test...stil got assgs to chiong....sighz...how am i goin to live?common tests juz suxs....my maths wil be a gone gone case...yeps..no slp for tonite..=) overnite le ba..go in for MAD n ASPM paper...gambatte...gd luck to everyonez...

+ Daniel Chan - Ban Ruo Buo Luo Mi +

Yo bloggie...
elos..n a gddd nite...woke up beri late today..yea yeah...no disturbance...
then like tis la...stil not in a gd mood...feelin sad n tired...sighz..nvm
hack...anywayz...OOp time...Programmin juz suxs...
tml tml examz...sianz!
=- Techno - Forever |n Love -=

dear bloggie...mi backs...feelin beri bad...realli beri bad...
sometimes...the more i tink...the more i cannot tahan myself...
mabbe i did wronged him..sighz...i duno..but frm the way he treat mi...haiz....felt beri bad...towards him...arghz...
WhY...?i realli dunno wad to do...memories lost..how i hope....can?
realli had a beri guilty feelin..but i realli cant...yeps...cant...forget it...i blahing shit...juz like to say sorriz...realliz...n thanx for everythinz...=(
*Yu Jian Ni...Xu Yao Yun Qi...Ai Shang Ni...Que Yao Duo Shao Yong Qi...Miao Xiao De Wo Zhi Zhong Yu Zi Ji...Ren Shi Jian Que Rong Bu Xiao Yi Duan Chuan Qi...*

+ Ban Ruo Buo Luo Mi - Daniel Chan +

hix bloggie..
watashiwa backie...yeps...to visit u..
wellx...yester day was studyin @ woodlands lib wif alex ky sx...hmm..alrite lor...no tables til ard 3-4pm..so tirin sittin at the seat...as usual...alex pro crapper...then win say if i knoe how to mute...wellz...i tot she goin for competition...so i say..beri easi one...too badz...i realli had no idea how to...=( reach home did some reasearch...found 2 programs..the analogX n Yogen...wellz...dl at wrong webbie...for the yogen..dulanz...keep got popups...then also..automatic add links n got one extra internet toolbar...sibeh dulan..so decided to reformat...haiz...a bit dulan her also...i ask her if she goin..she juz tell mi..no la..haben sign up...see wan sing a not..tt type of pattern...i search so long til com got prob...she juz say this type of words...sighz...forget it...juz quite disappointed ba..juz haf to step into a memorable place againz...
as for todayz...wellz...went to his hse....got a bit memories...dunoz why...i realli had a phobia of goin back...left my lappi at his place...then went sekola...oop revision yeps...tot wil see those gers there...jessica...gina...anlin...but all didnt came...ask gin why..the reply she gave mi was...cos i wunt understd even if i go...wellz...seriousli...i feel that...the reason is quite...ermz..lame...cos...if u noe...why shld u go then?forget it also...stunted ba...lets go on stunting,,,after oop revision lect...saw fwen outside ict blk outside...so stay there...told u i dun feel like goin back le..5++ stay til ard 6++ then i leave the place..to go back his place....reach his place ard 7 i tink..then do those installation shit...sighz..one btn duno wad happen..cannot press...sads...maybe go mel when i free ba...then ar...help mi solve the control thing lor...i kp a lot...haha...then tok abt the moon...he juz tell mi..u wan see which moon..i show u..basket...showin mi on the com....lames...i wan see the moons!anywayz..stay there til quite late...sighz...memories...so ..... .............vivid baz...
forget it...cum home test out the connection...shld i go sekola tml?i duno...see how ba..tired...sianx...downz......
slpz...wad for i bother so much abt ppl whu dun even bother....
Zong Jue De Hao Lei...Jie Ju Bu Wan Mei...
*Hui Gu Niang De Yan Lei - Cyndi

feelinz...a bit...downz...dun ask mi why...mabbe cos of the chat i havin now also...dunoz..
but evenin time reallli hapi..haha...winnie came...yeps...my tom yam mee...=9~
funz...
but now...suddenli feel sad..sighz...
y?i duno...
yaps..listening to the cd my sis bought..yaps...quite nice ba...juz started on first track nia...=|
dun update le...basicalli..
N.O.m.O.O.D...
s.A.d?L.O.s.T?

all gonez!!! left mi here...haiz..dou shi wei wo hao...?=|
anywayz..i noe wad he tryin to do also..nvm...thanx to him aniwayz..haha..

shuo le zai jian shi fou jiu neng bu zai xiang nian....shuo le bao qian shi fou jiu neng li jie le yi qie...
yan lei dai ti ni qing wen wo de lian...wo de shi jie hu ran bing tian bai xue...
wu zhi zhi jian hai can liu ni de zou tian...yi pian yi pian zen me ping dian wan quan... .........................*7 YuE 7 Ri QinG*lazi type all...wahahah...anywayz...sianxed mood...juz now chatin away wif win ..yeps..n more..hahaanywayz...win...go lar~wahah...go ley...i support leyz..later u no go..i fail my CT arh...wahaha=) serious lo fwen..gib it a try *winKz*yapz yapz...and tok to someone also..haha...ask mi go his place..if nid place to study =.="over my dead body...no la..not tt strong...onli tt...i dun wan to get back sad memories...haiz...so dun realli wil go...=) yest ktv was alrite..but ex i tink..with the vocher...we paid 25?..basket no get back change..cos dun realli dare ask for it..haha...then that means without vocher...is 40...omg...20 each lo...=| tts why ex ba..but the songs...quite new ba..wellz...fri IS test...suxs la..bascialli we copyin one ans for the fundamentals of marketin..n that cher was so dumb...didnt even knoe...sighz...hopeless...but the whole paper was like shit also...even though got 40 mcqs...i dun even knoe how to do...gin was minimani the answers..juz feel like laughin...~then the 8am test...worst..the tv...did manage to read thr the slides..but the answers are so difficult...the cher suxs...think i can onli get 2 marks out of 25..cos thats the onli 1 i remembered..wahah...1980..Sinagpore Broadcasting Corporation...wahaha...then so tiring...earli in the morning..watch those religious stuff...stil alrite ba..not tt sianx lo...then after tt that fom...didnt manage to read all lects...read thr til the 2nd one...fall aslp liaoz...tink biz realli not for mi...=)..hmm...let mi tink..the nite b4..tokin n playing dm...ard 3am then go study..plan to study n no slp one..but slpt at 5am...end up pple gib mi morning call instead of i gib ...=| n then ar..yap..didnt touch french..til the breakie time...joyce came find mi...wellz...didnt realli go bother...stil stunnin over wad happen..haiz..why must be someone i knoe..sianzx...then juz find everythin a dream lo...then went back cls...study lo...jeri slp =| then we waited for sx cum ..tips ma..=)then like tis lo...discover they realli close..yl n hj..hahaah...duno aso...den french test ober...practise oral wif teacher...fun ..hahhaha...den zao ppl le..went china town lo...haix..duno la..gonna mizz them all...=(
+i BlEaF - YuKo YaMaGuChi+

yo bloggie...
mood now: stunted...~
time..3:28am
doing:sTunTing..

hmm..stuntin day ...esp juz now when someone tell mi...someone ask if can tok on phone wif another someone...completely stunt...duno tt someone is like tt....STUNT!!!!!bth...today went jp wif gin..walk walk...saw the shake head kia..but the container orleng one...yucks...examin it to see wads the difference...saw a bit led light nia..i tink so..?=|
Life so weird sia...guess wad...my test at 8am...now i haben touch a single thing!!!wahhaa..proster~~=D been stunned since then...duno how to go in..the infoz...=( dun care...anwayz...my teacher pass my sem a n b jap...C+ n D grade...so hapiz...at least i m given a pass....cos i keep ponnin...tests no go...if go...dun realli knoe how to do...so quite hapi lor...=)..but stil...STUNT!!!haha...sori la bloggie...realli stunnin la...gotto go study soon le..dun plan slp tonite le...tomolo stil openin concert wif gin..haha...~~BeNkYoShiTtE Yi MaSu~~!!!!!

an island in the middle of nowhere...humans live...humans die...mani died~...mani...realli mani died...now standin left...is onli less then 3...one more is sick...dying soonz...so how?shld i save it...shld i revive them...shld i??? i dunno....
+techno - neverending story+

yo bloggie...went watch movie wif win today...alrite lo...funz...scary show in the front..but managed to laff it off even b4 it starts..prosters~=D wellz...sori gin n jes...not unwillingli kae...=) and then was waitin for winnie..then he sms...then i see liaoz smile ma..winnie say she tot i siao...but funi ma...=) anywayz...he didnt go sekolah today..=) went out play...liewz...leave mi alone there...=( nahz..i tokin crabs..haha...show ober...stil at ps...shld hab msg earlier...then wil see him lo..hahah...but too bad..msg on train..=) he say he got msg mi..but nahz..no hab receive...by the time i msg him..alreadi reach yishun..ask mi dun go bac...so dun lor..wahaha..cos he got his fwens there la..anywayz win..if u readin this..he's my brother..=) i mean i treat him as one lor...dun wori..i wunt so bad go choose 3rd party...hahahah =D wellz...then pass by lot 1..saw the di yi guang chang thingy..n msg hj why is it call tt...haha..quite lame..but juz came to my mind why lo...then reachhome so earliz..1020++?been rottin lo...den ar...denz...yapz..bought a skirt..12++ ..buy things againz..wahah..always one...nowadays hands itchy..bth...but from 40++ lor...70% off..haha..nice then buy lo...got to do somemore patchin things...back soons kae? =)

tml thur...sianz..fri IS test...or rather..testssssssssss..borin la..then study week...then common test!!arghz..aspm..suxs la..
got to watch the twin sisters..wahaha...show him tt i dare watch at nite...wahaha...=D
anywayz...a big thanx to both of them...or rather him ba...cos realli supported mi in the bad times...=)

duno wad to say le...juz bless all to haf a gdnitez n a happi life ba...=)
+ Wo Yi WeI - CyNdI WAnG XiN LiNg+

yoz bloggie..
today was a sian day...
dunno why...dun realli hab the mood ba...
best is jerry say my qing ren cumin ...=.="
qing ren...kns....like shit...
but nvm...didnt realli go bother...til now ba...
wellz...
i dun understd why...everythin i do...gotta hab ppl kpo-ing abt the relationship i hab wif tt person
damnz...dulanz....
also duno why...juz feel tt...
if i close to a person..either tt person wil be beri cham...or
other ppl wil close to that person
haix
dunoz..
dun care
dun wan care
+ teChno - The End ...reMixEd...+

DaNg Ni De yan qing mi zhe xiao...
Dang ni he ke le dang ni zhao...
wo xiang dui ni hao..ni cong lai bu zhi dao
Xiang Ni Xiang Ni...ye Neng Chen weI sHi Hao...

c.O.M.P.L.i.C.A.t.E.D
YeAp...tts the word for mi now...
i've made things so complicated...
=|
+Chu Ci Zhi Wai+

backie bloggie...didnt realli hab the time to update ya...or i shld say..lazi..Life is juz so tirin yeahz...misssssss last time...yeps...poly suxs...wellz...recentli a dispute wif the yr 1 students...bastards n bitches class...nahz...dun wanna mention liaoz...their senoir buddy suxs even more...n our mentor?worst...dun even wan bother abt wad actualli happen..feel so wrongeD~so dulanz..but nevermind...wad to do?they are yr 1s..bleahz...ok..updating time...Friday...Eve of national day...ya...yeepoo bday..well...thursday me n sx went to shop...a bit dulan mood..cos someone else is supposed to go also..but in the end..tell mi...not taggin along cos not tt close wif blah blah..and someone sendin her home..*yAwNs*lame reasonz...duno why...ever since tt time someone ask mi abt if they together...i've been dulan of them both all the way...not cos i like that person or wad u knoe...its juz i feel tt the truth is covered up nahz...anywayz...went wif sx comb yp pressie...damn long..haben even saw one tt suits him...bleahz...from heeren...to...taka...to wisma...to fareast..tiring sia...then when we goin home tt time...saw yp n ky at fareast kfc...so concidental....but yeap..they didnt see the pressie..wahaha...pa jiao...=D then went home watch hero after tt =D then..hmm...since wed...been slpin everyday 3hrs...on thursday nite...was tokin to ppl...2 ppl basicalli..one left ard 3...the other...bcos of wanting let mi go offline n slp...went off soons after tt =( ya...dou shi wei wo hao~haha...nahz...nth to say la..then after tt...its friday~!!!in a beri dulanz mood...cos of the cls dispute thing..the report...n also cos of the 2 pple...went to cls...tired also...then did the project work thingy...a bit not happi also..cos of all channels...they went to choose channel 5..which i dun even watch...so how the hell do i knoe wad to do!actualli is HE chose it..wellz...msged J tt time...told him..i stil cant trust her...or sometin like tt...he told mi...he can see tt i beri dl ...its true...i m indeed beri unhapi abt it...wellz...then after tt duno wad happen...then end lo..then wf keep askin mi why face black..bleahz...didnt even bother to ask anything..i tink i m too tired to say or hear stories...then after tt..went out of cls...saw anlin n jes...toked to them...yeps...concernin the letter...then a bit more unhapi...cos we are supposed to meet mentor on tt day but suddenli no more....then the letter also..i duno la!!something like tt...wellz...then i left lor...J YL Pat they all infront of mi...waiting at the lift lobby for lift...i saw lots of ppl there...so juz walk to the stairs n take...dunno why..dun realli feel like wif them...juz walk alone fast fast to thr the engineerin blk...my brain tinkin of mani things...then i tot i heard someone call oei lo...so i turn ard..ya...indeed...then after tt..walked together for a while...til the fom class lo...then another rottin cls...feel like slpin..i slp n wake...slp n wake...actualli wanted to msg hj..but tink back..i m in too dulan mood..later he wil kanna...haha...so juz draw n rots...then saw the grpin tin...den feel a bit sad also..sighz..wellz didnt realli knoe my hp vibrated..even though in my pocket...juz sort of numb ba...took out ..n there are 4 msgs...2 nid replies...well..replied...then went canteen..sat wif them cos gin no go lesson.....somehow juz feel like dun eat...so juz drink tea...ya..b4 cumin down canteen...he let mi see a msg...wellz...onli thing registered is her care n the way he call him...haha...anywayz...b4 french cls start..played wif jerry for a while...cos damn borin...i could juz slp i knoe...but my mind was empty...so fool ard lo...cos we went to see the mentor b4 tt...although quite dl lor...then yeps...after sekola...went canteen find sx..then we eat...hungry=| then we went to suntec wait for yp they all...zzz...took so long lor..at the bus stop...suddenli tot of her care...n feel guilty...so ask ppl lor..then receive another person msg...haha...dou shi wei wo haoz...=back at suntec....didnt realli haf the chance to shop...cos waiting for yp they all..we waited one hr?=so sianz also..they came...we gave him his presie...ask him wear...then after tt we went off together...go gia gia...yeps...walked to bugis n back to suntec...yeps..buy a lot...=then after tt..go home online...noone seems online...so boring..went off ard 2...life juz isnt same wif them no online ba...then after tt...i went slp...juz tot of her care again..n wad happened today...so juz msg him n tell him if it is bcos of her...i rather he dun so gd to mi lor..then he replied nope all tt...anywayz..i told him not to reply le...but at tt time...i tink my hopes for him also quite dead le...in the sense...tot of mani things btween him n her...and quite touched n thankful for his company ba...then to today...quite a rottin day..someone sms mi...so wakie up lo...wanted to watch jolin...put alarm le...stil no wakie...=( then wanted watch the ai ni ai wo...but ended up watch 1/4 of the show nia..well..sms chat lor...then keep chat lor..tink my sms gonna overshot a lot this month...then after tt ..cook mee eat n blahz...den watch the ndp broadcast lo..then after tt...yap...someone msg mi say saw my dar at jp..so msg back lo.."its onli a miss...haiz"dun quite understd this sent...so neber go bother...then cum online...saw ppl...haha..toked a while..got to offline le...=(then now left mi alone here typin all these..haha...wanted to do maths...but didnt realli hab the mood to concentrate...the qnz...look chim...few more months to a levels...stil so slack...i realli bth myself...haiz...Life is realli so tiringz....when wil things ever turn fine?

backiez bloggie..
wellz...yeps..here to update it..

went bras basah complex buy the ten yr series...
bth...buy le...neber even go touch...=(
tink gotto touch a bit...arbo waste money..must draw up schedule soonz..=>
saw a scary thing...durian shells on the floor...o.O
someone threw it froom the top...scaryz..
stil heard tt...the person do it on purpose...
gina also stunt i tink...wooz...
nice sight...
thanx to gina...i knoe tt 61 also can reach bras basah ouside...n the 7 also can
amazing...haha..was smsin almost all the way ...
xiong wor...=then after tt...met win to walk walk walk n walk..
b4 tt...at mos burger makanz...waiting for gin fwen cum...yeps..regina..
noticed tt her double eyelid nice...
=>
and then ah...b4 tt...walked wif gin at the shibuya ma...
saw tt lion...bth...tot of hj immediately...
juz feel like laughin...bthz..
then after we makan finish at mos..(4 of us la)
we separate wayz lor..
we went went the bodyshop ...nice duno wad melon...yummy..=9~..and then arh....got peanuts one also...
realli like peanut butter lor!!!=|
after tt went upstairs buy the paper clip thingy doggie...n then arh...then then..i tink..went find shake head kia..help jerry see...
that person say must preorder...no nid money though...
but duno when stock cum...
didnt go preorder...my tot was...preorder le...also same wad...mite as well wait for stock cum then buy...
haha...nvm...then went buy tt lion..yeps..i did buy it...haha..
yeps...tiring sia..after tt went find clothes...bought cap instead...spend so long time...testin the cap..haha...
then ar...hmm..buy clothes..U2
yeahz..
hot air balloooonnnn
...=)
feel like slpin there though...damn bag damn heavy...even though no hab the lappi...
then arh..hmm...walked out lor...buy buy ...shopz closin..=|
then..hmm..go mrt?
i forgot le...cos tt day onli slpt for 3.5hrs...damn tired..
cum net...no realli tok to anione...cos i tired to type..
then dlin jay new album 4 tracks..bo bian must stay n irc..
then not realli tok ma...or..dun realli feel like tokin..so my answers to them was like shit..i tink so..
den i left irc..after dled the song lor...
jerry n hj was thinkin y...msn mi ask mi lo...i juz say tired...then i tink..ended up chatting le...
=then..finalli leave lor..
then ah...was abt to go to slp..someone sms me...haha..
then bo bian..reply 2 msgs...then zzz le...
yeps...SaturDay..
today...wellz...
i was in bed...slpin..bro cum in..look for comic..
mother cum in kp...bro help sort of help mi say things...haha...
then went back slp..
wake up...ard 12...so earliz...haiz..then eat eat lo...
then ah...i sat outside watch show...feelin beri weak at tt time..duno y..
then went down buy hapi cup...bubble tea...yeahz..nice...=)
then after tt...hmm...wanted to do work...
but ended up watch show..
then..
listen 93.3fm..in my living room...for the first time..
then lyin on my sofa...so song..listen song..took note of 2 song...nice..
*chyi - stories* and *wa wa - fang le ai*
but cant realli find the 2nd one..
=|
then...fell aslp a bit..
n woke up...switch on tv..
watch...
til now...
online...
noone ard...jerry nope..hj nope..des onli...ivy also..weifu also..
but dun realli carez...
ya...zl msn mi juz now also..
:|
time pass so fast...218 le...
yawns..tink i goin do my ten yr series soonz...
the estimation thingy...suxs though...
but ...i dun wanna waste my money...
and also..muz call ppl..tml at noon...for wad...i duno...
morning call?
i tink so..
=|


+-Theres no reason being down or up...it's just in a matter of directionz...-+
-+ |f oNLi...MeMoRiES CaN B ErAsEd... +-




FeeLiNg: Nemui...Rouroutaru...
C maThs Wa BeNkYoShIMaSu...Awatadashii
GaMbaTTe nE...

+Chyi - StoRieS+

haha...wad a day...
damn those yr 1z...tt stupid clss...tt bastard guy...hope he die in hell..
i knoe i beri the vulgar blog...but realli beri the !@#@$#@!...
to hell wif tt cls...suxs...
anywayz...
after sch...wait sms wait so long..dulanz a bit..hack a bit...went find 04 pple..
after tt accmpany gina to co-op n atrium...help them tabao..n aso buy spicy potato...
eat eat...then walk walk back alone to the ict there find them...

hmm..then ah..some go off le..left jerry,hj,felix..
then after tt...the hongs came..haha...
examin y my calculator dun work..yeps..felix n jerri...
then hj learning calculator...the hongs doin pc suite...ringtone
yap..midi to poly...free..=|
then hmm.....burn down ict..gd one...
dogs wang in chi...woof in eng...
=.="
then go homez...reach home ard 9+..or 8+?
i 4gotten..
bathe...then do tt idiot calculator again...basket...redo it..stil got errors...
then go watch tv..yep...
den..online since now...
den..arghz...tml nf grpin?sick of grpin?
or rather...sick of all relationshipz wif ppl...arghz...
duno wad the hell i blahin...i dun care..
+ teChNo - CrazY bAbY +

duno whyz...juz not feelin hapi?
yesterday chatted wif ppl til ..say 5am..
yapz...from ard 2..
wellz...tot i would wake up ard 5pm today...but sadli..
woke up near 2...
haiz...sekola tml...
haiz...
somehow...juz feel sadsz...sch is so sucky........
relationshipz between ppl...
studies...and everytin..
when wil everytin becum better?
i also dunoz...
+ Cranberries - ZomBie +

pLanneD to Go OuT...
bUt tOO bAd...ppL no FrEe
+ F4 - JuE bU NeNg sHi Qu Ni +

yo yo yo bloggie...recappin time..
=D
wellz..today ah...beri the EArLI!!!
bth..
lesson @ 800AM!!!
arghx..
woke up..lessonz..walk...then home..
suddenli no mood blog...soriz bloggie..
next time then blog againz..
+ i bELiEve - VaN +

i DiDnT kNoW tHat BeInG pItIfUL caN bE a WeApOn...

hmm..how real is a guy?
=|
gd qn rite..noone actualli knoe how real they are ba...
dunoz...juz feel sort of cheated...duno why laz...hahah..
long time business ba...
n0 guys is gd ba...i hate fridayz..
it seems like a lot of quarrelin goin on ard mi...=joyce ... wf also now?
duno them...
stressful environment...quarrels and quarrels...
guess i realli shldnt trust all he say...
last fri was realli an enjoyable day...mabbe he juz wan to make up for his wrongs...
but if tts the case...i hope ...it wil end soonz...
dun wanna be stuck againz..
monday..yeps..2day..
sucky day...filled wif memories..
whenever tot of tt incident...damn dulanz..
but...tink i onli hab to live do wif it?
yesterday zl was stil askin mi...how cum u gers gib up so easily..(sort of this type la..)
haha..i dun tink so lor...i tink its bcos guys are too hopeless le ba..
=b
memory lane...
hf told mi...he didnt side wif anione..
joyce told mi yaps..he sided wif her..
wellz...tts wad i felt too...
but...i cant judge...cos i will not b fair..
but then...wad i practicalli feel is...ya...he did sided wif her..
and if tts the case....why dun i keep a distance!!!
arghz...forget it..i will try again..
afterall, wunt b seein so much of 04s...
=|
yappz...
tts all..later stil nid study test...anklet gone..braclet gone..practicalli everything gonez...
+ yI gE Ren ShEn HuO - FreYa Lin +

heard frm jean..ky broke up wif gf?
haha..no feelins..seriousli..except..his gf beri ke lian...hhahaha
nahz...hope she can stand up soon~~
+ wo zhi dao ni hen nan guao - Jolin +

yo bloggie...long long time didnt realli update ya...
wow...friday...ya..back to friday stuff...that is onli ..hmm...yest?
=|
didnt knoe tt...
earli in the morning...go in cls...hahah...i sit 3rd row...pat they all sit bhind mi tt row..
and then...haha...ivy came...then her fwen was infront...then it was like she duno how...
so in the end...sat wif her fwen instead of mi..
haha...then jerry came in..first tin he ask mi was...u 2 haben ok huh..
wahah..bth...
and then tell him lor...
hmmm...saw a ger i dun quite like in the cls though...suxs...
but forget it...i duno her n she duno mi anywayz..=>
watched a few short parts of different shows...
in it the first one looks most gross...
the guy was practicalli cuttin himself wif a knife on his hands...
he was sort of seeing a lot of maggots over his body...then keep cutting..
whole body was bloodyz...
=|
then stil appear another guy that grapped him..dunno cum out from where one...
=.="
and then ah...teacher stop the tape le...wahahha
then got another film is black n white one...title "physco"
a girl bathing...then got a guy enter n kill her in the bath...wahhaa
cant stop laughin...not i bian tai lor...
its bcos the girl dying is damn so lame...n no blood all tt lor...bth ...
got a short break...went co-op...
yapz...he bought pocky...mi n iv accompany down nia...=>
and then go back there...watch some more lor...
watched one is not considered RA...
juz showing a girl tokin abt wad happen b4 sex...then they show lor...haha...
den when the module finalli ended...woo...best,....i tot it was break!!!
but found out it was not...=(
damn hungry...went to cls lor...then sit infront of him..fad sit in front of mi...
then tt day...my cls pple rather shocked i in tt cls..=|
cos my first time in tt cls..haha..
then ah....wait for gin for her cls ober...
so long menz...
then bo bian lor...wait n wait...
finalli came to cls!!!so hapi!!!
told her go canteen..wahaha
=D
u mite be wondering why i dun go down myself ...
bcos noone accompany mi wad...i dun wan call him or his cls pple..
anywayz...went down saw weifu there...there tabao for upstairs also lor...
then went up late...
the teacher looks sucky to me...tok n tok...but duno wad shit he tokin...
i not listening at all..
learnin how to draw instead...wahaha..=b
anywayz...lasted one hr..=eat sweets..ask gina abt the ktv stuffs...n smsin ppl...haha..jerry..joyce..blahz...
n then ar...break!!!!
finalli!!!
i tot was goin split grp ..tot wf would stick wif 04 ppl..
but amazingli..he came over wif us..=>
den ah...then we went co-op...he also came along..
then go there saw hj...haha...sayed hi all tt..
then went squash court find iv they all..
played a bit squah...open balls so mani times...hit onli twice i tink...wahha..bth..
den like tis lor...went for french cls...
AHHHHH
that one...
bth...
i didnt go first cls...so quite blurs lor..
esp pronounciation..
got damn lots ...
dulanz...shld hab take jap...easier lor...
then teacher release 30mins earlier i tink..
then went up collect proximity cards..
then ah...went to canteen 3 slack...
then ah...went jp find ragnarok volume 1 comic...cant seem to find...
=(
find a lot of places le ley!!
nahz..forget it...
slowli find lor...
then makan at jp also..
ya!!saw cecilia...hahah..walk past each other...show mi tt type of face...
zzz
then realli buay tong..beri the tired...went home...slpz...
=D
^ Techno - CraZy BabY ^

nice day?wake up feelin gd mood...duno why...
mabbe cos...at least..someone blif mi...haha..
forget it...everythings back to normal...got to adjust my tinkinz...

+Shen Me Yang De Ai - Jolin+

Ha-ha...wad a day...spend ard 30++ mins ..or more then that...waiting for my fwen..
whu neber arrive...
all tt arrive was a msg...tellin mi she go home first...
wAd a jOkEz...
cos she no hp..end up..trace back to the person's hp....
guess wad...msg back..noone reply...called 3 times...
no picked up?
ard 5plus 6...then called?
sibeh the dulanz...
so i ended up goin 04 class...n wait for them dl finish stuffs...
juz feel beri dulanz...stayed til 7++...
damn hungryz...
went home n buy food...
haiz...

* Bu Xiang Ni - He Li En *

wiLL tHiNgS eVa LaSt...
NoW dOeSnT = fUtUre...
fUtUrE dOesNT = pAsT...
WaD coNtRadIcTaTiN SenTenCeS...
HaIz..
% Ai Ne - S.H.E %

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nice story...touchin...
=~)
% BeaUty - CynDi %

yox bloggie..
today didnt go sch...haha...sore eye...
slp n slp n slp ard 2am plus yest...
accmpny HIM tokz lor(ICQ)
hmm..then offline...then after tt ah...
woke up ard 830++ by jerry...asking mi i no go sch today ah...
reply his msg...then told him i go back slp...then go slp againz...
then duno wad time..mother cum in...ask mi no sch ah..told her nope..then zz again
then..hmm...duno wad time..jap cls fwen msg mi againz...reply duno wad...ask mi duno wad..
i also forget le...i juz zzz...then finalli slp til 2 plus wakie..
thats the time he bet i wil wake up today...haha..quite accurate..
i realli woke up ard there..
then receive jerry msg i tink..i also forgot...then hmmm...
msg gina..yeps...heard tt she kanna kp by teacher abt sms...sori wor...lolx..
then after class...he called...kp so much...=|
then ah...met gina at westmall..took notes...then walk a while..
then after tt went home..do work..so hardworkinz...bth myself..wahaha
then he called...wellz...accompany him tok til reach his hse..he was at interchange...
walkin home..yeaps..reach his hse..tok a bit...then hang up..he go bathe..
wellx...then do work ..n tv...n do work..n tv..burn cd (my sis) then tv...
hahah..spend so much hrs...dunno how to do stilz...
then nitez...he got call...ask mi check thing...cos com sold..hahaha
then help him settle liaoz...then he got call again...again settle thing..
then help him settle againz...
wellz bloggie...
tell mi wad to do..
they may not seems close...but they are close ba...his student card wif her lor..
wad do u tink?
=sometimes i realli hope i hab the courage to end everythin..
realli realli hope...
= ChuN zHeN - MaYdAy =

had a quite long chat wif v juz now...
told mi lots of things...did tell her things too...
mani things tt is within mi...
eye is stil red...head is pain...when wil things be hapi..?
when wil humans be true...
when wil i learn my lesson?
when?
= Wei ni liu de lei =

yo bloggie...started today at 800...a level enhancement programme...sighz...so tiring...
=(
anywayz...cum back later to update...now..eye painz...goin sore eye soonZ...
=jyAz nE..slPinG tImE!!!
= BiE pA Wo ShaNg Xin - JeFF cHaNg =

wellz...tuesday..hmm...wad did i do...
yeahz...morning lect n lect n lect..continuousli for 3 hrs...=(
then went clementi find gin they all..makan chicken rice?=|
no money left?wellz...cos monday went KTv...15 each>?wf stil owe mi money...haha
then return desmond money...then stil owe ivy money...wad is the world cuming to sia...
=.="money n money...sianz...waitin for payz!!!

back to todayz...well...release earliz...then jap class at 530?
wf finding v...so got pple pei wo also =D
then go wif him...wondering where v is lor...so we call weiling n ask lor...
then found out they at 3105 there...so empty!!the whole floor looks deserted...basket..
slack there a while...quite dl someone...wellz...cos some reasons la..
then like tis lor...accmpany them go eat at green market...cos nearest to skool n
i nid to go back for mi japz...
then after tt...go home lor...
wellz..the teacher suxs...my eye hurts...tml is another day...how wil i survive?
+ Shuo Ai Ni - Jolin +

can u pls tell mi...shld i trust u fwen?=|

elox bloggie...
went ktv wif winnie today..yeps..2 pple...haha..
the room sooooo big...bth..jap style..nice...
but...no hab the jolin new album..she new song also dun haf...sighz..
system a bit lousy also..
but...whu cares rite...
haha..wellz...sing sing sing..then go maxwell makan lor...
long time no go bac...haha..miss working times...
wellz...sch reopening...shld be bz soons ba...take care my fwen...gonna
be a long time to meet up againz..haha..
recentli my bud so bz...no time entertain mi...always game game n game..
haiz...forget it ba...dun care la...
wellz...hope to haf a nice semester...
+ Rang Wo Qu Nuan - Wang Li Hong & Peng Lin +

=)
wanted to do more updating to the template..
but some gone?=(
neber mind ba...anywayz...sch reopening wor...sighz..a bit boredddddd............
long hrs of studies everydayz...=(
everyday go sch at 9...latest is 10...sighz...miss last time...
went back sch on wed or tue i tink...for 2 days...for my calculas thing...that stupid cmaths...
sighz...miss last time when my fwenz all ard...
now left onli mi n my fwen taking a levels?sounds so dull...
wellz...gonna work hard this semester ...i knoe i always say n dun do...
but i will try my best to keep to it kae...
=D
wellz...gotta study well my jap also..dun wanna waste money le...
jap..nf..oop..mos..mad...all those stupid modules...
and most importantli..my basic driving theory...and A levels...
=)
november...sounds fast...wad did i learn?i dunnoz.. haben even buy a ten yr series...
looks a bit CMI rite...wellz...i also tink so...but wad to do...signed up liaoz..
so i gonna work hard for it..yeaps...
=)
wish mi luck kae?
+ Ah Du - Ni Hen HAo +

elox bloggie...juz sort of fan..troubled...
yeaps...sch reopening...
uh huh..
dunno why..i feel so weird now...
sighz...been tinkin a lot ba...hope to be as hapi as possible..
i dun wanna tink...
why r things goin this way....issit reali the way i wan...?
i duno..n i dun wanna noe..
+W-inds - because of you +

under wad circumstances wuld a guy tell a girl he had noone in mind...and even swear?

wooz...bloggie had been upgraded...
long time since i come n update...last time wan update but they upgrading it...
=D
hmm..wellz...yest slp rather late...6am++...then wake up today ard 8am..went for the cnm class
so boring...miss the times when all together cnm..now left sx n mi...the rest are all those quite guai ones...
they dun seem noisy at all...sighz...so sianz...4 hrs...
tml another 4 hrs...haiz..
wellz...update previous day ba...
yesterday was quite a nice day to slp//...
some idiot woke mi up ard 12plus,3plus and finalli 5 plus..
asked for plasic bag from mi...no choice...bring down for tt person..then accompany go take buss...
walk n walk...duno why walk til PEPS tt bus stop...bo liaoz rite..?zzz...
nth much la..juz walk n tok cock lor...
then reach home ard 645...
tt stupid bus came so late...waited ard 30min wif tt person lor...~then dilidali home...
buy eggs n etc lor..
wellz...gd news..i got over him
=D
=jolin - shuo ai ni=

yo bloggie~...back to update ya...yups..
wellz...today had a long slp...til 12 plus...
some idiot called mi..woke mi up lor...
then finalli go cut hair...for tt idiot la...
then yeps...after cut hair...call mi again...
purplely...arghz...
but then...the second time..i m alreadi awake lo...
i replied winnie msg...cos ask her help mi buy the tortise pouch..
she replied say she bought in school le...
i dunno why..but i went to reply her...
ok...u bought in school...wad a great sch u have...wahaha
she say my reply beri funny...zzz...mabbe i stil half asleep ba...
then later in the afternoon / evening...accompany tt idiot tok againz..
well..for wad reason?cos...pple no music...then no fwens ard..then ..i tio...
i was watching movie somemore lor!!!bth...
toked lor...from bugis til tt person hse...=|
then huh...i alreadi forget wad i said this morning to tt person liaoz...
tink realli tired ba...
hmmm....nahz....duno why...realli dunoz...beri tired now...
show marathon...
from i at home...keep watch shows n tv today...
mother wan bring mi go gia gia tml..shld i go?
hmmm..dunoz...tired sia...
=(
anywayz...sch reopening...must enjoy rite...yeaps...
=)
take care ppl...n plays hard...
next semester lets study hard~
GamBaTtE!!!!
+ Ni Zen Me Lian Hua Dou Shuo Bu Qing Chu - Jolin +

Bizarre love triangle

Every time i think of you
I get a shock right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem i find
Living a life that i can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows

Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say

I feel fine and i feel good
I feel like i never should
Whenever i get this way, i just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if i hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say
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yo bloggie..back to update ya...wellz...
friday is tt stupid web enrolment...yeps...got the classes from weifu
..yeps...then enrol lor...wellz...hmm...
same class as him?haiz...
but nebermind...i've made up my mind alreadi...
anywayz...thats all the modules i wan lor...so not my fault also...
wellz...anywayz...no jobs currentli...
projects all finished..haha..
so u see...i m currently JOBLESS!!!
wahaha...nvm la..miss time at home also...so peaceful...
noone disturb mi somemore...
weird to say...i actualli dun miss himz...haha
wellz...ivy lost her hp...=|
last nite play solitare wif jerry..til near 4am..haha..
too bo liaoz liaoz..n also listening to song...yeps..
wo nan guo this song..
dun ask mi why i listening to this song...juz dunno also..
i juz feel comfortable wif this song ba...haha..
nahz...anywayz...sch reopening...everyone play hard ba...=D

yo bloggie...elox...
hey hey hey...juz toked to Zq ..haha..
lames i knoe...but hapi chat ba...basicalli better then last time lor..
wahah...now in hapi mood ba..=)
anywayz...cum in to update tis niaz..
so...i shld stop here...haha...
may tomolo be a better day...and
omg...i m missin him a bit...wthz..
=Huo cai tian tang=

hix bloggie..
sort of out of my mind now...
dunno why..i keep tinkin abt stuffs now..
sentosa was fun yea...
haiz..suddenli felt tt i m so bad lor...
i could actualli go hurt someone so hard last time..
wellz...mabbe tts why now i also kanna hurt by others?
aniwayz...2 days no contact wif him..wellz..actualli
i seriousli feel nth...until yest or wad...
i auto wil hope for his sms...dun ask mi why..i also duno...
sighz...anywayz...i realli dunno wad i m tinkin now...sighz..
mabbe...mabbe....haiz..
arghz..duno wad the hell la..
okay...no more thinkin...
play hard...why must cos of one person tink tt much n trouble myself..
yapz..
gambatte~!
-Jiang Mei Qi - Ming Tian Ai Shui -

hey hey....!!!!
yox blog...wahaha...passed exam...a bit hapiz...
cos seriousli didnt went to study...or rather...didnt bother much to study...wahaha..
aniwaes...yest...haha...yeahz...work work work...wad did i do?
yeahz...coding...editing...quite sianz....listen Fm...=D
after work..actualli wan go buy fwen bday pressie...haiz...wanted buy watch...
ivy say go her hse there...got discount...but.....she nid go sim lin...so we accmpany her first..
n i tot of visitin gina also ma...so..juz rite...haha..
took a cab...each pay ard 2 dollar...cheap...haha...
then ah...she n her fwen go sls...mi n winnie went to find gin lor...wahah
we sit there tok...then gin gif us food eat =9
but then hor...we beri full at tt time le lor...=b
must order somethin..so try the new ice cream.....=9
hmm
then arh..gin was mouthin something to us...at first win tot it was "ni men lai zao wo arh"
she ask mi nod wif her...haha..but i told her...she was asking..."ni men yao bu yao chi fries"
Lolx...she so damn ps...haha.......
then go buy tt doll doll..so cutex rite...the head move n move...
so bth ...haha...
anyways....went ktv after tt...kbox chop pple againz...arghz...
then took midnite cabbie home...
that uncle...tok damn lots...i last one arrive home..
so tired...bathex lor.....then zzz...til today ard 4-5pm..wahaha
song menz...
hmm..tml amer bday liaoz...no present yet..howz?!?!
haha...nvm..buy tml ba...
=D
i m fixin a broken hrt now...hahaha
+ShUi ZhOnG yAnG - PeNNy+

eloz bloggie...
well..as usual..went to work...did some coding..
in fact start work damn the late...
ard 130 i tink...bleahz..
ended say 5 oclcok...
haha...basicalli damn slack...
then today play ard wif winnie...haha...dunno why..even if ivy fwen is there wif her also
...she seem to prefer to be with mi this side...i duno?
and when i so gd wif winnie...kiddin ard all tt....she seems to get back close to her fwen againz...
wad does this mean..?i dunoz ...but winnie did wanted to tell mi wad her fwen told her...
cos they went home together...i wan hear one ley!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but all take same side of mrt...kaoz...
waste my time also...
to tink i tot they wil take opposite site...bleahz...
any the ways...juz now juz tok to him..in msn...duno why had this beri weird feelinz...haiz..
anywayz...yest i decided alreadi...i wunt bother abt wad hapen between him n her le...
so..i guess...dun bother ba...hmmm..yap...
she did let mi see wad he sms her...2 times today?
wellz...although a bit pricked...but i guess i forget some of it...when i play ard wif winnie
suddenli realise tt fwens are more imprt...or shld i say...i've kept all of his stuffs ..bury it deep deep down...
until it can no longer be saved up?i dunoz wor...
anywayz...bac 2 another thing...
msg ky juz now...
forwarded a sort of "suan" sms to him...wellz...he forward mi back a suannin msg also...
basket?
hmmm..thursday goin work again...wed at least can rest...
haha..i miss joyce..yapz...long time no see her...=)..but lazi go out...sori wor...wahhaa
=b
then hor ..this sat got fwen bday buffet also...bleahz...money money n money...i juz nid MONEY!!!
tink a lot of catching up wif fwens to be done...
moving on..he's not my everything...
chasing shadows--->?
wads this againz...haha...
wellz...dun care...
wo bu ai...ye bu hui ai!
theres a lot behind a person...haiz...so sad to say tt...
=Qu Zou Zou - Jimmy Lin=

hiz bloggie...
today went marina bay eat steamboat...
purpose was to celebrate hj bday lor...
well...pple present...felix..hj..wf...des...gary...jerry tan...ivy...pat...n me
haha....drink some tiger beer today...
reason is bcos..gary ownself drink one jug...drink so slow!!!
bth...so hot lor...then help him drink one cup...haha
but on the other hand...its cos...i m fan la.....
haha
anywayz...sighz...juz an ordinary day ba...dun care dun care n dun wanna care
You can't hurt, if you can't feel..<--??
wads this...i dun understd...haha
forget it...
+BiE - KiKi DinG wEn Qi+

so FAN arghz..
i knoe i shldnt be...but i lose my control againz..
well...gimme some time to go back to the life last time ba...
+forbidden Love+

I a.m s.o t.i.r.e.d....
a.r.g.h.z...
+I need you tonight+

elox bloggie..
mi backx..
well...such a boring day without mi comic...
and ya...thanx gin first.......seriousli thanx..
wellz wellz...wad did i do today...slp til 4-5pm then wake up...i tink 3-4 to be exact..
damn hot!!
BTH....then play my guitar...yeahz...Eyes on me...Forbidden Love..
wellz...didnt tink much today..?
or did i...?

wellz....howz?
thanx gin for ya advice...but i wunt let him knoe...wahaha
call mi stupid or coward ba..

*the hardest thing*

i d.u.n c.a.r.e

elox bloggie...
hows life...hmm...for mi...stil as sucky ba...

anywayz...
<>
hmm..jes...are u refering to mi....
if it is...i can onli say sori...its not tt i dun wan to tell u all anything...but its til now..i also duno wad i am doin..
i m trying to forget everythin...n since its the end le...why shld i tell pple then..
cos if i tell out this thing...it will be veri unfair to the other person or whoever ba...hope u do understd..
and one more thing..if the above msg is for mi...i can onli say...theres no classes to fwenz ba...all of u are my gd fwens ba...
maybe tts why i ended up duno wad to do now ba...

forget it...sometimes...somethings i realli wan u guys to knoe...but i realli cant...why cant u all for once understd it...
the hurt n pain is more then u all wil tink of...hafing noone to tok to ..and juz put everythin inside of yur ownself...
nvm...i haf nth more to say...jYa
-Wo Zhi Zai Hu Ni-

dear bloggie...yoz..mi back to update ya..
wellz...today toked to him..not on phone la...
but i duno whyz...i actualli dun feel like tokin to him one..
but end up craps a bit ba..
stil ask him go sms ba..
i tink he shld be smsin now.......
i also duno
haiz...i duno la...duno wad to write la..
jyaZ
-Lu ren Jia-

Yoz...
today she told mi...his sms...abt 1000++ this month...
she added that he did not msg her as often le...then added tt maybe bill high..
yeahz...i agree too...
wellz...todayz she went his hse?..
haha....suxs la..
bleahz...
forget it...dun haf mood write le...JyAz
-Wo zhi zai hu ni-

#^HaPPy BiRtHdAy GiNa...^#

Yo bloggie...
firstly...jean...not i wan bother abt his things 1...
its juz in my mind everyday...i cant seem to forget lor..
now the onli thing i wan to do is bury in work, fwens...make
myself as bz as possible...to stop tinkin abt himz..

wellz bloggie...some updates...
yest he msg mi...
at work in the afternoon...sighz...i also ask him dun waste his msg..
then when i am home...n online..he got msn mi...guess wad i do...
i ask him go msg tt ger...haha...lames i knoe...
wells...his com spoil...so he went offline..
then he sms mi when watching tv...i ask him sms tt ger..
after a small break...he sms mi againz..i againz ask him msg tt ger...
haiz...
i knoe i sound beri wad...i dunno if wad i did was wrong was rite...
but chang tong bu ru duan tong rite...
since he got her le...wad for i so sticky n hold on..
i realli out of energy le lor..
btw...tt ger say the things...also pricked mi heart til like hell le lor..
goin his hse...close to him until call dear...almost everyday sms...
wad can i do?bloggie ah..if u were mi..would u stil hold on?
she's my gd fwen...realli gd fwen whu take care of mi......so i cannot blame her also
...
i got a feelin tt she likes him...i duno whyz...
mabbe i too sensitive le ba...but i dun care...i realli hope i can dun care..
dear god...pls gif mi a route........
mabbe this story had ended wif my last sms of asking him to msg her ba...
yeahz...ended...
=Yes i Love You=

yox bloggie...how lifes?
yeahz...doesnt seem to go anywhere better...
juz sort of sianz...
n stil beri dulan myself for caring when i shouldnt care at allz..
hmmz...find myself beri self contradicatin also...
one hand i feel like knowing his news...on the other...i dun feel like..
today he sms mi i also ask him dun waste his sms.
actual fact is...i cant stand lor...
as for why he wuld msg mi..its stil a mystery..which i dun wan care...
=\
hmmmz....quite long no see le...let me see...8 days le ba...tml then 9...haha..
gd wad..
nahz...today heard some news abt him n tt girl which i dun wanna hear...
but wad can i do..
turn a deaf ear ba..
she say so i listenn
=\
dunoz ba...but she treat mi also gd...arghz...dunoz...
gettin complicated...actualli....tink of it..
i onli haf to dun care him n dun cont sinkin like him then can le ba..
everytime wuld be solved...
=D
yeahz..maybe..
tml will be a better day ba...
+=PiaO baI dE Xin - JoeY rOng zU eR=+

elox bloggie...yoyoz..
yest i juz settled thigns wif ky...haha..
i juz told him we be fwens n all tt...
he got replied...n i feel beri hapiz tt its fwens..
=D
anywayz...hapiz ba...n my mind is sort of more clear now ba,,
=)
whyz shld i be so hard on myself for thinkin...he's my nobody..
he got her n tts enuff le..
okz...i shld stop here...lazi type out more..
+kang wo 72 bian+

hiz bloggie...
today was a fine day ba...except..i dunno..
well...met winnie to take comic from her at admiralty at 11...then met ivy at marsiling mrt platform
at abt say 12 i tink...we went bukit batok driving centre sign up for basic theory test..
damn long queue...
abt 130++ then we settled everythin n went westmall meet pple..
wellz...
i realli hate myself lor..
i was doin fine...tryin not to bother so much...but...after a while...i stil bother abt HIM...arghz....
dear bloggie...i dunno...but i realli plan not to see him for long...
cos maybe thats the onli way my feelins for him wil deplete...
well..for these few days it realli depletes....
juz now saw someone's msn put something like
"girls are selfish...they dun let the guy they like to haf other gals in mind..."
wellz...
arghz...
its quite true..
but the moment i saw tt...my mind is beri the confused againz...
sighz...a bit hurting when i saw tt msg..cos its from someone which is close to him ba...
mabbe its meant for him..i duno...but anywayz...why shld i care rite........haiz..
bloggie...realli tong ku sia...but also cannot do anything...wellz...
tml workin le..
today joyce call mi say abt her stead thingy...i also neber go accompany her...wellx...cos its too far..
hopefulli she can be safe ba...n hopefulli tt guy wil treat her nice againz..
mabbe i tink too much..i dunoz...but i hope i can get thr this...
sighz..
tml..work...and ktv wif alo they all...hopefulli it wil juz turn out well...
juz feel like shouting ...
sibeh bth myself le...ARGHZZHZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
*wAng Ji Ba WanG JI!*

yo bloggie...hows life??
wellz wellz wellz..
2 days le...
haha...
since exam over 2 days..
2 days no see pple le...
wellz...how i feel?
haha...alrite ba..
i stil bleaf in myself..
i chose this path...that requires time..
wellz...anywayz...
like wad was being told
wads meant to be meant to be..
therefore i see it quite through le..
my fwens are more imprt then anything...
cos they are the ones whu are supporting mi ..
yeah..
anywayz...ginz..
something to tell u...
i suddenli wil miss u sia!!!
lolx..
and ya...jeanz..miss ya tooz..
everyone also..
=~l
sighz...
i hope...i can go through this...fast...n safe...
may god bless himz ba...
*Guang Dao Zhi Lian*

yoz bloggie...
hows life?
wellz...for mi...i guess its sucky?
i dun even knoe wad the hell i m doin or trying to do or tink now..
beri the luanz..
sighz..
anywayz..
dun tink i shld be tinkin too much,,,
take one step n see one step ba...
and exams ard the corner le..
shldnt bcos of tinkin...get grades i dun wan ...
so..gotto try to stop myself from tinkinz..!!!
arghz..

elox bloggie
b4 i begin...gin..i was tellin u to haf more faith in urself..
and its not i dun wan tell u wads happening..
but i dun tink i can tell it...bcos i seriousli dunno wads happening now..
nvm..
must be strong..
=)
wellz wellz wellz..
today went westmall makanz...
they say the coffeeshop there food no nice wor..
duno abt tt...can eat can le ba..
hen go happy cup drink n slack a bit..
nahz...stepped on someone's leg without knowin..
=X
lolx...
wellz...tink wadever tt had happened...i dun wanna tink..
if its a dream..never wake mi upz..
cos sometimes...mayb dumb is my other alternative...
=)

"Ai zhen de xu yao yong qi....lai mian dui liu yan fei yu..."
"Ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xing...hui bu xiao xin shang hai le ni...
ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xin...wo sui ran xin tai ji...geng hai ba cuo guo ni..."

Well...suddenli tot of this song...
beri meaningful..sighz..
How Did I Fall In Love With You
Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Bridge:
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?

dear bloggie...
tell mi wad to do...
gina...one thing to tell ya..
dun care abt wad others tink or say..
let them say...
be wad u wan to be..
knoe wads best for u...knoe wad u nid...and its okay le..
i haf faith in ya...absolute faith..
trust urself n dun tink so much k?
sigh...
shld i hold on?
or juz hack?
mabbe ...argh...
dunno...
=(
*w|sh|n On Th3 SaMe sTaR...*

s|ghz..

Juz cant seem To find the words to descirbe my feelings now...

deAr bLoggiE...hows life?
well for me...life is getting worst...
maybe gin u are rite...
i did like someone...actualli i also not sure abt tt..
feelin kinda complicated...
i dun wish to be involved in mind games againz...but it seems tt i
am in it once and againz...sighz..
but nvm...i had alreadi decided not to bother so much alreadi..
n i make sure i can do it...
stupid is gd...
w|f Her arrival...i shall take my leave...
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sighz...
*now playing "My Immortal - Evanescence"*

elox bloggie...
another sianz day...
today hols..
slpt til 4-5pm plus then wake up?
=)
yest went eat ice cream til late...
atmosphere was weird...
theres a lot of sparks in between mani pple...
sighz...
dunno wad to say...
but seriousli there were...
haiz..
i worri for mi fwen now..
see liaoz also heart pain..
but i also cannot do anythin...helpless sia..
aniwayz...dunno wad gonna over mi..
haiz...
dunno la...n i dunn wanna knoe?
*playing switchfoot - you

happi birthdayz jean...
sori wor...no time pass ya yur present...its at my hse...
i tml got test..sat also...
so can onli say soriz...
when free then pass to ya kae?

dear bloggie..
elox..
ocom had juz finished...finalli~!!
feel kind of hapi..
well..today went lect for abt 5 mins..
then go home koons liaoz..
so tired...
wake up ard 7-8?
dun say i pig...cos i yest 4am plus then slp...then 6 plus wake up liaoz..
i juz nid to replenish my energy...wahah
anwyayz...wellz..
in regardin to yur qn gin...
well...i seriousli had no feelins for him alreadi...
i dun gif a damn lor...
=)
dear bloggie...i dunno why...but i felt a gap between jessica..n my fwens...
does tt include gin?
i also dunoz
maybe its bcos now i am closer to the 04...but..
does tt means tt i can onli stick or choose to one side...?
i am not sure..
but nevertheless....why shld i care...
they got other pple liaoz join in also le mahz...
so..hereby...wish they all the best lor...
tts all for now ba bloggie...
everythin in life is sucky...
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*Bring mE tO LifE *

dear bloggie...today jean told mi he got gf alreadi..
wellz...
how i feel rite...nthin lor...juz feel like deletein his msgs away..wahahah
a bit siaoz..
but ..nahz...duno la...
dun wan to knoe also...

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

may all mi fwens be free of troubles ba...

wHeRe ArE y0u...

Heaven Knows
(Rick Price, Heather Field)

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

elox bloggie..
so long no cum bac update u liaoz...
anywayz...now i got a lot of things to sayz...
but...i beri tired n lazi type out lor...
so...sorri wor...next time then type out ba...
psp finalli over....
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time to REst...and...PLAYZ...and...sLacKs...
*Boa - Jewel Song*

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-=Huang Hun=-

How can you see into my eyes
like open doors.
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb.
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.

(Wake me up.
Wake me up inside.
I can't wake up.
Wake me up inside.
Save me.
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Wake me up.
Bid my blood to run.
I can't wake up.
Before I come undone.
Save me.
Save me from the nothing I've become.)

Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life.

[Chorus]

Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.
Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,
without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.

All of this time
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.

Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul

Don't let me die here
There must be something wrong.
Bring me to life.

[Chorus]

Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.

Bring me to life

wellz wellz wellz...
thanx to all fwens ...Jean yep...Ginz...Jess..etc etc...
anywayz...realli beri hapiz that got cake eat...>gin & jes..
the cake yummy...haha..
thanx jean...for ya present..
18 yrs old liaoz..
sianz...
hmmz...sunday went ivy hse do psp...
4 pple in total...end up slackin away?
watch anime....wellz...its a fun dayz...
then at nite i dun wan go home so earliz...then my mother kp abt Cabz...n tell mi cum home str8..
beri dulan her lor...so now is cold war wif her..
so insensitive one...
sighz..anywayz...today's the 2nd day of my 18 yrs old...?
hmmz....nothing lor....feel nthz...
duno whyz...but i not tt hapi lor...
n gin...jia you wor...
cum so far le lor...
jessica...jiayou in yur assg also..believe u all can do it~
hmmm...yeahz..also must thanx joyce...i knoe she wunt read this..haha
but nvertheless...stil thanx lor..
then erm...
anywayz...this yr bday realli sucky lor...
=.="
dun feel sorry for mi hor u all..
but tts wad i feel..nahz..
ok la...dun wan say liaoz...
jya ba..
may tml be a better day...
*playing Yi Ge Ren Zhu - Tarcy Su*

HaPPy B|rThDaY?

hey bloggie...yo~!
been some time since i came back to update u ya?
yeahz...aniwae...juz now juz sort of finish one part of my assg...
BUT...stil left a lots...
sighz...
nvm ..later gambatte n cont..
anywayz...my brain now total concentrate on assg thing le...
no time for others...haha..tts gd...
juz received my sista present...wallet...lolx...
i ask her buy one..wahaha
cos she ask mi wad i wan...
same brand againz
lolx..
nevertheless...nice lor..
=)
bloggie arhz...my hamster injured ley...
went into my bro com n anihow play....juz now apply medication for him..
dunno pain a not..
=(
but hope he recover soons ba...
now playing...MaY i LoVe yOu - ZhAnG ZhI cHEnG~

yo bloggie...
sighz...feelin kinda complicated now..i also dunnoz...i tink too much ba...
anywayz...gin...i realli dunno why u apologise to mi lor
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then hmmz...
psp assg..damn sianz...
bleahz...ok la..next time then write long long...
now short short first...wahaha
jyAz
*playing Walking AwaY - CraId David*

yo bloggie...
a lot of things happen lor...dun expect mi to write all downz
wellz...had a bit miscommunication wif teammates ba..
anywayz..noone's rite..
=)
forgive forget do the work
also..i beri hapiz one thing..n glad also...cos pple didnt gif up on mi..n cont coach mi
during the assg when i dunoz..
but however...it keeps mi wonderin...
haiz..
but..realli thanx lor...without them...everytin wunt be upz..
bloggie arh bloggie....
actualli...haiz...a lot of problems not yet solved...but all requires time...i can onli wait
n try to be patient now...bleahz
nahz...i will end off wif these 2 poem sort of poem..
Don't be too good I will miss you.

"Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too sweet, I might fall for you.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all... "

"Never say I love you If you don't really care
Never talk of feelings If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm THE one If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart If you don't have the key"

yo bloggie...
evp assg finalli over...but realise a lot of things haben do..
next to cum..OCOM..BIS..PSP...
when will assg ever finish?
sighz...
now is rest one dayz...
tml gotto start doin psp liaoz..
deadline beri soons alzo...
anywayz...sori jeanz...cos i realli beri bz...
tts why beri the hack care...
sori huh...hope u understd ...
wells SARS is spreading..pls take care my fwenz...
=)
jyaz...
*playing plastic flower*

yo bloggie...
haiz...a lot of things i* dun wanna type out here...
well ..
asg now...so wil decrease number of tim*e finding u..
i lost it...my determination in completein the as*sg...s*ighz...
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i als0 not sure why*z...actualli..i sort of knoe la..
but then..
nvm..
forget it..
anywayz..i go maka*n liaoz..
jya...
*playing yi guang nian - 5566

yo bloggie..
so long neber cum find u..
assg lots lots...
time short short..
so cannot blame ba..
anywayz..i realli dunno if things are getting better?
why do i always haf a feelin abt it
tt things are not as simple as it seems
i also dunoz
i forget
i dun wan knoe?
sighz...
pls take care ba all.
*playing one in a million - bosson

dear bloggie...
things are getting better?
i also no sure...
lets wait n c ba...
*playIng LiaN ren WeI Man - sHe...

bloggie...
bloggie...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sighz...
went home earli today...
jiapo the elective briefin...
sads...so sads...
--------------------
back to update this thingy....
wellz..finalli got this msg..after waiting so lonnggg...but then...
no use...isnt it?
sighz...
-playing...close to you...

bloggie ah bloggie..
such a suckin day today...hmm..wellz...shld be..
everyday juz suxs...
tinkin things thr now...n i tink i 70% sure of wad i doin liaoz..
maybe after today..tonite...everythin will be solved wif a solution n ans...
yeahz...
anywayz...nth much to update todayz...
................................
.....................
............................
i realli got nth to write liaoz...
jya thenz..
juz tired...beri tired......................x.x
*playing Sun yan zi - wo bu nan guo...*

dear bloggie...told u whu i just saw juz now..
yeah rite...ky...hky..
hmmz...erhz...dunno lor...
avoidin each other againz...
i dunno whyz...maybe...after all these happenings...
i cant blame him also..
but if one day...he were to find his way here to read the blog..
i wuld juz like to tell himz..
i realli realli hope we can stil remain as fwens..
n not enemies...i dun wish to lose a fwen bcos of this..
nahz...aniwaes...i dun tink he will be able to find his way to this webbie...
so..mite as well forget it...
haiz..aniwaes...i no mood to tok abt anything liaoz...
fate is so..Kns..if heaven wan play mi like tis...i accept liaoz..
aniwayz..i alreadi resigned myself to fate long time ago...
now playing...wo nan guo...

dear bloggie...its another dayz!!
wellz...today woke up ard 10 plus...cos mother vaccumin roomz
so noisyz...
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anywayz...then i went to the bank n bank in moneyz,,
long queue lor!!!
so sianz lor...then after tt...go buy breakfast/lunch for mother n sista..
i ate hmmz..2 roti...n takopachi onliz...=(
YA...and also bubble tea without zhen zhu..weather hot mahz..
haha..
but beri the full after tt lor..
then cum home..tok n tok wif fwen on net...
then after tt...settle wif them afterwards go where...(girl guide thingy..)
GG hafing camp...then juz wanna go down haf a look at them lor..
SO mani pple liaoz...
memorable siaz...see them march n all tt...
ya ...before i went there.,...i go jp lor..
pass thing to des..then after tt he accmpany walk to jp..buy food =|
then huhz...let me think wad did i do...wellz...i juz erz...ya...walk walk ard jp lor...ALONE...hahah
went grab titbits makanz...wait for my fwen...then go her hse slack...
listen to Sun yanzi songgie..
while she bathe lor..
then arhz...
then wait for winnie cumz...
but..
she took the wrong bus...poor thing...hahaha..
so she met us at JP instead...hahahaha
poor thing rite...whu ask her...told her take 243W! she went to take G
cos she say last time we wait for bus there
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then we go bbss lor..
damn bustling wif pple...juz like a typical saturday morning..
so mani u grps ard...
ncc land...ncc sea...badminton...bb...npcc..
a lot sia!!!
then wanted to play bball there one..
but then...quak quak there..he wil kp..so cannot..
so we went to ky's hse there the shelter court playz..
saw daosheng there lor...so CONCIDENTAL!!!
hahah
fake sia...haben say him..use mi as shield...say wad i told him i thirsty...
bLeaHZ
den huh...hmm...
we went play bball lor...
haha...funz...but the court suxs...
the balls dun seemed to go in the ring todayz...
mayb long time no practise le...
sads case lor..
=(
now assignment cuming somemore...
dunno got time practise a not lor..
everyone's bz...
Ya...i got the girl guide bear liaoz!!!
so cutez Wor..
haben help it put on enrolment badge n scarf though..
winnie also bought one..
but no belt..
so muz exchange lor...n wait for new one...haha..poor thingy
then we went bb mac...cos they heard the 2nd floor renovate...
yeahz...it renovated lor...bcum more spacious...haha
we drank the vanillia coke...which taste got a bit ice cream...and sour plum... x.x
then eatz fries and tok cock lor..haha
play ard wif straws...
after tt then go home rest lor...
nth much la..
quite an alrite dayz...saw old fwens...feelin not bad lor!
haha..
take care bloggie n pplez...
JyAz...will be back soons@@!!!
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i m back...
to update some stuffs...
juz now in irc...gina ask jes help find a song..
i told her i got the song...
n told her i even let her listen b4..
she BO HIEW mi...and ask jes hows the downloadin...WTHZ rite...
damn dulanz now lor...spoil my entire mood...
jYaz baz...
#Listening to PhiLiP RuStOn - CinDerELLa...#

dear bloogie...
yeahs...quite an alrite dayz...except for todays lesson suxs..
after skool..slack a while wif wf,ivy,des they all...
then took 61 wif them...they goin queensway mahz..
halfwayz drop ...then alone sit to bugis...=(
they beri gd....stil sms say they eatin...all 3 at the same time sms...
then got to reply 3 times...
ivy stil sms mi wad they eatz...
liew!
but nvm...i can control...
i met winnie...then we go sls...help SUMone buy that network card...after tt
we comb for place to eat lor...comb so long....the food all so ex...
=(
anywayz...we went TCC(The coffee connection ) there makanz..
cheapz...
set dinner/lunch for onli 8.90 per set..
we haf TCS there..
then left the place...go buy water...
then sit at parco there...seiyu i tink...near the mrt underground there...
tok tok lor..hahaz..
tok til c the time..then realise 1053 like tt liaoz...
then go take mrt home..haha
long time no see her liaoz..haha..
nice nice dayz lor...^-^
anywayz...her grades were gd...A sia!
hapiz for her...saw her portfolio thingy also..
sibeh chioz...
=D so proud of her...hahaha
okz la...nth to write liaoz...tiring...
hope tomolo be a better dayz!!!
JyA aLLz...n Take cArez!!!!
|istening: Jue bu neng shi qu ni!!!

deaR bLoggIe...YOZ!!!i am back to visit u...hahaz..
anywayz...today a damn damn tiring day sia...
first lesson..psp...damn dulanz wif psp...
the teacher keep kp...
then hor...the stupid qn 2...keep duno how to do!!!arghz...can go jump floor liaoz..
so helpless n hopeless......
wellz...after psp arhz...gin n jes come mi hse...cos i putting down my lappie...
haha..they all the first poly fwens to visit my hse...and number 2 and 3 fwens to step into my hse...hahahz
anywayz...pack ar pack...they clean their lappie also...=)...
then we go eat BK...nice ...yumz...=9
then took bus to the Shell petrol tt station..
mood quite gd...cos cos...hahahah...nvmz...alrite la..
then PE SUXS!!!so damn tiring today...raining sia!!!
then we go the squash court there...climb the stupid big stairs ...for abt 15 times???up n down!!!
kaoz...followed by leg raises..and stuffs....torturin...muscle wan cramp liaoz
=(
after pe...as usual..go for my jap class...
learn interesting tings la...but beri slpy throughout...
wonder how i manage to finish it without slping todayz...
the last thin we do for jap is write diaryz...
hahah...so hard to write sia...brain empty...cos...a lot of things...i dunno how to write in japz...
lazi refer notes or tinkz...
=b
after jap...sibeh hungry!!!Ren Jian Che Mo!!!on earth suffering!!!
went to westmall ta bao BK againz..haha...duno whyz...feel like eating tt...
went home...kp wif my sista...
her bf ard...haha...
beri stress...then she kp mi so much...
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then i end up at the computer..as usual...after my song bath...=)
do OS...stupid shit...damn lots of thingy haben do...=\
do n do n do n do...
now so damn t*iring...hope tt tomolo will be a happier day menz...
yaya...also..today morning...suppose to *meet SOMEONE for breakfast one...
but SOMEone...woke up late...waste m*i time gettin up so eaRliz...n waste mi time waiting for tt per*sonz
blEahz...got back exam paper today al*so..for cnm..wellz...got 76 nia..
cher say if intend take a levels...this wil onli be able to fight for chance to pass the exam..
so how how *how?
duno la...dun wan t*ink anything now...
overall...an alr*ite day ba...=\
Listening to Plastic Flower - Lena Park...
Brings back SomE *memories....=\
jYa aLLz...i go do my stuffs liao*z...

deaR b|oggIe...
wellz...an ordinary dayz?
which day is not a sucky dayz...?
wellz...after cnm...i realli wanted to go out shoppin wif gin n jes...
but its a bit loneliz...goin to bugis by myself..
not tt i dun wan go...beri soriz to u 2..
sighz...
anywayz...
i can onli say...
i miss the past...the memories...
realliz..
sighz..
jya ...take care allz...
sori..but these few days realli no mood...
*LisTening To Chantal Kreviazuk - Blue*