Tuesday, September 28, 2004

mooncake fes

hapi bday to the moon..the rabbit inside the moon..the chang e jie jie...hmm..actualli not bday hor..=.=nvm...
tink js gonna take a few days off bloggin..yep..on leave..hope everythin will goes well..including ITP...sighz..and FYP...n wireless jam...and jap...and MWS...and MBA...and lots lots more...
--------------------------On LeaVe------------------------------------------------------------
Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy
being sad for the other person when they are sad
being together in good times and being together in bad times
Love is the source of strength

Love is being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending
Love is the source of reality

Love is an understanding that is so complete
that you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity

Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experiences with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of
and together with the growth of another individual
Love is the source of success

Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together
Love is the source of the future

Love is the fury of the storm the calm of the rainbow
Love is the source of passion

Love is giving and taking in a daily situation being patient with each other's needs
and desires
Love is the source of sharing

Love is knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens missing the other person when they are away but remaining near in heart at all times
Love is the source of security
Love is the source of life

Monday, September 27, 2004

dam suxs day

ya..dam suxs day...ITP...presentation...to everythin everythin...
feel so transparent...like eat glass grow up...
even if i m not alive...noone knoes n bothers...jus suxs dayz

!@#!@#

not hapi..not at this moment...doubt will be hapi later...jus a suxs day...everythin jus dam suxs n dam wrong...

12:21

bored tats y blog again..=.=
and amazingli..i m listening to the same song again
=.="
well..went to surf ppl's blog jus now.......hmm..jus wonderin somethin now......
duno aso ..time passquite fast..from secondary sch days..Ji days..til poly days..ro days..asg days..so mani...all so full of memories...n soon will be workin days...how much thins can i lose or gain?i duno...wad do i wan in life?etc etc..so mani thoughts which r blur now...wher does future lies?noone knoes...wait n see ba..

.....schhhhhh againzzzz ZZzz

hmm...currentli in sch now...library slacking aloneeeee...well...jus update since i hab no mood to do anything...
today actualli woke up on time...i asked my mother help mi on the heater cos i wan bath when i wakie...but i went bek to slp til ard 837...and my lesson at 9?......nah...if its jus a normal PI practical...i wunt even go...but too bad got presentation...so hab a quick bath and take cab go....=.=
cost mi 7 bucks to get to sch?waste money...sianz...
later got photograph taking session...dun even knoe can go a not...the cp walkthrough that teacher didnt even notice us if its stil on?he will onli bother abt big grps of people?
i ask him if phototaking counted not free a not..he say nvm 1?well....2 words...he suxs...=.=
wanted mi to skip my jap for his walkthrough..?ask him go n die better...zzz
anywayz...PI presentation was alrite...joyce rather the mood swing today...she very dulan the teacher for keep laugh laugh laugh when she is presenting..i suppose...and i tink its something abt the word "starwars"? at the conclusion ?i aso duno wad happen...but she seem very bad mood today...
later mws then cp...then nid meet mr nono for the itp thingy...tink gonna attach to sch?thats the 2nd worst ans he will give...the worst of the worst ans i tink will be ..ur itp will be defer to next sem..=.=..yeah..thats the WORST...pray not..><
but if he's goin to defer...means he got to defer a lot of ppl..and tis is our last sem..he cant be that irresponsible...so i tink is most prob in sch?no idea...we'll see later ba..
wondering if i shld read through my cp codes...duno how the walkthrough is...edit our own codes?........no idea shld i go memorise the codes a not.....
few more wks and next sem...jus hope can faster pass and go on to next sem...then i wunt hab to see the cp teacher again...and ya..mws which noone knoes wad is goin on...and Pi that suxs module...
nice song recommend...chun zhen by liang jing ru..
yep..this is the song sung by 5 yue tian..but she resing it...not bad i tink..
hope it will be a better day later...pray for mi ya?^^

Saturday, September 25, 2004

r + J

watched this movie today...romeo and juliet...
its a story abt 2 families who hab feuds with each other...however, their daughter and son happen to fall in luv with each other...and the sad thing happens..
the father of juliet arranged for her to marry another young guy...she dun wan..so she drank a poison which lets her fall aslp for 20hrs i tink..and send a letter to romeo informing him...however the letter did not reach romeo..and he thought she was dead...
tinking that she was dead...he drink the poison he got ready at her bedside....eh..wad happen next very gek...juliet wake up when romeo drink the posion...
in this version..juliet use gun bang her head after romeo die...>
star crossed lovers..they use this in the whole show..
however...not advisable to watch this show...cos they speaking in very hard english..like poem...wunt understd wad u hearing..><


Thursday, September 23, 2004

...

y shld i say anythin when wadever i say also makes no diff to others?
everythin...to...myself ba...no difference as being alone..
gers tink emotionalli..while guys always not sensitive enuff...


nth much..jus blog

watched terminal with hf today..yep...waiting show...one guy stay in airport for ard 9months to 1yr jus to get a promise to his father fulfilled....and..that is to get the signature of a band player...omg...wana faint...stay in airport...earn his own livings..and nvr leave the airport!!!..amazing...all the airport ppl = his frens...faints ><

hmm...some nice lyrics taken from nice song...
*Ai ru guo zou de guo yuan...yin gai ye hui gen xin fu xiang jian*
+You de ren shuo bu qing na li hao...da jiu shi..shui dou ti dai bu liao+
Yi Shi De Mei Hao - Zhang Shao Han

*Shi jie zai da liang ke zhen xin jiu neng hu xiang qu nuan...xiang nian bu hui tou lan...wo de meng tong tong ge ni bao guan..*
Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu - Lin Yi Chen




Wednesday, September 22, 2004

promises

the one who can tok promises...should be one..who keep his/her promises...

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

=|

today went movie with gina n jes..=) watched the show cinderella story...hmm..well..the story is realli cinderella story...jus like the storybook...but they turn it into cyberspace luv...chat for 1 month n meet up...haha...too beautiful story which i dun tink will ever happen in real life...and ya..lapi fall down to the floor today...cannot sense the keyboard..but after much hitting..it can work again...
currently feelin disappointed...

eloz bloggie

eloz bloggieeee..bek to visit ya againnnnn..yepppp..finalli asg all over..but...stil got lots to be done...=( but shld be able ba...1 more month ...must hang in ther...arghz..
let me see...mws report...mba demo...cp walk through...pi weblog...ehh..seems like every module aso got thing do..aii...however ...i got more imprt thing to do..keke~
hmm...today how ar...duno aso wor...keke...but can proudli say..i m not sad...^^ but disppointed with a fren today..=( but nvm ...~
jealously comes from too no confidence of ownself n mabbe too love??
dun like that feelin lor...aii...better dun let mi feel this feelin..reminds mi of the pastttt..arghz...that suxs time...b4 u..><

Monday, September 20, 2004

=)

time is near 3 now...hmm...not yet done up cp...bleahz...i duno how to do...>
anywayz..jus feel hapi...dun ask mi why...hapi means hapi..doesnt hab a reason...doesnt nid a reason too~=)
Thanx you...for makin today a nice nice day...stay happi ^^

Sunday, September 19, 2004

suxs

stuck at all my asg now...dam suxs ba..
mood is dam dam not gd yet gd...
hopeless laaaa.../pif
i duno wad i shld tink now..one week...3days...why u keep do same thing..tot today will be a better day..after all..i said out wad i dun like..but u knoe wad...u reali made mi feel stupid...the stupidest...the most not important...reali duno wad u tinkin...can tell u...ur fri that msg made mi so hapi...but too bad...for a short moment onli ba i guess...

Friday, September 17, 2004

..

not waiting anymore...tired...ya didnt get wad i mean from my msg...in fact a lot of thing u dun get it...n dun understd aso ...dun blame u...afterall wad m i to anyone ?
if u tink y m i like tis...onli go home late...i can y cant u...its not abt that ba...jus used to tink...u wil wori ba...but end up same as last time...nth change..tink i reali cant force anything.sori to ya.wunt force ya do anythin..anymore...nitez

=(

... ... yap..not hapi..not hapi at all now...feel disappointed with so mani things...mani...sighz...
words and actions that are done ... ..
y cant u say /do things cos u reali feel like u wanna...and not cos i ask u to?why must i request for things everytime...

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

sigh~*

i.should.slp.and.take.a.rest.now.
nid.the.rest.very.badly.
nid.lots.of.encouragement.
nid.nid.nid.lots.of.help.


gone slp le...knoe i tink too much...took long time to reply...took some time b4 u log off...reali wondering wad ya doin...sori..i noe its my fault to doubt u...but reali tinkin if u r tokin to other gers after last time tat photo =.=...or........blahz........~*

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

^^ last Destination grp photo...EsplaNaDo Posted by Hello
^^ grP pHoTo In ScH Posted by Hello
^^ smaLL...>< Posted by Hello
^^ Nozomi San Posted by Hello
^^ Wakana San Posted by Hello
^^ Japanese~ Fumika San And Kanako San

^^

aiii

m guilty of somethin...yep...somethin...ai...

Monday, September 13, 2004

sick sick sick!!

eloz bloggie...bek to update ya...yep
currentli in library now...sianx...cos noone ard...bleahz...
anywayz...slpt ard 3am yesterday...and i managed to wakie at 8.../pif
5hrs slp...so tired now...but later gonna do asg...so..gambatte ba...
goin to listen to the jap ppl present on "views on japan" which is in english~
decided go ..cos for 2 reasonz...firstly i habing 2 hrs break now..no harm goin...although the way is so dam long lor..blk 53??
=.="
2ndly...support them lor..they are cuteee...keke...
hmm...later gonna finish up cp...hope i can...planned to finish it yesterday...but didnt managed to ...cos mood affected...bleahz...and aso...a bit tired...
nose feel so bad now.. feel like cuttin it off...=.="
sick...reali sick liow...asg suxs...20 sept...hopefulli can hand up all the asg...so much so much work...
jap diary...mba asg...cp asg...fyp project outline..safety at work presentation slides...omg...how to finish in one wk...n i can happily relax myself here now...so guilty..blahhhh...!#!@
hmm...wad else to update n write ler....let me tink...
ah..lyrics...keke...nice nice...~~
tml wil always be a better day...=)
*you de ren shuo bu qing na li hao...dan jiu shi shui dou ti dai bu liao*
sry for all my attitudez..

Journey - Angela Zhang Shao Han
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe

When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you


one big big promise to myself

made a promise to myself...though i dun trust promises..but i tink my own promises i will keep it...i wunt ever wan msg ppl whu wunt reply...wunt be so stupid again!
waste my money n time...send sms and waiting for reply...dam suxs feelin...
jus hate it...!

Sunday, September 12, 2004

choices

choices are made by humans ...we made our choice...
advices can onli b listened for reference..cos in the end...its ur life u leading...u knoe wad u wan ...
we control our feelins...when angry..breathe in deeppp..n hold it ther n count to 10s...hahahaha..from a show..=.="
hmm..after that tink bek is it realli worth angry for?or wad issit that u are angry at...why ppl cant understd at all?
when sad...i guess the onli way is to be more sad..or be more hapi..why more sad...cos..jus let ur feelins out..will feel better...jus tell urself tml will be a better day..n hang in ther...cos thers always a tml...then why more hapi...cos when u hapi..u wunt remember sad...
nah...everythin i write jus bullshit ba...consoling myself...haha...
waited...yet no sign of u...hab nth to say ledi...hurts though...=)..tc

...a bit more.../pif

hmmm..can say i strayed from evening til now...when i complete one part of my asg..i start straying...-_______-"
let me see...tonite gonna open midnite car...wanna finish up my cp!!!
zzz...redo the whole prog today...follow another bk...ZZZ...
left file writing part...n can consider done ...but shld i add additional features?i dun tink so ba...jus wanna pass cp...no time for my vs.net...omg...1wk..how to survive...Zzzz...nvm..later gambatte ne..
yesterday jap outing went out alrite...except they keep tokin and we had nth much to tok...=.="
know wad they tokin but duno how to reply...><
hmm..nid do diary..think i update this event when i free n got the photos..(if nice)
jya ne ~
sayonara

ZZzz

tink cant meet my own deadline today liow..the programmin too suxs...yep..everythin jus suxs to the core...!yawns...
nid to get the logic rite...
said one thing n meant another...how to trust like that...i duno..reali duno..or it doesnt matter to u at all?~*

Friday, September 10, 2004

bleahz...

current location:school
doing:straying..and doin other things...
feel:weird...strange...a bit sad...aiiiii

hmm...time is 952 now..accordin to my computer time...
jus received somethin from a long long fren..not a gd news though...hmmm..
is luv reali so hurt ?tink so ba...
is a game so capable of doin things to RL?
hmm...humans are so weird ba...
jus a game?how come everythin bcame true in RL...and brought so much problems to so mani ppl...reali amazing how a game could do all these things...ai...
sounds kinda sad...wad a game...*-*
kinda disappointed for today..cos wait one morning + afternoon...but..i can do nth ba...
hope..reali hope...dun do it againz....aiz...
wonder wad u doin etc...aiiz...~*

!!!

halo bloggieeee
been a long time since i udpate ya...hmm..actualli not long...yesterday i updated..but cannot be posted...previous day too...connection got prob...aii...
okie...bek to today..today those 4 jap student came to our jap cls..one of them take over the teaching...fumika..the ger i goin to be "attached" to this sat..omg...shld i go a not../pif
erm..hmm..her teaching..seems like not that clear..got to admit i dun quite understd also...haha...at the end of the cls...teacher say she will re teach again..phew...
anyway..one funni thing..
grp A which brought them out last wk...each suppose to write a diary in jap..one of the guy..use draw..and draw out the whole day wad they do...so cute..omg...~
hmm..stress this wk..next wk..til 20 sept...asg n asg...work n work...when is it goin to stop...
asg suxs...esp when u hab noone to ask for help..even the teacher aso suxs...someone help pls?>< thx...=) although its in jap...although i like jap..but..eng better ler T.T ~*

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

8th sept

wad is happenin to my connection..bleahz..no idea...cannot connect icq msn etc etc..
gd n bad..gd is can focus on my asg..bad is i cant ask ppl for help..ZZZ
nahz...duno..dam fed up with c programming...looks hopeless...haiz..
someone help pls?

cp suxs

current location :school
current mood: dulan n dulan n dulan...fed up n fed up n fed up..head pain n head pain n head pain!
reason:indian songs again
stil dun understd my c prog..esp linked list!
!$#!@#@!
feel like vommitin..milo poison..
ZZZ

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

asg!

asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg asg

Monday, September 06, 2004

haiz

haiz...the more i knoe..the more disappointed i m..
life reali suxs..zzz

*yAwNs~*

hmmm...currentli in mws tutorial cls...waiting for mws tut...Zzz..bored..i wan slp...so tired../pif
anywayz...was counting down yesterday to a better day?haha...its not a better day after all..bleahz...duno ba..17% batt left..~
duno which way to tink..jus feel disappointed...yeap..disappointed..~
hope today faster end..i wana slp.~

Sunday, September 05, 2004

!@#@!

i HATE MY BROTHER...
!@!$#@!#

a wALk doWn MemoRy LaNe!

hmmm..campfire was alrite yesterday..hmmm..to put it in another way..it wasnt as nice as last time...but its sort of a gethering for us...yep..
all ended up late for the meeting time...mag n peiling reached first...then hf then mi n win...
a quarrel sort of happen between agnes that grp and our grp...nah...they were cold ba..=.=""
0 degrees that kinda cold...when went to the campfire ...they sit the front row and we sit the bek...well...halfway thr the campfire...their whole grp went to another place bhind n sit...-___-"
nvm abt that..dun tink anyone care much..=x
then they leave without sayin ...actualli i aso dun realli bother la...i m bad...nah...hahha...hf angry lor...cos the meeting thing all came from agnes ba..then she this kind attitude...
anywayz...somethin amazin i saw yesterday..=.="
those small pieces of paper on the floor move to hong kah sec sch scouts they all there...nth much rite?hmm..the movement is in spiral?means those paper were spiralin around an empty space?erm...hard to describe...but it happen 2 times...><
kind of stunt...but they say its physics..got logical reasonin 1...-______-"
well...the performance doesnt realli seem nice anymore..why do i say so...erm..the dance were sort of not alive...onli the last dance by the malayz ..however..that dance onli 2 ppl dance very nice..........-_____-"
ok..i m bad...keep say them...ok..shh...
campfire became shorter le...ended ard 8 plus with mass dance as the last program...hmm...ok..heres my complain again..the sound system suxs...for so mani yrs...stupid sch cant provide a gd system..jus a small speaker?bleahz...so the mass dance there wasnt realli loud music..=.=""
we were sitted in the chairs...in the middle...wellz.....complain again...cannot realli play...seems restricted ther...ppl sing song we sit ther watch...=.="""
anywayz...we self entertain ourself ba...cos those junoirs we dun realli knoe already...hahah
we are oldd...~
after the campfire...we hang ard for a while then went to kfc find qiu xia they all...
had a nice time ther...were tokin abt last time..and qiu xia was tellin us how she was so bias ..keep "shelterin" mi n win..haha...got punishment will faster ask us out..dun let us get punished..hahah...
also..she toked abt us change..~and yea...abt laserquest...a game that she brought us to play last time...haha...
we aso toked abt shirly(duno how to spell><), mabel...etc etc...^^
memorable nite...10++ kfc wan close liow..so we proceed to macdonald to meet collin and stacy they all...at this pt..a lot of them went home..basicalli onli left mi win mag hf...hmm..yea..n peiling...~all 2e3 ppl again...went to mac tok tok again...then left ard 11+ ..reached home ard ther too..11+
haha..its more like a gathering..but the feelin is nice...but i miss germaine..benedette...they all~..haha...
wonder how they are..~hopefulli next yr will see them..or soon will hear from ther...
soon soon soon...soon ...yeapz...soon~*

Saturday, September 04, 2004

campfire later~

eloz bloggie...bek to update ya againz...wellz...jus finished watching the 1st 3 episode of the drama "love contract"..hmm...alrite ba..so far so gd...except that the next few episodes haben dl finish..so cannot watch...and aso...the tokin and the picture doesnt come with each other...y do i say so..well..cos when the person haben tok...they alreadi put out wad they tok...can b seen from the screen...
hmm...update on today ba...wakie ard 12 plus..but lie on bed til 3 plus...cos i knoe wakie aso not much for mi do...so lie n lie on bed ba..then wakie liow go take bread eat then watch this 1 episode...hmm...wanted to change my blog sound...wanted to put gu dan bei ban qiu by lin yi chen...but the file size 6.10mb...max upload is 5mb...so nah...cannot le.../pif
wellz...later goin meet together first at mama shop near bbss..~
goin for dinner together b4 we go campfire...^^
wonder how this yr's campfire will end up...tis yr theme not original from wad i heard..."angels and devils"...jus lookin forward to the performance section...long long time no see danceeee...n miss last time performances...which are lead by germaine...~ memories...keke...
went 2 check on my cprog asg...wad i can say is that..i reali duno how to do...haha...esp pointers and linklist...but see how on tue ba...the briefing they will say ba..hopefulli got some screen shots of it...=)
3:35 now...stil so earliz...wad shld i do ley?no idea...=)
once againz...wondering how ya doin ther...hope u are doin fine and everythin is goin well...remember tc =)

Friday, September 03, 2004

mY bEst FreN's WeDdiN

today is a tiring day...as the previous day not enuff slp...had a nitemare again...but...dun remember wad i dream when i wakie...><>
anywayz..earli in the mornin...wakie...wanted to go bath..aso quarrel with sista...cos she wan use the bathroom..i aso wan...ask mi let her use...but i late oso?so i dun care...then she so not happi mi?when drinkin my milo in the kitchen, she saw a bread left ther and she tried to say mi..wahlao..duno who make bread liow dun eat...as if i made it..suxs lor..
say her bek...=.=
well...went sch after that...1st lesson is the sian sian stocks again...this time..the teacher keep repeat and ask.."whos ur team leader?"...and also" next week pls can u all be punctual..blah blah" nah...lazi to go listen..repeat for so long...=.=""
went to disturb jerry wakie...cos he slp til so hapi ...lalal...den hmm...after that 3hrs break...
the lesson ended earli at ard 9...means hab a break of 4 hrs...as usual ..went to library to borrow vcd and watch...couldnt find the 3 ppl sit 1..so i borrow one dvd and watch myself...the dvd is "my best fren's wedding"
long time movie...its abt a ger and another guy...who were the best frens...they had been together 2 times during these whole peroid...they tok to each other in every thing..be it break ups...being fired from jobs etc...
the guy made a promise to the ger that if by 28 she stil haben marry, he will marry the ger..Leaving the date is jus 3 wks...one day the ger receive the guy call...she tot the guy goin to propose to her...however, thins are not like that...the guy told the ger he's getting married and nid the ger ther to help him...
so the ger fly ther...she's shocked with the news...and she dun wanna lose the guy...left with 4 days before the weddin, she tried ways to break the guy n his gf..finalli on the last day...she failed...but she still told the guy she love him for 9 yrs ..all the 9 yrs she had loved him..and she kissed him...this scene is seen by the guy's gf...she ran off...and the guy chase after her..while the guy's best fren chase after him..........found this part meaningful...cos the ger(guy's best fren) actualli called her fren and scold him...sayin that being honest doesnt help at all..it had made things worst and she's now chasing after him...the fren jus say...since u chasing after him..and he's chasing after her...the ans is obvious that the endin wunt change...
finalli after the ger catched up with the guy...(the guy stil cant find his gf)..she told him everythin she had done...and helped him find bek his gf...
mabbe that's wad happen when things are left unsaid and when ppl lose things..they tend to regret...haiz...
well anywayz...went to canteen 4 eat...-___-" the rice issit poisonous?feel so full n wan vommit after that...then went library again..to study SAfety At Work test...we left the library earli..cos wanted to find a nice place so can "discuss"..haha..managed to enter after the teacher open the door...haha...
here's a qn...why that ger noone wan to grp with her..even her fren who seem to be bside her all the time?why leave her out of the grpin?weird..
after that hab our Basic Home electricity practical 2...LUCKY...ours is onli connect 3 plugs..managed to finish it at 4:17 ^^
proud of myself...as we start ard 3:55?and this practical..mostli are done by jerry...hahah..but stil i managed to do myself...^^ saw a tick on my paper...means connect riteee!! /pif
after that went to find gina they all for a while in the library..then went home..as they watchin show and i doin nth..haha...
reached home ard 5++ ...slp n slp til now.../pif
anyway...today gina had 2 comments abt mi...ans ur comments now..today say mi n jerry very close...=.="" he tryin to kill mi la..-___-"
then u say i wan bek home earli cos of promise...wellz...u see his nick onli ma...i nvr say anythin abt that lor...n i wunt say...keke^^
i hate nite time..or the time now...its the time when u start tinkin n wondering things...was alone in the hse slpin jus now...kinda miss him..haha..tink later will be worst..so prepare to fold my stars le...><>
lessons learnt in life : not all things said out will helps...=)
wonder how ya doin ther...jus hope u r fine ...tc..=)

Thursday, September 02, 2004

nitemare?

hmm...today everythin went the way it suppose to go..er...well...
wakie ard 12 plus...woke up from a nitemare...it seems so real..til i wake up aso can feel hrt pain...hahaz...
well..the dream is abt him..yep...in the dream...he came in (duno wad place) with a ger...yep..both are close...the ger ar...not that pretty ba..n sat down next 2 each other...n he jus told mi thats his gf...i asked when it started..he say august 2?erm..duno y tis date...n i realised that so..tis is the reason he treat mi like tat suring these few months...hmm...den...wad happen was...i ask him again...how did he knoe her...and where is she from...the reply wad...in a bar....hmm..i remember slappin him and get slap bek then wakie liow...
duno why ba...funni dream...mabbe they say wad u tink is wad u dream...cos last nite i m tinkin tat he's goin to tell mi he got a gf ledi...
well...anywayz...managed to pass my jappy...61/100..amazed...cos the one sittin bside mi(a ger who is like everythin oso knoe) onli score 58...thus kinda hapi for myself...managed 2 pass..=)
...lazi to type the blog..feel scared...cos tis is reali alone now...i duno...reali duno..a lot of things aso duno...but i noe..gotto be strong...tis world is too cold...

=)

eloz bloggie..bek to blog again yapz...
reached home ard 3plus today..lesson ended at 3...called jes...wondering who wanna stay bek sch..feel like doin my work...but all go out le...
hmm..so went home ba...
watch this jap drama call " Nothing Last Forever"..its a story abt female doctors and the things they faced...watched this show b4 last time..but saw the vcd sellin cheap..so i bought it last time and watch it again =)
The story is abt 3 female doctors...1 is accused of killing her patient cos of 1billion 3million of inheritence...1 killed by her own lover...and 1 uses seduction and sex..jus to get her liscene and to solve everything..(to prevent being fired)
the 1st doctor being accuse of killin for money...is actualli followin the wills of her patient..who is sufferin and hab onli 1 month life left...
the 2nd doctor..is a doctor who dun bleaf in luv and esp guys...these 3 docs got together and wanted to play bek another doctor(who is a well-known flirt).The another doctor had bet with the rest of the staffs to woo this female doctor and hab sex with her...
In the end...the last day of the bet...the female doctor stil fell in luv with him...wad happen was..the female doctor was pregnant...and they planned to marry...
the male doctor...got together with the daughter of a famous guy...forgot...
anywayz..cut it short...he drugged her...she stil bleaf him..n he cut her wrist n put under runnin water n let her die..
the 3rd doctor...managed to tell it to the patient she is serving...wad she had done..etc...they got together yap..
nice drama...=)
shld go slp le...

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

wireless jammmmmmmZzzz....

eloz bloggie...
today wakie up so tireddd...tot abt certain things last nite...all those comments i got...yep...tink i shldnt disappoint them once n again le...ok...to update on my life...yeap..my life now...
basicalli wakie with my eyes half open...dun realli feel like goin for lecture...but i got a small memory that today got end lecture quiz..so i went...=.="
wellz...as usual...gin n jesss...LATE again!..zzz...then honkie come ...so sit bside mi lor...paiseh ar..gin u must sit infront...hahah..(who ask u come late)-________-"
hmmm...then wad happen was...nid to see the lecturer....after lecture....ther...she was tokin abt the wireless jam thingy...was askin her whether can use it for our fyp thingy...then i say supervisor nvr reply our mail...she was sayin...must see u got interest a not..
hmmm..cut it short...signed up for it with jerry n honkie....the stupid thing is the grp name ba..ZZzz
anywayz...gin n jessica...i sign up with them doesnt mean that i dun wan u all join..dun get wron meaning...cos the teacher pushin for ans cos the closing date shld be yesterday..n they jjus managed to extend the deadline...
Anywayz ya...the team members can be updated anytime..so anyone can join anytime...^^ so hor...u all let mi knoe yap?as for which idea we goin propose...whether jerry theirs or mine...stil nid ask teacher abt that...so til everythin is confirm...but the sponsor trainin comin up soon...hope u all join lor...pei wo lorrrrr n last yr liow ...tink it over ba ^^
wanted to blog this the other day...but forgot..anywayz..gin already enter the news into circles...hahaha..basicalli its abt my "good" fren n her behaviour...actualli to say..its quite unfair...but hor...i tink if its we ownself..we will also tink its nth wron rite?duno but jus feel that way...haha
jessica go see see circles ba...^^
let me see...wad else ar...
now current location is in a big big big room/...haha..to say the truth..i luvvv this room lots...cos big n the chair is dam nice...and as usual...slackin here...happili doin my own stuffs...thats wad every of my practical is used on..Zzzz...
yesterday someone commit suicide at bukit batok mrt station yesterday...wearing red...50 yr old ++...this is the 5th case?tink so...ang mo kio..bukit batok..bukit batok..redhill..eh...4 or 5..forget liow...anyway..like gina say...its gettin popular...to commit suicide by train instead of jump -___-"
but i tink..i stil admire that woman's courage to be able to jump down...i tink those that wanna commit suicide reali is dam hopeless abt their life ba...too brave../pif
hmm...now bside mi that table...same person playin with same game again..street fighter?every week they playin same game..not sian one lor...-_______-""
but better then mi nth to do now...haha
anywayz...Happy Teachers' Day!!!