yoz bloggie...
hows life?
wellz...for mi...i guess its sucky?
i dun even knoe wad the hell i m doin or trying to do or tink now..
beri the luanz..
sighz..
anywayz..
dun tink i shld be tinkin too much,,,
take one step n see one step ba...
and exams ard the corner le..
shldnt bcos of tinkin...get grades i dun wan ...
so..gotto try to stop myself from tinkinz..!!!
arghz..

elox bloggie
b4 i begin...gin..i was tellin u to haf more faith in urself..
and its not i dun wan tell u wads happening..
but i dun tink i can tell it...bcos i seriousli dunno wads happening now..
nvm..
must be strong..
=)
wellz wellz wellz..
today went westmall makanz...
they say the coffeeshop there food no nice wor..
duno abt tt...can eat can le ba..
hen go happy cup drink n slack a bit..
nahz...stepped on someone's leg without knowin..
=X
lolx...
wellz...tink wadever tt had happened...i dun wanna tink..
if its a dream..never wake mi upz..
cos sometimes...mayb dumb is my other alternative...
=)

"Ai zhen de xu yao yong qi....lai mian dui liu yan fei yu..."
"Ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xing...hui bu xiao xin shang hai le ni...
ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xin...wo sui ran xin tai ji...geng hai ba cuo guo ni..."

Well...suddenli tot of this song...
beri meaningful..sighz..
How Did I Fall In Love With You
Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Bridge:
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall,
in love ,
with you?

dear bloggie...
tell mi wad to do...
gina...one thing to tell ya..
dun care abt wad others tink or say..
let them say...
be wad u wan to be..
knoe wads best for u...knoe wad u nid...and its okay le..
i haf faith in ya...absolute faith..
trust urself n dun tink so much k?
sigh...
shld i hold on?
or juz hack?
mabbe ...argh...
dunno...
=(
*w|sh|n On Th3 SaMe sTaR...*

s|ghz..

Juz cant seem To find the words to descirbe my feelings now...

deAr bLoggiE...hows life?
well for me...life is getting worst...
maybe gin u are rite...
i did like someone...actualli i also not sure abt tt..
feelin kinda complicated...
i dun wish to be involved in mind games againz...but it seems tt i
am in it once and againz...sighz..
but nvm...i had alreadi decided not to bother so much alreadi..
n i make sure i can do it...
stupid is gd...
w|f Her arrival...i shall take my leave...
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sighz...
*now playing "My Immortal - Evanescence"*

elox bloggie...
another sianz day...
today hols..
slpt til 4-5pm plus then wake up?
=)
yest went eat ice cream til late...
atmosphere was weird...
theres a lot of sparks in between mani pple...
sighz...
dunno wad to say...
but seriousli there were...
haiz..
i worri for mi fwen now..
see liaoz also heart pain..
but i also cannot do anythin...helpless sia..
aniwayz...dunno wad gonna over mi..
haiz...
dunno la...n i dunn wanna knoe?
*playing switchfoot - you

happi birthdayz jean...
sori wor...no time pass ya yur present...its at my hse...
i tml got test..sat also...
so can onli say soriz...
when free then pass to ya kae?

dear bloggie..
elox..
ocom had juz finished...finalli~!!
feel kind of hapi..
well..today went lect for abt 5 mins..
then go home koons liaoz..
so tired...
wake up ard 7-8?
dun say i pig...cos i yest 4am plus then slp...then 6 plus wake up liaoz..
i juz nid to replenish my energy...wahah
anwyayz...wellz..
in regardin to yur qn gin...
well...i seriousli had no feelins for him alreadi...
i dun gif a damn lor...
=)
dear bloggie...i dunno why...but i felt a gap between jessica..n my fwens...
does tt include gin?
i also dunoz
maybe its bcos now i am closer to the 04...but..
does tt means tt i can onli stick or choose to one side...?
i am not sure..
but nevertheless....why shld i care...
they got other pple liaoz join in also le mahz...
so..hereby...wish they all the best lor...
tts all for now ba bloggie...
everythin in life is sucky...
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*Bring mE tO LifE *

dear bloggie...today jean told mi he got gf alreadi..
wellz...
how i feel rite...nthin lor...juz feel like deletein his msgs away..wahahah
a bit siaoz..
but ..nahz...duno la...
dun wan to knoe also...

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

may all mi fwens be free of troubles ba...

wHeRe ArE y0u...

Heaven Knows
(Rick Price, Heather Field)

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

elox bloggie..
so long no cum bac update u liaoz...
anywayz...now i got a lot of things to sayz...
but...i beri tired n lazi type out lor...
so...sorri wor...next time then type out ba...
psp finalli over....
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time to REst...and...PLAYZ...and...sLacKs...
*Boa - Jewel Song*

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-=Huang Hun=-

How can you see into my eyes
like open doors.
Leading you down into my core
where I've become so numb.
Without a soul
my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home.

(Wake me up.
Wake me up inside.
I can't wake up.
Wake me up inside.
Save me.
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Wake me up.
Bid my blood to run.
I can't wake up.
Before I come undone.
Save me.
Save me from the nothing I've become.)

Now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life.

[Chorus]

Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.
Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,
without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.

All of this time
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me

I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.

Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul

Don't let me die here
There must be something wrong.
Bring me to life.

[Chorus]

Bring me to life.
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside.

Bring me to life

wellz wellz wellz...
thanx to all fwens ...Jean yep...Ginz...Jess..etc etc...
anywayz...realli beri hapiz that got cake eat...>gin & jes..
the cake yummy...haha..
thanx jean...for ya present..
18 yrs old liaoz..
sianz...
hmmz...sunday went ivy hse do psp...
4 pple in total...end up slackin away?
watch anime....wellz...its a fun dayz...
then at nite i dun wan go home so earliz...then my mother kp abt Cabz...n tell mi cum home str8..
beri dulan her lor...so now is cold war wif her..
so insensitive one...
sighz..anywayz...today's the 2nd day of my 18 yrs old...?
hmmz....nothing lor....feel nthz...
duno whyz...but i not tt hapi lor...
n gin...jia you wor...
cum so far le lor...
jessica...jiayou in yur assg also..believe u all can do it~
hmmm...yeahz..also must thanx joyce...i knoe she wunt read this..haha
but nvertheless...stil thanx lor..
then erm...
anywayz...this yr bday realli sucky lor...
=.="
dun feel sorry for mi hor u all..
but tts wad i feel..nahz..
ok la...dun wan say liaoz...
jya ba..
may tml be a better day...
*playing Yi Ge Ren Zhu - Tarcy Su*

HaPPy B|rThDaY?

hey bloggie...yo~!
been some time since i came back to update u ya?
yeahz...aniwae...juz now juz sort of finish one part of my assg...
BUT...stil left a lots...
sighz...
nvm ..later gambatte n cont..
anywayz...my brain now total concentrate on assg thing le...
no time for others...haha..tts gd...
juz received my sista present...wallet...lolx...
i ask her buy one..wahaha
cos she ask mi wad i wan...
same brand againz
lolx..
nevertheless...nice lor..
=)
bloggie arhz...my hamster injured ley...
went into my bro com n anihow play....juz now apply medication for him..
dunno pain a not..
=(
but hope he recover soons ba...
now playing...MaY i LoVe yOu - ZhAnG ZhI cHEnG~

yo bloggie...
sighz...feelin kinda complicated now..i also dunnoz...i tink too much ba...
anywayz...gin...i realli dunno why u apologise to mi lor
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then hmmz...
psp assg..damn sianz...
bleahz...ok la..next time then write long long...
now short short first...wahaha
jyAz
*playing Walking AwaY - CraId David*