not concentrating well now...a lot of things happenin these few weeks...so tiring...
yesterday quarrel again...mabbe to those who knoe abt this matter...u all will say..."as usual u 2 always quarrelin"...
it is tiring...realliz...the quarrel evolves ard importance...i didnt realise i realli made ppl feel this way...after wad he said yesterday...i was tinkin over n over again...somehow i see my rites as wrong...i duno why...mabbe i realli wrong?i was nvr rite b4?i duno...everythin so blur...i realli had no idea...
studies?...i realli wanna study also...but juz cant seem to...everytime read less then 5 sentences..i tinkin again...
love is it realli so selfish ?so troublesome?
if so...why ppl stil wan keep findin?i realli dun understd...to me i tink...mabbe...without it is better ba...be more free?no nid bother abt anything..n anyone's feelinz...but however...since already in halfway..i tink cont ba...cos...nvr give up easily?no idea...
shi qu de bu neng zai cong lai *~

aiiiii
meery christmas...long time no blog liaoz...
nth to blog ley..or mabbe too lazi ba,...erm..juz remember...i wan surf flowerpod now..
blog next time..over n out~
jya!