jus a reply to the person who blog tis down in her blog for mi..even though no name ..but anywayz..firstly thanx ..not for writing all these down..but for stil leaving a post in ur blog for mi
ok...for those curious about wad she wrote..i jus post the whole paragraph here...and reply like wad my supervisor do to my reports ba..^^
To You...(to Js..which is me)
I dun wish things to turn this way but the way u tok had driven mi to say out what i realli feel.. U may not realise but i had always been givin in to you (giving in to me..?always?noone will always give in to another person...not even couple..so i dun tink u r so wei da),tinkin of u as a fren since yr 1 plus now is my fyp mate, i always give in or compromise to u so dat we can work happily...(U sure u always compromising to me?excuse mi...in case u duno...let mi paste here the meaning of compromise...from http://dictionary.cambridge.org/define.asp?key=15775&dict=CALD...u can check it if u dun bleaf...--Compromise=to accept that you will reduce your demands or change your opinion in order to reach an agreement with someone)Even dis incident, i agreed to go up is also jus to acc u go cos i noe journey go up alone is veri sian but becos we cant decide on a meetin place,things had to end up dis way.. (O.o..u sure u are the onli one that agreed to go up to acc me?onli u give in?i tot someone said she will acc me PROVIDED i acc her down too..hmmm..tats eaten up in this post) I flare up becos u said that i cant compromise.. The meeting place i requested is to our conveinence lo(to ur convenience excuse mi...), u sayin till wat manner.. U sayin till i so unreasonable to say meet there(Did i say unreasonable?i tot i cant even hab a say in tis?cos no matter wad i say u aso die die wan ther wad...amazin).Even say meet there, u are also given directions how to reach there(Ya i m given directions...so?wunt get lost?i grow up ther?HAHA..those knoe mi shld knoe how FAMILIAR i m with roads)..U dun even nid to do any research or wat as to how to get there..If i had said that meeting place to be at my hse opposite, den watevea u say jus now, i will find it reasonable but in dis case its not..The stop i said is jus save mi the time of traveling to where u said den travel up to same stop again(u aso knoe how to say this..so whos wanting whose to compromise with who?/hmm). dats all lo..You may have bad mood jus now but do u realise the way u tok is wat kind of manner?(PS=i dun hab bad mood at that time...u made it bad onli^^) watevea,ya watevea is wat u always say. but do u noe how pissed off a person will get wen the word watevea is mentioned(Nah..i knoe it more than u..this word i seen it more than u i guess...not onli from u...but anyway..let u knoe..u aso always use this word..so does it reali matter if i use?no ba..everyone hab freedom of speech i guess.). If u had read dis in dat mood of urs, u bound to kp or wat one but can u read in a calm manner?(Rest assured...dam relaxed when i type this) I dun see any wrong or me being unreasonable jus now n i dun deserve to receive what u gave jus now.(Of course u wunt...cos u are too self centered..)U can be a nice person to associate with wen u gd mood but at times(so?i onli can hab gd mood when i wif u issit?onli like that i can be a nice person?nah..i dun tink anyone on earth onli hab gd mood..happi searchin for ur hapi mood fren huh), do u haf any idea of the way u tok to ppl?(No idea...but u tink i care?nope i dun...ppl that are alrite n noe mi wunt even bother abt the way i speak...if u hab a problem wif it...den...too bad yep...n ya..u are not the onli one that say the way i tok to ppl suxs...but u are the onli Real life fren that said tis..n i m amazed~cos i dun blame the other one that say mi tok like suxs...cos...he duno mi real life..yep...and to add on..b4 u say mi..tink abt how u ownself speak too) I'm now speaking my mind truthfully. Let me rake up a past incident which upset me but i diam diam live with it. There was a time i asked whether u can help me print something, u reply mi with "no time,no mood."(Yeah i suxs...but u nvr understd ppl hab mood?not onli u?and yar...tokin abt past...i aso can say out one?meeting our supervisor?how CARING n COMPROMISING u are to me...asked the supervisor b4 askin mi if i m free...omg...indeed..u always compromise with mi *touched*) How would u feel if wen u asked mi check his presence, i say "no time,no mood" to u?Y i upset by it? Mayb in my opinion, i cant accept that answer frm a fren ba.. (Ya lo u cant...cos u always tink that a fren shld be very gd to u in ur presence...and they are always in gd mood...n cannot be better than u...and cannot be more attitude than u...~)I will not say much,jus wish u to noe that at times, the words u said are too harsh.(U haben seen more harsh words anywayz)I may not be ur true or wat best fren, but defintely i assume i'm still a fren..
**blue = from her blog
**purple = my reply
and ya...i reply this late..is not bcos i agree with wadever u say...its jus i lazi n no time...
i m attitude n sacarstic...tats all...not everytime ppl will give in to u..n dun be so self centered in ur tinkin...u jus wan urself to be hapi...n everythin is jus to ur liking ..u jus wan everyone to suit u...if u tink i m stil the past JS who will stil keep quiet abt things..then forget that tinkin...cos new yr...will be straightforward with my words...and most imprtli..its taught by someone *winks*
Thursday, December 30, 2004
this version seem weird...got new version then put...however..its a long long story...take ur time...
Maiden Festival
Origins
Maiden's Festival is related to the story of "the Cowherd and the Weaving Girl".
A very long long time ago, a shining Milky Way separated the sky palace and the earth.
The Milky Way was flowing all the time.
The east of it is the sky palace, and the west is the earth.
The Weaving Girl was the granddaughter of the Queen Mother of West, who was mostly fond of her. She was not only beautiful and gentle, but also had slender dexterous hands. She could make specially brilliant eye-catching clouds and they kept on fluctuating. The Weaving Girl weaved the clouds with her six elder sisters together, and played together to have the carefree days.
But the Cowherd lived entirely different in the human realm. His parents had died early. He then lived together with his elder brother the elder brother's wife in a poverty-stricken life. Elder brother the his wife usually bullied the good-hearted Cowherd. When they divided the family property, Cowherd was only given an Old Cow, and his brother expelled him.
Cowherd did not complain about it. He pulled the cow to graze and drink water and took care with it very well. The Old Cow seemed to have intelligence. It helped Cowherd to cultivate the fields diligently. Shortly the land in the riverside weed became a fertile land.
But the days were too quiet. Cowherd felt lonely because nobody chatted with him and no one cared him when he felt hungry or thirsty. One day, he murmurred to himself, "It is so good if there is a companion with me..."
"It is easy!" the Old Cow suddenly opened the mouth to speak, "The master, I am actually the Golden Bull Star from the sky. I may help you to seek a wife. Now there are seven beautiful fairies taking bath in the riverside. Just take one set of clothes you like in the river bank. The fairy who looks for her clothes will stay here and become your wife. Quickly rides my back, I lead you to go."
Cowherd rided on the Old Cow immediately and rushed to the riverside.
There were really seven beautiful fairies kidding around and playing water in the river. They were the Weaving Girl and her six elder sisters. The clothes they put ashore had many different colors: red, purple, gold, silver. But Cowherd chose the glistening white one. So he took the clothes without hesitation and turned around to run.
Originally the fairies was playing happily. But suddenly when they saw Cowherd, they were frightened liketimid birds. They wore clothes immediately and flied away. Only left the Weaving Girl, whose clothes was disappeared.
Weaving Girl could not help crying. She begged to Cowherd, "Can you give my clothes back to me?"
"So long as you comply to be my wife, do you agree?" said Cowherd.
Weaving Girl thought about it and nodded to comply Cowherd.
Cowherd felt very happy. He brought the beautiful Weaving Girl to his home. She became his wife and they loved each other and lived happily.
Cowherd cultivated the fields and Weaving Girl weaved clothes. As time flied, it had been ten years.
They had a son and a daughter. They were already five, six years old.
One day, the Old Cow opened the mouth to speak again. "The master, I have been old, cannot accompany you anymore. Thank you for looking after me so many years." He said sadly. "After my death, please don't feel sad. Keep my skin and bring along with you. You can pass through any crisis whenever you put on my skin." After saying that, the Old Cow died.
Cowherd buried the Old Cow sadly. He obeyed the words from the Old Cow and kept his skin.
Ten years on earth was ten days in Heaven. Since the Weaving Girl stayed in the human realm, she did not weave clothes for the sky, so the clouds did not have colors anymore.
"This is intolerable!" said the Queen Mother of West, after she knew where the Weaving Girl went. She went to catch Weaving Girl immediately.
At this moment Weaving Girl was weaving cloth inside the thatched cottage. The son and daughter played around the loom. Suddenly the sky darkened and lightning occurred. The children were scared to cry loudly.
A magpie flied there and stopped in the window. "Weaving Girl, it's no good! No good! The Queen Mother of West assigned me to pass on the aim. You have committed a big crime because you neglected ten days work. She is going to arrest you! Arrest you!" said the magpie. The face of Weaving Girl turned white after hearing the words.
But she shook her head firmly said, "No, I don't go back!"
"If you don't go back, your whole family would be accused. Your whole family would be accused." said the magpie.
Suddenly "bang bang", thundering and lightning scared the magpie and it flied away.
The red-face immortal soldiers with knives and axes appeared. They hardly grasped Weaving Girl towards the Milky Way.
"Don't catch my mother! Mother don't go!" A pair of little children cried. At the same time, they ran to the fields and told Cowherd with their fingers pointing to the Milky Way, "Mother has been taken away by the immortal gods."
Cowherd put the children into two baskets, and carried them with the shoulder pole in haste. Then he pursued towards the Milky Way. He grasped a ladle hurrily and put into the basket holding her daughter to balance the shoulder pole.
"Leave my wife to me!" Cowherd said while running.
The Queen Mother of West saw Cowherd chasing after her and arrived near the Milky Way. She displayed the magic power to move the Milky Way from earth to the sky.
Cowherd was worrying. Suddenly he remembered the injunctions of the Old Cow. He flied to the sky right after he wore the skin of the Old Cow.
The father and two children went through the sparkling stars with winds whistling around. It was ready to pass the Milky Way and overtook Weaving Girl.
The little children waved their hands and cried out, "Mother, come back!"
The Queen Mother of West took the golden hairpin from her head and stroked in the middle of the Milky Way. The shallow and calm Milky Way became billowing. Weaving Girl and Cowherd broke up there.
"Dad! Don't give up. We use the ladle to scoop up the water and dry the river!" said the little children.
"Right! Let's make the river dry!" Cowherd no longer felt sad. And the father and children worked together with concerted efforts to scoop up the water.
If Cowherd felt tired, the son scooped up. If the son felt tired, the daughter then scooped up.
As they were scooping, Weaving Girl looked at them dully.
Finally, the persisting love between Cowherd and Weaving Girl touched the Queen Mother of the West. She promised them that they could pass the Milky Way and meet together in 7th day of the 7th moon in every year.
The kind-hearted magpie felt happy with this. To let Cowherd and Weaving Girl reunion earlier, they flied in groups towards the Milky Way and came together tightly to form a long magpie bridge in the 7th night of the 7th moon in every year.
Maiden Festival
Origins
Maiden's Festival is related to the story of "the Cowherd and the Weaving Girl".
A very long long time ago, a shining Milky Way separated the sky palace and the earth.
The Milky Way was flowing all the time.
The east of it is the sky palace, and the west is the earth.
The Weaving Girl was the granddaughter of the Queen Mother of West, who was mostly fond of her. She was not only beautiful and gentle, but also had slender dexterous hands. She could make specially brilliant eye-catching clouds and they kept on fluctuating. The Weaving Girl weaved the clouds with her six elder sisters together, and played together to have the carefree days.
But the Cowherd lived entirely different in the human realm. His parents had died early. He then lived together with his elder brother the elder brother's wife in a poverty-stricken life. Elder brother the his wife usually bullied the good-hearted Cowherd. When they divided the family property, Cowherd was only given an Old Cow, and his brother expelled him.
Cowherd did not complain about it. He pulled the cow to graze and drink water and took care with it very well. The Old Cow seemed to have intelligence. It helped Cowherd to cultivate the fields diligently. Shortly the land in the riverside weed became a fertile land.
But the days were too quiet. Cowherd felt lonely because nobody chatted with him and no one cared him when he felt hungry or thirsty. One day, he murmurred to himself, "It is so good if there is a companion with me..."
"It is easy!" the Old Cow suddenly opened the mouth to speak, "The master, I am actually the Golden Bull Star from the sky. I may help you to seek a wife. Now there are seven beautiful fairies taking bath in the riverside. Just take one set of clothes you like in the river bank. The fairy who looks for her clothes will stay here and become your wife. Quickly rides my back, I lead you to go."
Cowherd rided on the Old Cow immediately and rushed to the riverside.
There were really seven beautiful fairies kidding around and playing water in the river. They were the Weaving Girl and her six elder sisters. The clothes they put ashore had many different colors: red, purple, gold, silver. But Cowherd chose the glistening white one. So he took the clothes without hesitation and turned around to run.
Originally the fairies was playing happily. But suddenly when they saw Cowherd, they were frightened liketimid birds. They wore clothes immediately and flied away. Only left the Weaving Girl, whose clothes was disappeared.
Weaving Girl could not help crying. She begged to Cowherd, "Can you give my clothes back to me?"
"So long as you comply to be my wife, do you agree?" said Cowherd.
Weaving Girl thought about it and nodded to comply Cowherd.
Cowherd felt very happy. He brought the beautiful Weaving Girl to his home. She became his wife and they loved each other and lived happily.
Cowherd cultivated the fields and Weaving Girl weaved clothes. As time flied, it had been ten years.
They had a son and a daughter. They were already five, six years old.
One day, the Old Cow opened the mouth to speak again. "The master, I have been old, cannot accompany you anymore. Thank you for looking after me so many years." He said sadly. "After my death, please don't feel sad. Keep my skin and bring along with you. You can pass through any crisis whenever you put on my skin." After saying that, the Old Cow died.
Cowherd buried the Old Cow sadly. He obeyed the words from the Old Cow and kept his skin.
Ten years on earth was ten days in Heaven. Since the Weaving Girl stayed in the human realm, she did not weave clothes for the sky, so the clouds did not have colors anymore.
"This is intolerable!" said the Queen Mother of West, after she knew where the Weaving Girl went. She went to catch Weaving Girl immediately.
At this moment Weaving Girl was weaving cloth inside the thatched cottage. The son and daughter played around the loom. Suddenly the sky darkened and lightning occurred. The children were scared to cry loudly.
A magpie flied there and stopped in the window. "Weaving Girl, it's no good! No good! The Queen Mother of West assigned me to pass on the aim. You have committed a big crime because you neglected ten days work. She is going to arrest you! Arrest you!" said the magpie. The face of Weaving Girl turned white after hearing the words.
But she shook her head firmly said, "No, I don't go back!"
"If you don't go back, your whole family would be accused. Your whole family would be accused." said the magpie.
Suddenly "bang bang", thundering and lightning scared the magpie and it flied away.
The red-face immortal soldiers with knives and axes appeared. They hardly grasped Weaving Girl towards the Milky Way.
"Don't catch my mother! Mother don't go!" A pair of little children cried. At the same time, they ran to the fields and told Cowherd with their fingers pointing to the Milky Way, "Mother has been taken away by the immortal gods."
Cowherd put the children into two baskets, and carried them with the shoulder pole in haste. Then he pursued towards the Milky Way. He grasped a ladle hurrily and put into the basket holding her daughter to balance the shoulder pole.
"Leave my wife to me!" Cowherd said while running.
The Queen Mother of West saw Cowherd chasing after her and arrived near the Milky Way. She displayed the magic power to move the Milky Way from earth to the sky.
Cowherd was worrying. Suddenly he remembered the injunctions of the Old Cow. He flied to the sky right after he wore the skin of the Old Cow.
The father and two children went through the sparkling stars with winds whistling around. It was ready to pass the Milky Way and overtook Weaving Girl.
The little children waved their hands and cried out, "Mother, come back!"
The Queen Mother of West took the golden hairpin from her head and stroked in the middle of the Milky Way. The shallow and calm Milky Way became billowing. Weaving Girl and Cowherd broke up there.
"Dad! Don't give up. We use the ladle to scoop up the water and dry the river!" said the little children.
"Right! Let's make the river dry!" Cowherd no longer felt sad. And the father and children worked together with concerted efforts to scoop up the water.
If Cowherd felt tired, the son scooped up. If the son felt tired, the daughter then scooped up.
As they were scooping, Weaving Girl looked at them dully.
Finally, the persisting love between Cowherd and Weaving Girl touched the Queen Mother of the West. She promised them that they could pass the Milky Way and meet together in 7th day of the 7th moon in every year.
The kind-hearted magpie felt happy with this. To let Cowherd and Weaving Girl reunion earlier, they flied in groups towards the Milky Way and came together tightly to form a long magpie bridge in the 7th night of the 7th moon in every year.
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
wHaT a DaY...
goin be a stupid entry...cos i wasnt in the mood to blog...
1.now i knoe wad is the story of the kid that call the wolf?er...forget wads the title of the story...but its abt a kid that keep call say got wolf...then ppl dun trust him anymore..well ...i wonder how mani crimes i had been added
2.thx jes for the earrin n today shoppin...
3.thx another person for creating such a "gd" mood for mi now..
4.2 more days to 2005
5.the gods stil hate mi
6.my hrt stil hurts
7.tis feelin is so suxs
8.kill mi pls
goin be a stupid entry...cos i wasnt in the mood to blog...
1.now i knoe wad is the story of the kid that call the wolf?er...forget wads the title of the story...but its abt a kid that keep call say got wolf...then ppl dun trust him anymore..well ...i wonder how mani crimes i had been added
2.thx jes for the earrin n today shoppin...
3.thx another person for creating such a "gd" mood for mi now..
4.2 more days to 2005
5.the gods stil hate mi
6.my hrt stil hurts
7.tis feelin is so suxs
8.kill mi pls
Monday, December 27, 2004
ToDaY tODaY ToDaY...
wellx...today is 27 december...n now is 829pm..
few more days and its goin 2005..a brand new yr...
wad had i accomplished or achieved during this yr?duno..was tinkin bek into the past yesterday...
n i realise...either its the gods hate mi..or i offended some of them...seems like a bad yr ...though gd times are a lot too...pretty contradictating..
went sekola jus now..wanted woke up ard 12 to cont do my ERD diagram...which i left the normalisation not yet done yesterday...ended up waking up ard 1pm plus...too tired...cos slpt ard 5am plus..went sch to meet supervisor...shld call him old man..bleahz...cos reali look so old...
amazingli...we managed to get out of his office without being scolded by him -___-" stil wanted to tok to us again soon...bleahz...1st time O.o"
after which xiaoai come np..so teman(meaning=accompany) her...went library find book on java..JBuilder...yep...amazingli..onli few bks exist..means np is a programist...dun use JBuilder so ended up so less bks on it...ok..i m crabbin...then went atrium eat bread lo...long time no eat atrium things...nice to eat.../swt(meaning:sweat..ro icon language)...
oh ya..thanx jess for her nice cookies...the chocolate one are nicer than the raisin ones...bleahz..cos i prefer chocolate =b...but nvrtheless..its nice...=) teach mi bake next time ar...^^
new year resolutions:
1.get diploma...
2.i duno
3.i duno
4.i stil duno
5.waiting for miracles to happen...
end this blog with screenie from yest...in maple...the tree mi n sugar decorate...
so fast comin 1 yr..n i actualli stil keep in contact n be fren with my ro fren for one yr...
*+ wishin fOr a mrAcLe +*
wellx...today is 27 december...n now is 829pm..
few more days and its goin 2005..a brand new yr...
wad had i accomplished or achieved during this yr?duno..was tinkin bek into the past yesterday...
n i realise...either its the gods hate mi..or i offended some of them...seems like a bad yr ...though gd times are a lot too...pretty contradictating..
went sekola jus now..wanted woke up ard 12 to cont do my ERD diagram...which i left the normalisation not yet done yesterday...ended up waking up ard 1pm plus...too tired...cos slpt ard 5am plus..went sch to meet supervisor...shld call him old man..bleahz...cos reali look so old...
amazingli...we managed to get out of his office without being scolded by him -___-" stil wanted to tok to us again soon...bleahz...1st time O.o"
after which xiaoai come np..so teman(meaning=accompany) her...went library find book on java..JBuilder...yep...amazingli..onli few bks exist..means np is a programist...dun use JBuilder so ended up so less bks on it...ok..i m crabbin...then went atrium eat bread lo...long time no eat atrium things...nice to eat.../swt(meaning:sweat..ro icon language)...
oh ya..thanx jess for her nice cookies...the chocolate one are nicer than the raisin ones...bleahz..cos i prefer chocolate =b...but nvrtheless..its nice...=) teach mi bake next time ar...^^
new year resolutions:
1.get diploma...
2.i duno
3.i duno
4.i stil duno
5.waiting for miracles to happen...
end this blog with screenie from yest...in maple...the tree mi n sugar decorate...
so fast comin 1 yr..n i actualli stil keep in contact n be fren with my ro fren for one yr...
*+ wishin fOr a mrAcLe +*
Sunday, December 26, 2004
eloz bloggie..bek to blog..jus feelin very the lousy n a bit the dulan over somethin...
jus hate it when ppl always think they are rite...no matter wad...
i bleaf in wad i bleaf...it mite be wron..but that doesnt give u a rite to say i m wron n u r rite...and so wad if u are rite?gd for u?nid u everytime act as if u knoe everythin in the world...and everythin u do n tink seems to be the onli rite thing ?
nah...thats not being straight or honest...thats jus plain arrogant and proud of urself...cos everythin u always tink urself is rite...ya..mabbe even if u wron..u wunt regret it aso..unlike mi always regret my decision..but tats mi..dun overdo my patience..it is limited...
i knoe wad i bleaf in...dun keep sayin i always bleaf wrongli n fail like shit...and even if i do..it doesnt concern u...cos rite now...i m dam pissed off by ur attitude...the attitude of always sayin u r rite and always tinkin u knoe all the things in the world.
6 more days to 2005...sighz..wad a yr...
jus hate it when ppl always think they are rite...no matter wad...
i bleaf in wad i bleaf...it mite be wron..but that doesnt give u a rite to say i m wron n u r rite...and so wad if u are rite?gd for u?nid u everytime act as if u knoe everythin in the world...and everythin u do n tink seems to be the onli rite thing ?
nah...thats not being straight or honest...thats jus plain arrogant and proud of urself...cos everythin u always tink urself is rite...ya..mabbe even if u wron..u wunt regret it aso..unlike mi always regret my decision..but tats mi..dun overdo my patience..it is limited...
i knoe wad i bleaf in...dun keep sayin i always bleaf wrongli n fail like shit...and even if i do..it doesnt concern u...cos rite now...i m dam pissed off by ur attitude...the attitude of always sayin u r rite and always tinkin u knoe all the things in the world.
6 more days to 2005...sighz..wad a yr...
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Thursday, December 09, 2004
been a long time since i realli blog here...wellx...since now so free..so i blog a little ba...
hows life?>>fine with life...learning to be more mature now...learnin on how to tink...
What u doin nowadays?>>nothin much..tinkin abt life...abt things...shoppin...watch vcds...studying???
What u tinkin nowadays?>>Why in the past i duno how to tink....who m i...why some ppl are so fortunate yet they wanna complain abt life...etc etc..
What you doin now?>>bloggin...after which mabbe write my itp report...
Have u changed?>>definitely yes... Gd or bad?>>both
What did u do yesterday?>>cut my hair...
What's the next event of ur life?>>a lot...wireless jam competition..fyp..blahz..
done with this bloggin...shld be acceptable ba?
*aLwAyS cHeRiSh waDeVEr yOu HaB nOw...WhEn U LoSe It...It'LL bE tOO LaTe...*
hows life?>>fine with life...learning to be more mature now...learnin on how to tink...
What u doin nowadays?>>nothin much..tinkin abt life...abt things...shoppin...watch vcds...studying???
What u tinkin nowadays?>>Why in the past i duno how to tink....who m i...why some ppl are so fortunate yet they wanna complain abt life...etc etc..
What you doin now?>>bloggin...after which mabbe write my itp report...
Have u changed?>>definitely yes... Gd or bad?>>both
What did u do yesterday?>>cut my hair...
What's the next event of ur life?>>a lot...wireless jam competition..fyp..blahz..
done with this bloggin...shld be acceptable ba?
*aLwAyS cHeRiSh waDeVEr yOu HaB nOw...WhEn U LoSe It...It'LL bE tOO LaTe...*
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
TrUth AbT gErS~*
1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't
crying, it means she's crying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you've done
something wrong, it's best to give her some
time to cool down before touching her heart
with an apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the
guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for
her to 'get over him' after the relationship's
over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on
her mind every minute of the day, even though
she flirts with other guys.
5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares
deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually
not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very
often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes
her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go
easy on the smiles and stare ok?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break
it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject
her, leave her alone for a while. If you still
treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel.
Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of
expressing themselves (which explains why
most girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in
anyway.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the
first time, the girl may act uninterested during
the call. But as soon as the phone is back on
the hook, she will whoop with joy and
immediately start telephoning her friends to
spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her
first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you
because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from
you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great
reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll
wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl,
read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would
first check who is standing next to her crush
before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her
memory, but the guy she loves now stays in
her heart.
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what
she is feeling and going through.
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to
them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and
happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care
about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will
love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.
1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't
crying, it means she's crying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you've done
something wrong, it's best to give her some
time to cool down before touching her heart
with an apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the
guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for
her to 'get over him' after the relationship's
over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on
her mind every minute of the day, even though
she flirts with other guys.
5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares
deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually
not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very
often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes
her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go
easy on the smiles and stare ok?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break
it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject
her, leave her alone for a while. If you still
treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel.
Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of
expressing themselves (which explains why
most girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in
anyway.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the
first time, the girl may act uninterested during
the call. But as soon as the phone is back on
the hook, she will whoop with joy and
immediately start telephoning her friends to
spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her
first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you
because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from
you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great
reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll
wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl,
read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would
first check who is standing next to her crush
before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her
memory, but the guy she loves now stays in
her heart.
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what
she is feeling and going through.
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to
them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and
happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care
about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will
love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.
Saturday, November 27, 2004
halo bloggiezz...bek 2 update...
iTp goin to end soonzzzzzzzzz
sch gonna reopen..yeah...time to rots..............
=.="
today sat...lets see..sun mon tue wed thur fri...
6 more days...T.T
means 5 more days to my presentation..my god....(sori must keep disturb u)
hmm...monday got program demo..hope nth goes wron...*pray
anywayz...circles suxs...i cant upload msn 7 inside...@!#!@#!@
wanna upload for ya all one...nvm lo...i try upload to my geocities...if u all wan lo
over n out...
keng keng wishhh ><
iTp goin to end soonzzzzzzzzz
sch gonna reopen..yeah...time to rots..............
=.="
today sat...lets see..sun mon tue wed thur fri...
6 more days...T.T
means 5 more days to my presentation..my god....(sori must keep disturb u)
hmm...monday got program demo..hope nth goes wron...*pray
anywayz...circles suxs...i cant upload msn 7 inside...@!#!@#!@
wanna upload for ya all one...nvm lo...i try upload to my geocities...if u all wan lo
over n out...
keng keng wishhh ><
Friday, November 26, 2004
BeK bEk BeK...~*
/pif /pif /pif...HaLox BloGgiE ...Bek after soooooooo long...
anywayz...some update...
changed my blogskinnnnn..but erm...haben change finish..but so dam lazi..so didnt cont editing after i managed to get this layout out :D
current location:office
current mood:funny + weird
current thoughts:........
went to look bek on my past blogs jus now..n i realiseeeeeeeeee.........it doesnt sound like mi at all...=.=" and i realiseeeeeeee i can suddenli 1 month dun blog...duno wads the reason also><
anywayz...bek to today blog..
now doin nth..basicalli rotting..why?cos hor..i finish my project le...including documentation..and i jus handed up my last weekly report!!!/pif
wad m i doin these few wks..and y i nvr blog?wellx...cos somethin happen n like this like that lo...not goin to elaborate..zzz yep..thats mi..=.="
yesterday slpt at 11+++++ o.O dam earli..cos i dun wanna tink so much..so slp...n dam tired...previous nite slp at 3am...=.=
slp le wake up..and i dun nid coffee to wake mi up...too keng liow...then go office lor..do enrolment lor..wad else......life stil as usual ler...no change 1....wake up->go work->go out play/shop->go home->online->slp.........and...its another new day!~
*yAwNs...why so no life...><
update ya when i got more things to write ba..or when i tot of things to write...
and o ya..the orchard skating ring is bside orchard mrt o.O free go see see ar...
over-and-out
keng keng keng wish wish wish ^^
anywayz...some update...
changed my blogskinnnnn..but erm...haben change finish..but so dam lazi..so didnt cont editing after i managed to get this layout out :D
current location:office
current mood:funny + weird
current thoughts:........
went to look bek on my past blogs jus now..n i realiseeeeeeeeee.........it doesnt sound like mi at all...=.=" and i realiseeeeeeee i can suddenli 1 month dun blog...duno wads the reason also><
anywayz...bek to today blog..
now doin nth..basicalli rotting..why?cos hor..i finish my project le...including documentation..and i jus handed up my last weekly report!!!/pif
wad m i doin these few wks..and y i nvr blog?wellx...cos somethin happen n like this like that lo...not goin to elaborate..zzz yep..thats mi..=.="
yesterday slpt at 11+++++ o.O dam earli..cos i dun wanna tink so much..so slp...n dam tired...previous nite slp at 3am...=.=
slp le wake up..and i dun nid coffee to wake mi up...too keng liow...then go office lor..do enrolment lor..wad else......life stil as usual ler...no change 1....wake up->go work->go out play/shop->go home->online->slp.........and...its another new day!~
*yAwNs...why so no life...><
update ya when i got more things to write ba..or when i tot of things to write...
and o ya..the orchard skating ring is bside orchard mrt o.O free go see see ar...
over-and-out
keng keng keng wish wish wish ^^
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
AvRiL LavIgNe...My HappY eNdIng...
Ohh, ohh
So much for my happy ending
Ohh, ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh,ohhhh
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead.
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything
That I wanted,(that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (we lost it)
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh,So much for my happy ending
Ohh ohh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say (they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (But so are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?(even know you?)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (all the shit that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything
That I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (we lost it)
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
He was everything, everything
That I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything
That I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
ohh ohh ohh ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh ohh ohh ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhhh
So much for my happy ending
Ohh, ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh,ohhhh
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead.
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything
That I wanted,(that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (we lost it)
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh,So much for my happy ending
Ohh ohh
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say (they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (But so are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?(even know you?)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (all the shit that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything
That I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (we lost it)
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
He was everything, everything
That I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything
That I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
ohh ohh ohh ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh ohh ohh ohh
So much for my happy ending
ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhhh
Friday, November 12, 2004
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Monday, November 08, 2004
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Monday, November 01, 2004
hi bloggie.
hi bloggie..i m bek to update..ya..i will try to cheer up..while i post this...
morning went work as usual...a lot ppl..happen to take the same bus as my supervisor..but didnt tok with him though..after alightin..he duno go wher..
anyways..my report 1 is taken bek...full of red words...say too brief..and ask mi keep it up though...n more detailed..
today supervisor give mi n the other same itp guy durian cake..those in a roll one...snack..is not that kind of cake.....gd rite...stil say hope u got eat durian..=.=
ya..then came to ask mi if thers anythin wrong with my work...practical stuff..then tell mi u got a nice file-________-
powerpuff ger...yap..another 2 itp students came..tink from np..happen to see their np timetable...but not sure though..both are gers...lazy to interact with them..supervisor got ask mi i nvr make fren?no lunch together?"............."
reali hab no mood ledi...feelin dam sad now..dun ask mi why..jus feel like wanna cry..not moody...jus feel like crying cos of somethin.....somethin...but i gotto be strong?isnt it?.......*sob
morning went work as usual...a lot ppl..happen to take the same bus as my supervisor..but didnt tok with him though..after alightin..he duno go wher..
anyways..my report 1 is taken bek...full of red words...say too brief..and ask mi keep it up though...n more detailed..
today supervisor give mi n the other same itp guy durian cake..those in a roll one...snack..is not that kind of cake.....gd rite...stil say hope u got eat durian..=.=
ya..then came to ask mi if thers anythin wrong with my work...practical stuff..then tell mi u got a nice file-________-
powerpuff ger...yap..another 2 itp students came..tink from np..happen to see their np timetable...but not sure though..both are gers...lazy to interact with them..supervisor got ask mi i nvr make fren?no lunch together?"............."
reali hab no mood ledi...feelin dam sad now..dun ask mi why..jus feel like wanna cry..not moody...jus feel like crying cos of somethin.....somethin...but i gotto be strong?isnt it?.......*sob
ohayo..
ohayo bloggie..its another day at work..ops...shld be afternoon..konnichiwa liow...but nevertheless..dun care ba..jus a form of greeting..
anywayz...my fren told mi yest that i shldnt care so much..n i hab no rites to care so much..
i duno..but mabbe i reali dun hab this rite to bother..afterall..who m i?
anywayz...my fren told mi yest that i shldnt care so much..n i hab no rites to care so much..
i duno..but mabbe i reali dun hab this rite to bother..afterall..who m i?
Sunday, October 31, 2004
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Saturday, October 30, 2004
hate hate hate
i hate ppl who keep breakin promises..
i hate ppl who give false hope..
most imprtli..i hate ppl who toy with feelins...
n liars...f off...
i hate ppl who give false hope..
most imprtli..i hate ppl who toy with feelins...
n liars...f off...
Thursday, October 28, 2004
diagnostic of horoscope
*got this from gin blog...nth better to do..so diagnose it n see how true it is...=b...anywayz..these are diagnosed according to me..and doesnt apply to whole aries ppl^^
Diamond (Aries)
You like: Sincere people, freedom, being busy, laughing at silly jokes and scary movies (sometimes).Quite true?90% true...
You dislike: Gossip, moody mates, being taken for granted and you absolutely hate lies.erm..gossip is not dun like...is not that overboarddd...moody mates...hmm..yeah true..taken for granted...VERY TRUE...n the lies..DAM DAM TRUE.../pif
You're best at: Leading the pack as a leader, pushing yourself to the limit and making difficult decisions.Leading?erm..that one not sure but i dun tink so..haha..push myself to limit?ya...difficult decisions?BLEAHZ...i hate that..m i gd at that??*wonders
Deep down: U are just a sensitive softie with a lust for life 'n' love. U dream of having a gang of mates, a happy home environment 'n' wild holiday adventures.**secret...wahaha...=b..find out urself -___-"
Your career: Choose a job in publishing, entertaining or climb to the top as a company boss - anything where you're in charge of exciting and interesting projects.entertainin!!!i onli knoe i gd crabber...publishin?will ppl read!?!? o.O ya..exciting n interesting projects..^^
Fashion: Tight-fitting clothes in bright colours (red especially) look great on you - as do sporty-looking clothes or anything fashionably stripey. Fluffy, girlie clobber isn't your style at all.eee...tight fit..no thx...dun like dun like n dun like..
As a mate: A friendly an! d focused type, u want every1 to be happy. U can't stand dishonesty or people who talk behind ur back and won't be shy to mouth off at 'em if they do.wan everyone to be hapi..ya..haha..cant stand dishonesty all that...TRUE...~^^
As a girlfriend: U take the lead in a relationship, teasing ur boy wif passionate kisses 'n' behind-the-scenes butt squeezes. If he's worth hissalt 'n' wants to keep u, he'll return the favour with hot dates and plenty of pressies.lead lead lead?/hmm...mabbe -___-" not sure abt that la...haben been a ger fren b4..wahaha..if this relationship company employ mi as gerfren then say k?=b
If your boyf's an Aries: He lurves being in charge, so let 'im off once in a while 'n' pretend he is. Tell him how clever, capable 'n' cute he is 'n' he'll be eating out of ur hand. Mind the temper though - he's far from bootylicious when he's blowing his top. Play it cool till he's calm and then wait for him to say sorry. He must've been the one who was wrong, right?/hmmm
Celebrity Ariens:Jennifer Love Hewitt(21/3/79),Damon Albarn(23/3/68), Sarah Jessica Parker 25/3/65, Elton John (25/3/47), Mariah Carey (27/3/69), Chris Evans (1/4/! 66), Victoria Beckham (7/4/75) and Sarah Michelle Gellar (14/4/77).
kk...bek to reading..haben realli read til now...arghz..
ohayo~*
ohayo bloggie..long time no update ya ledi..
busy doin itp..wireless jam proposal..rest..dinner etcs these few days..
hows itp?wellz..its fine...cos first week ma...basically doin nothin but reading up...til i wanna slp in front of computer liow...
1st day-->lecture on grid + reading on parallel computing systems & network topologies
2nd day-->lecture on network storage + reading on grid
3rd day-->lecture on harddisk + reading on RAID
hmm..as u can see...i m a student..bleah..come here read n learn..
my supervisor is a guy n he told mi i m here to learn..so let mi knoe more...
let me see...he is quite gd la...stil gimme lecture..1 to 1 lor..teach mi how this work and blah...then tell mi no nid reach so earli..and can go bek a bit earli blah...and ya..he oso sign mi up for courses in nus(free la..if no attend must pay onli T.T) to let mi learn...
so overall i can say he is not bad ler...cos the other guy under the other supervisor..the supervisor jus ask him to read a 100+ pages of pdf abt grid...and leave him the installation of linux software...*phew..i no nid use linux..stil happili using windows..with the computer configured niceli for mi by my supervisor...^^
next wk gonna start on the tut for grid programmin..arghz...my supervisor say its almost the same as oop..using clses..and almost same as cp "structures" BLEAHZ..suxs suxs suxs..but anywayz..walk 1 step see one step ba..
this place is nice..enterin nid fingerprint...the bus will reach exactli at 6pm..n i m hardworking..writing the daily report of wad i do everyday...why?bcos hor...i too free liow..he gimme 8hrs to read over 10 pages of things onli...=b
hmm..i tink shld bek to work le..reading time again~!!
*yaWns~~
truth that are found out by ourself are more trustworthy^^
*anyone knoe how to make icon text colour background transparent?!!?pls tell miiiii!!*
busy doin itp..wireless jam proposal..rest..dinner etcs these few days..
hows itp?wellz..its fine...cos first week ma...basically doin nothin but reading up...til i wanna slp in front of computer liow...
1st day-->lecture on grid + reading on parallel computing systems & network topologies
2nd day-->lecture on network storage + reading on grid
3rd day-->lecture on harddisk + reading on RAID
hmm..as u can see...i m a student..bleah..come here read n learn..
my supervisor is a guy n he told mi i m here to learn..so let mi knoe more...
let me see...he is quite gd la...stil gimme lecture..1 to 1 lor..teach mi how this work and blah...then tell mi no nid reach so earli..and can go bek a bit earli blah...and ya..he oso sign mi up for courses in nus(free la..if no attend must pay onli T.T) to let mi learn...
so overall i can say he is not bad ler...cos the other guy under the other supervisor..the supervisor jus ask him to read a 100+ pages of pdf abt grid...and leave him the installation of linux software...*phew..i no nid use linux..stil happili using windows..with the computer configured niceli for mi by my supervisor...^^
next wk gonna start on the tut for grid programmin..arghz...my supervisor say its almost the same as oop..using clses..and almost same as cp "structures" BLEAHZ..suxs suxs suxs..but anywayz..walk 1 step see one step ba..
this place is nice..enterin nid fingerprint...the bus will reach exactli at 6pm..n i m hardworking..writing the daily report of wad i do everyday...why?bcos hor...i too free liow..he gimme 8hrs to read over 10 pages of things onli...=b
hmm..i tink shld bek to work le..reading time again~!!
*yaWns~~
truth that are found out by ourself are more trustworthy^^
*anyone knoe how to make icon text colour background transparent?!!?pls tell miiiii!!*
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
liars suxs...
i duno how to trust..i duno the truth or the lies...i hate ppl lie to me..i jus hate..
Monday, October 25, 2004
another promise to fulfillz
yep..another promise to myself...dun care means dun care le...
wadever le...n make sure i stick to this promise.../pif!
tml workin day..god bless mi~~
feel soooooo excited...yeah..like child so wad..i m not that old yet..i stil must be cheerful~
1st time workin not in a shoppin centre..new environment...keke..
but..i haben revise my java..kill mi pls..T.T
over n out~
a brand new js~
wadever le...n make sure i stick to this promise.../pif!
tml workin day..god bless mi~~
feel soooooo excited...yeah..like child so wad..i m not that old yet..i stil must be cheerful~
1st time workin not in a shoppin centre..new environment...keke..
but..i haben revise my java..kill mi pls..T.T
over n out~
a brand new js~
Sunday, October 24, 2004
konnichiwa
konnichiwa bloggie..been a long time since i update ya in the afternoon..=)
good afternoon...why am i here?well..cos nth better to do la..=.="
actualli i shldnt online in the afternoon 1...dun ask mi why..it jus seems like a habit to me already...it can saves mi few hrs of quarrellin..anyhow thinkin...pif
anywayz...yesterday was suxs...i tink today too...
promises are gd ..but they are hurting too...yep gina...u did once say this in ur blog...x100 times hurt...wellz..i encourage u bleaf that time...now i dun..haha...JS is fickleminded....
anywayzs...wellx..its goin to rain again...
i m not hapi.seriousli not hapi.i feel sucky now...everythin done is no long based on you wanna do it...but its based on promises...sighz..
i cant do anythin...can i?feel so small...feel so suxs...
but who cares...dun tink anyone does...
i jus wanna hab a gd n nice.....
fate wan play how long?or issit fake?
dunoz...i feel so sick...
good afternoon...why am i here?well..cos nth better to do la..=.="
actualli i shldnt online in the afternoon 1...dun ask mi why..it jus seems like a habit to me already...it can saves mi few hrs of quarrellin..anyhow thinkin...pif
anywayz...yesterday was suxs...i tink today too...
promises are gd ..but they are hurting too...yep gina...u did once say this in ur blog...x100 times hurt...wellz..i encourage u bleaf that time...now i dun..haha...JS is fickleminded....
anywayzs...wellx..its goin to rain again...
i m not hapi.seriousli not hapi.i feel sucky now...everythin done is no long based on you wanna do it...but its based on promises...sighz..
i cant do anythin...can i?feel so small...feel so suxs...
but who cares...dun tink anyone does...
i jus wanna hab a gd n nice.....
fate wan play how long?or issit fake?
dunoz...i feel so sick...
Saturday, October 23, 2004
saturdayy
today is a sat.jus bek from sch+shoppin.
very tired.leg breaking.mind not ard.tinkin abt stuffs.
too mani questions in my head now.fears,worries,joys,sadness.
the crystal jade ramen..si chuan 1...eat much makes mi feel wanna vommit.
can someone ans all my qns?n tell mi the direction i m suppose to go now?
love n hate jus lies in one line...one thin line...
very tired.leg breaking.mind not ard.tinkin abt stuffs.
too mani questions in my head now.fears,worries,joys,sadness.
the crystal jade ramen..si chuan 1...eat much makes mi feel wanna vommit.
can someone ans all my qns?n tell mi the direction i m suppose to go now?
love n hate jus lies in one line...one thin line...
Friday, October 22, 2004
exams over...
halo bloggie..
bek to blog after these few days...
mws paper was nice...why?cos managed to memorise all qns and jus dump in all the ans...shld be able to get A...however..cp and mba..no idea...esp cp..can onli pray..
anywayz...after mws paper..was sitting in canteen 1 with ivy and jerry..04 n 05 ppl..wellz...ivy seems so angry ..n saying abt moving out...yapz...went to her blog jus now...i tink she's reali moving out soon...while jerry?still working day n nite as usual...sighz..
got woken up by his sms ard 641am today mornin i tink...ask mi whether he look worried when i saw him at the canteen that day...well..i replid him when i got woken up by the second sms...as u knoe la...i slpin...so i jus replied bek "No..." which is my true ans too..haha...
anywayz...so much things happenin to ppl all ard mi nowadays...is that part of growing up?fren moving out to stay on her own...fren working day n nite jus for money...fren who trouble over love...trouble over family...it makes mi feel that we shld treasure everythin ard us...n be more mature...
jerry gonna work during first week of itp?let mi recall his workin time...9am to 6pm then 11pm to 6am?isnt that a bit too much for a human?i asked him a qn...then u no nid acc ur gf?his ans was...sat n sun lor...but wunt he be so tired?bleahz...i duno...been a long time since i reali tok to him...
so wad abt me?hmm...yesterday someone asked mi a qn...wad kind of ger m i?wellx...i did tot abt it after that...but i cant come up with any suitable description abt mi...mabbe complicated?like quiet at times...and like noisy at times?guess i reali dun understd myself..
also..jus went to check my email..this is wad is forwarded to mi by Connie chan...
Dear Ms Connie,
This email is regards to the following attachment programme:
Institution: Ngee Ann PolytechnicProgramme
Type: Industrial Training Programme (ITP)
Period: 25 Oct 2004 - 4 Dec 2004 (6 weeks)
Students:Network Storage Technology (NST)
Division
1. Kua Yan Tseng, Nicholas
2. Toh Jing Shi
Here are some information for your knowledge:
1. Reporting time for students: 8.30 am
2. Reporting venue:DATA STORAGE INSTITUTE
DSI Building5, Engineering Drive 1(off Kent Ridge Crescent, NUS)
Singapore 1176083.
Attachment hours: Monday to Friday, 8.30am - 6.00pm (Lunch: 1 hr)
4. Students are not entitled to any paid leave.
5. Monthly allowance for students: S$420
6. Students required to submit
- Mid of Attachment (MoA) Progress Report
- End of Attachment (EoA) Report and Presentation
This EoA Presentation will take place in the afternoon on 3 Dec 2004, at
DSI building.We will brief the students on this on their first day.
7. For students attached to NST division, they will do their attachment at
DATA STORAGE INSTITUTE
20 Ayer Rajah Crescent#01-04 Technopreneur Centre
Singapore 139964
8. Students attached to other divisions will do their attachment at the
reporting venue.
well...presentation...a bit ...-____-"
and...i m landing up in that place again...thats the place i go for my that company interview that time...that place is..................very the.........abandoned!!...i scared dark T.T sighz..
and the bus ther ...dam slow?1/2 hour come once...sighz...
another thing...my wireless jam...i duno how to write the proposal...sighz...
pray hard to god ba...bleahz...
tml goin shoppinz...enjoyz...
bek to blog after these few days...
mws paper was nice...why?cos managed to memorise all qns and jus dump in all the ans...shld be able to get A...however..cp and mba..no idea...esp cp..can onli pray..
anywayz...after mws paper..was sitting in canteen 1 with ivy and jerry..04 n 05 ppl..wellz...ivy seems so angry ..n saying abt moving out...yapz...went to her blog jus now...i tink she's reali moving out soon...while jerry?still working day n nite as usual...sighz..
got woken up by his sms ard 641am today mornin i tink...ask mi whether he look worried when i saw him at the canteen that day...well..i replid him when i got woken up by the second sms...as u knoe la...i slpin...so i jus replied bek "No..." which is my true ans too..haha...
anywayz...so much things happenin to ppl all ard mi nowadays...is that part of growing up?fren moving out to stay on her own...fren working day n nite jus for money...fren who trouble over love...trouble over family...it makes mi feel that we shld treasure everythin ard us...n be more mature...
jerry gonna work during first week of itp?let mi recall his workin time...9am to 6pm then 11pm to 6am?isnt that a bit too much for a human?i asked him a qn...then u no nid acc ur gf?his ans was...sat n sun lor...but wunt he be so tired?bleahz...i duno...been a long time since i reali tok to him...
so wad abt me?hmm...yesterday someone asked mi a qn...wad kind of ger m i?wellx...i did tot abt it after that...but i cant come up with any suitable description abt mi...mabbe complicated?like quiet at times...and like noisy at times?guess i reali dun understd myself..
also..jus went to check my email..this is wad is forwarded to mi by Connie chan...
Dear Ms Connie,
This email is regards to the following attachment programme:
Institution: Ngee Ann PolytechnicProgramme
Type: Industrial Training Programme (ITP)
Period: 25 Oct 2004 - 4 Dec 2004 (6 weeks)
Students:Network Storage Technology (NST)
Division
1. Kua Yan Tseng, Nicholas
2. Toh Jing Shi
Here are some information for your knowledge:
1. Reporting time for students: 8.30 am
2. Reporting venue:DATA STORAGE INSTITUTE
DSI Building5, Engineering Drive 1(off Kent Ridge Crescent, NUS)
Singapore 1176083.
Attachment hours: Monday to Friday, 8.30am - 6.00pm (Lunch: 1 hr)
4. Students are not entitled to any paid leave.
5. Monthly allowance for students: S$420
6. Students required to submit
- Mid of Attachment (MoA) Progress Report
- End of Attachment (EoA) Report and Presentation
This EoA Presentation will take place in the afternoon on 3 Dec 2004, at
DSI building.We will brief the students on this on their first day.
7. For students attached to NST division, they will do their attachment at
DATA STORAGE INSTITUTE
20 Ayer Rajah Crescent#01-04 Technopreneur Centre
Singapore 139964
8. Students attached to other divisions will do their attachment at the
reporting venue.
well...presentation...a bit ...-____-"
and...i m landing up in that place again...thats the place i go for my that company interview that time...that place is..................very the.........abandoned!!...i scared dark T.T sighz..
and the bus ther ...dam slow?1/2 hour come once...sighz...
another thing...my wireless jam...i duno how to write the proposal...sighz...
pray hard to god ba...bleahz...
tml goin shoppinz...enjoyz...
Sunday, October 17, 2004
ViVa FoReVeR~*
"Viva Forever"
Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya
We'd only just begun
Hasta Manana,
Always be mine
[Chorus:]Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one
Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind
Hasta Manana,
Always be mine
[Chorus]Back where I belong now,
Was it just a dream
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me
Hasta Manana,
Always be mine [Chorus x2]
Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya
We'd only just begun
Hasta Manana,
Always be mine
[Chorus:]Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one
Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind
Hasta Manana,
Always be mine
[Chorus]Back where I belong now,
Was it just a dream
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me
Hasta Manana,
Always be mine [Chorus x2]
Saturday, October 16, 2004
/pif
eloz blogggg...bek to update againnn....didnt manage to concentrate on my studies...
yesterday friday went sch earli in the morning at 815?ya..reached ard that time..let me see...ms dear gin call mi at ard 615..n i slp ard 2++..means 4hrs plus of slp...however...i went bek to slp ard 645 then wake up..then bath...
n since gin say i wan make sandwich for so long also no make...so i make lor..spend less then 1hr making ...=b i m a Cook~ hahah..see...so li hai..use so less time make finish...~!
ok la...stop these self praising...anywayz...reached sch ard 815...walked ard lvl 4 library..finding project room..amazingli...onli one big big room was unoccupied...hmm...tinkin that later onli gin n me...the most jess also..so dun go in or go book...decided to check out lvl 5 n 3 first...went to lvl 5...walked the whole floor...well..saw one room with one big magazine bag...or duno which idiot's bag... at lvl 5...then forget it...cont find...saw one room unoccupied at lvl 5...tried opening the door...but it was locked!-_________-" spoil my happiness...
nvm...proceed to lvl 3....hopefully got room...BUT...go down aso no room...wth...Np ppl dam kiasu?..815 aso cannot find empty room..arghz...so decide to stop at lvl 4...choose a place outside 3 rooms...so can wait...so sit ther n wait...told myself wait til 9..cos mabbe ppl will hab exam n leave the room.well..theres this room with 2 txtbk on the table...2 fullscap...and 2 bags or 1 bag...n no ppl...a librarian on duty wanna collect mag from the rooms...then he saw this room..n start taking their things out...so i ask him whether can go in...he say ya..help him take out those things...so help lor...that is how i got a stupid room
=.="
ok..then wait gina come..so proceed with my studies first,...aso...wondering when the ppl will come bek n find their stuffs gone...but amazingli..til 6 plus..no human?..weird...
lets see...studied a bit onli...or rather..i was trying to use understding to study...yep..cprog...manage to understd some though..haha..but not yet all ba...it jus kill too much of my brain cellz...the past yr papers are crabs too..=.= nvm.../pif
den after an lin n jes left the room...studied a while more...go buy chocolates...=9..duno why ..but like to eat chocolates when studyin..brightens up my moodddd ^^
then stay straying...=.="
was tokin abt the future...abt whether to go overseas study..and abt a lot of issues concerning that..
was askin gin a qn...or rather a bet...on earthquake...actualli i wanna bet the same ans with u gin...=.="
then after that we went orchard.........eat long john...feel like vommiting on the trip there...car-dizzy they call it..bleahz...reach ther so accurate got seat...phew...so makan makan...as usual..gin buy lor..i sit lor..lala...usual ma...but the drink she brought bek contain duno wad inside -___-" trying to poisoon mi.../pif..jk..
after eating then cont walk...yeah..go taka..buy ice cream makan..so nice...=9 yogurt n cookies 'n cream...oishii ^^
then we go wisma lor..she wan take her lancome thing ma...then ..hmm..saw shawn n ida?.......i was standing ther...n find the ger a bit familiar...she call mi first lo...hmm...guess wad lor..its my JI fren...well...........................i dun realli remember.........so can onli say..."u change a lot"..=b..
after that i was tinkin again.....who is this ger..=.="
ok...cont tok to gin..n knoe more abt her...her name is call "yuan xiang"?hmm..this then ring a bell ba...at least i knoe is who..but she realli change a lot T.T
amazingli..she stil can recognise mi..i aso got change lor @#!@#
... ... ah..another thing we seeing was ... nowadays..it seems like more gers choose guys which are not too handsome...n if u dun agree with mi..pls hor...next time go out..point out few egs to me...cos tried this with gin..hahaha...quite hard to spot...
went bek home...i bath..n wondered shld i on9...finalli...i nvr...
if u ask mi the reason why...one of it is..i m tired...the other one...i tink those who knoe mi well enuff will knoe...
anywayz...wakie today PEACEFULLI...yap..noone woke mi up...hahaz...
means..suxs?=.=
a thought is inside mi from fri til now...
issit that when i m nided..den onli ppl will bother abt my presence...?
yesterday is a gd eg...wellx...
future is near...why is ppl keep avoidin it..and nvr tink of it...
i m taught that i shld plan for my future...
2 days left...my god...i didnt knoe that...arghz...
short of time..sighz...
yesterday friday went sch earli in the morning at 815?ya..reached ard that time..let me see...ms dear gin call mi at ard 615..n i slp ard 2++..means 4hrs plus of slp...however...i went bek to slp ard 645 then wake up..then bath...
n since gin say i wan make sandwich for so long also no make...so i make lor..spend less then 1hr making ...=b i m a Cook~ hahah..see...so li hai..use so less time make finish...~!
ok la...stop these self praising...anywayz...reached sch ard 815...walked ard lvl 4 library..finding project room..amazingli...onli one big big room was unoccupied...hmm...tinkin that later onli gin n me...the most jess also..so dun go in or go book...decided to check out lvl 5 n 3 first...went to lvl 5...walked the whole floor...well..saw one room with one big magazine bag...or duno which idiot's bag... at lvl 5...then forget it...cont find...saw one room unoccupied at lvl 5...tried opening the door...but it was locked!-_________-" spoil my happiness...
nvm...proceed to lvl 3....hopefully got room...BUT...go down aso no room...wth...Np ppl dam kiasu?..815 aso cannot find empty room..arghz...so decide to stop at lvl 4...choose a place outside 3 rooms...so can wait...so sit ther n wait...told myself wait til 9..cos mabbe ppl will hab exam n leave the room.well..theres this room with 2 txtbk on the table...2 fullscap...and 2 bags or 1 bag...n no ppl...a librarian on duty wanna collect mag from the rooms...then he saw this room..n start taking their things out...so i ask him whether can go in...he say ya..help him take out those things...so help lor...that is how i got a stupid room
=.="
ok..then wait gina come..so proceed with my studies first,...aso...wondering when the ppl will come bek n find their stuffs gone...but amazingli..til 6 plus..no human?..weird...
lets see...studied a bit onli...or rather..i was trying to use understding to study...yep..cprog...manage to understd some though..haha..but not yet all ba...it jus kill too much of my brain cellz...the past yr papers are crabs too..=.= nvm.../pif
den after an lin n jes left the room...studied a while more...go buy chocolates...=9..duno why ..but like to eat chocolates when studyin..brightens up my moodddd ^^
then stay straying...=.="
was tokin abt the future...abt whether to go overseas study..and abt a lot of issues concerning that..
was askin gin a qn...or rather a bet...on earthquake...actualli i wanna bet the same ans with u gin...=.="
then after that we went orchard.........eat long john...feel like vommiting on the trip there...car-dizzy they call it..bleahz...reach ther so accurate got seat...phew...so makan makan...as usual..gin buy lor..i sit lor..lala...usual ma...but the drink she brought bek contain duno wad inside -___-" trying to poisoon mi.../pif..jk..
after eating then cont walk...yeah..go taka..buy ice cream makan..so nice...=9 yogurt n cookies 'n cream...oishii ^^
then we go wisma lor..she wan take her lancome thing ma...then ..hmm..saw shawn n ida?.......i was standing ther...n find the ger a bit familiar...she call mi first lo...hmm...guess wad lor..its my JI fren...well...........................i dun realli remember.........so can onli say..."u change a lot"..=b..
after that i was tinkin again.....who is this ger..=.="
ok...cont tok to gin..n knoe more abt her...her name is call "yuan xiang"?hmm..this then ring a bell ba...at least i knoe is who..but she realli change a lot T.T
amazingli..she stil can recognise mi..i aso got change lor @#!@#
... ... ah..another thing we seeing was ... nowadays..it seems like more gers choose guys which are not too handsome...n if u dun agree with mi..pls hor...next time go out..point out few egs to me...cos tried this with gin..hahaha...quite hard to spot...
went bek home...i bath..n wondered shld i on9...finalli...i nvr...
if u ask mi the reason why...one of it is..i m tired...the other one...i tink those who knoe mi well enuff will knoe...
anywayz...wakie today PEACEFULLI...yap..noone woke mi up...hahaz...
means..suxs?=.=
a thought is inside mi from fri til now...
issit that when i m nided..den onli ppl will bother abt my presence...?
yesterday is a gd eg...wellx...
future is near...why is ppl keep avoidin it..and nvr tink of it...
i m taught that i shld plan for my future...
2 days left...my god...i didnt knoe that...arghz...
short of time..sighz...
Friday, October 15, 2004
SiAnx...
eloz bloggie...bek to update ya b4 exams...
felt so dam sianx...and dam dam disappointed...
hmm...tink bek..mabbe thats y i m sooooo sianx...
yest which is wed?ya...someone made mi dam dulan...yeah..its dam dulan...
msg ppl..jus shoot mi bek with one sent..dam nice ba...bleahz..not gonna expand this incident though...
duno wad i m feelin now towards so mani things...sickenning..jus feel so !#@!@#
wad was that=.="
nid mi then find mi or treat mi nice...wad diff are u from the others..no diff k..
i hate...dam hate...
i reali hope i can play..yeah..play with everythin...so funz...
ya gin abt the qn u ask mi that day..which guy i like best...haha...or rather..like the most.......wellxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...........
til now...stil no ans ba...
dun hoot mi...^^
i got so much to say..so much to tell..so much to scold..so much so much..but u'll nvr knoe...
mabbe being crabs is stil my occupation -___-"
everyone jus luv to listen mi crabs..n not wad i reali wanna say...bleahz...
can someone pls tell mi...if this sianxness continue...wad will happen?
its droppin...reali dropin...................arghz
why shld i care when noone care aso...BLEAHZ
bye byez bloggiee...next stage of life is approaching~...
felt so dam sianx...and dam dam disappointed...
hmm...tink bek..mabbe thats y i m sooooo sianx...
yest which is wed?ya...someone made mi dam dulan...yeah..its dam dulan...
msg ppl..jus shoot mi bek with one sent..dam nice ba...bleahz..not gonna expand this incident though...
duno wad i m feelin now towards so mani things...sickenning..jus feel so !#@!@#
wad was that=.="
nid mi then find mi or treat mi nice...wad diff are u from the others..no diff k..
i hate...dam hate...
i reali hope i can play..yeah..play with everythin...so funz...
ya gin abt the qn u ask mi that day..which guy i like best...haha...or rather..like the most.......wellxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...........
til now...stil no ans ba...
dun hoot mi...^^
i got so much to say..so much to tell..so much to scold..so much so much..but u'll nvr knoe...
mabbe being crabs is stil my occupation -___-"
everyone jus luv to listen mi crabs..n not wad i reali wanna say...bleahz...
can someone pls tell mi...if this sianxness continue...wad will happen?
its droppin...reali dropin...................arghz
why shld i care when noone care aso...BLEAHZ
bye byez bloggiee...next stage of life is approaching~...
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
eloz bloggie
well...hi bloggie...feel like bloggin after seeing gina long long entry...hmmm..seems like the future is near...><>
firstly...was chattin with a fren of mine...this fren..my sec sch fren...i tink poly kinda hard to hab a bunch of fren who will always be with u no matter u rite or wron...wellz..he kinda got "played" by this ger...who gave him so much hope...and jus destroy all the hopes in one day...jus by one nice sentence of..." i tink from gd fren bcome couple is very weird..."....well...i can onli say...the ger is a bit too much ba..if dun like..why cant jus say?and wanna lead ppl blindli..and break their heart...?anywayz...a happi thin from here is that...i managed to chat with this fren of mine...n we are better now...why do i say so...cos last time i aso broke his hrt b4..=.=" and been a long time since i chat with him..or rather...dun reali chat with him always..so in this case...i earn myself a fren ba =)
secondli..from another fren..who had also been "played" by a ger...who her bf broke off with her..jus to be with another ger....This ger...find my fren..and less den 3 days...when her bf wan her bek...she broke off with my fren...n stil wan give false hope?my god...so like ppl kau....sometin proud my this fren had done is...to sms her ..not to contact him again...=) proud of him
one thing not very proud of him is he tinkin of kauing a ger in a long dist rs...!@#@!...somethin tat made mi sickening is that..the ger ans when my fren ask her..."if got better guy wad will u do"...her ans was..."will break up with her bf"...
her bf jus went to taiwan for less then 2 months..and ther she is..thinkin of breakin when a gd guy came...wellz...i scold a lot..and say so many thins to this fren of mine...=.=
he told mi he learned a lot from the previous ger..and that true luv dun exist...although i agree with him 1/2li..but i actualli told him that it do exist...and we'll see ba...
thirdly...been doin stuff these few days...got scolded by someone jus now...told mi abt my priorities..yep..if u reading this now..hf..paiseh ar..and thx aso..exams and helpin out...ya..i reali dun care abt my own things anymore...call mi stupid...i shld be studyin for my exams instead...afterall..i dun hab time left rite...but sigh..i cant.........
fourthly...email the nuh ppl...ya..a professor..in order to get the wireless jam idea goin...after all..my fyp depends on it too...tot professor wunt reply..but i was directli to a head in radiology diagnostic ..haha...so now waiting for replies again...^^
fifthly...recentli becoming more calm n coolz...why do i say so...i felt a change in myself...i dun reali hab much feelins left ..be it hapi..sad...angry or wadever...nahz...dunoz...
sixly...The msn is not working nowww...stil spoil..so lousy...suxs...
sevenli..alrite..its ok liow..
eightli..itp?duno wad will happen
ninely...anyone free after exam teman mi go somewher?
tenli...i m runnin out of time...
..............................................................................................can someone slow down the paceee?
is all my sacrifices worthwhile...is u worth it...i duno...but i had done wad i shld done...be it frens...gd frens..or more then frens...
ok..enuff bloggin..bek to work..................
firstly...was chattin with a fren of mine...this fren..my sec sch fren...i tink poly kinda hard to hab a bunch of fren who will always be with u no matter u rite or wron...wellz..he kinda got "played" by this ger...who gave him so much hope...and jus destroy all the hopes in one day...jus by one nice sentence of..." i tink from gd fren bcome couple is very weird..."....well...i can onli say...the ger is a bit too much ba..if dun like..why cant jus say?and wanna lead ppl blindli..and break their heart...?anywayz...a happi thin from here is that...i managed to chat with this fren of mine...n we are better now...why do i say so...cos last time i aso broke his hrt b4..=.=" and been a long time since i chat with him..or rather...dun reali chat with him always..so in this case...i earn myself a fren ba =)
secondli..from another fren..who had also been "played" by a ger...who her bf broke off with her..jus to be with another ger....This ger...find my fren..and less den 3 days...when her bf wan her bek...she broke off with my fren...n stil wan give false hope?my god...so like ppl kau....sometin proud my this fren had done is...to sms her ..not to contact him again...=) proud of him
one thing not very proud of him is he tinkin of kauing a ger in a long dist rs...!@#@!...somethin tat made mi sickening is that..the ger ans when my fren ask her..."if got better guy wad will u do"...her ans was..."will break up with her bf"...
her bf jus went to taiwan for less then 2 months..and ther she is..thinkin of breakin when a gd guy came...wellz...i scold a lot..and say so many thins to this fren of mine...=.=
he told mi he learned a lot from the previous ger..and that true luv dun exist...although i agree with him 1/2li..but i actualli told him that it do exist...and we'll see ba...
thirdly...been doin stuff these few days...got scolded by someone jus now...told mi abt my priorities..yep..if u reading this now..hf..paiseh ar..and thx aso..exams and helpin out...ya..i reali dun care abt my own things anymore...call mi stupid...i shld be studyin for my exams instead...afterall..i dun hab time left rite...but sigh..i cant.........
fourthly...email the nuh ppl...ya..a professor..in order to get the wireless jam idea goin...after all..my fyp depends on it too...tot professor wunt reply..but i was directli to a head in radiology diagnostic ..haha...so now waiting for replies again...^^
fifthly...recentli becoming more calm n coolz...why do i say so...i felt a change in myself...i dun reali hab much feelins left ..be it hapi..sad...angry or wadever...nahz...dunoz...
sixly...The msn is not working nowww...stil spoil..so lousy...suxs...
sevenli..alrite..its ok liow..
eightli..itp?duno wad will happen
ninely...anyone free after exam teman mi go somewher?
tenli...i m runnin out of time...
..............................................................................................can someone slow down the paceee?
is all my sacrifices worthwhile...is u worth it...i duno...but i had done wad i shld done...be it frens...gd frens..or more then frens...
ok..enuff bloggin..bek to work..................
Friday, October 08, 2004
disappointing day
went shoppin with gin n jes..went itp briefing
feel kinda disappointed n sad now..not over our shoppin trip..over somethin else...bye blog
feel kinda disappointed n sad now..not over our shoppin trip..over somethin else...bye blog
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Monday, October 04, 2004
Work & works...stress & stress
eloz bloggie..bek to update ya again...jus wakie not long..goona do my mba asg soon...anywayz...update of today:
morning: woke up ard 730 and slp ard 600 yesterday...(mite as well dun slp rite -___-" but too tired T.T)
was chattin with fren abt some memories of last time and aso figuring out how to use objectlist to make my application work...finalli it worked..but left the linkin part haben done..and those update statements and testing...
after wakie 730..very tired...realli so tired...eyes dam pain..but no choice..submission of TOR is 845..so drag myself to sch...took 2 envelope and put everything inside..one is gina's copy...one is mine....dun realli knoe wad to do n write on the front cover...did not print another extra cover page...so jus write name,supervisor and inside includes 2 TOR with cover =.=""
ICT lvl 8 dam crowded today...nid squeeze in and find the supervisor hole to drop the envelope in...so mani ppl and the lifts mostli went to 8th floor..so to come down using lift isnt much problem today...
after submission, went to PI cls...well...sit ther a while and go canteen eat first..when we come bek..the teacher let us take attendance and just tell us to do module survey..and everything ended=.=" 9 plus...next lesson 1pm ..well..went home...slp til ard 1145 den wakie...tot theres test on...so brought all my notes...but they ask teacher to postpone it..so end up we do practical instead...n my tut wasnt done up yet=.=
afternoon:after mws tutorial cls, went to cp cls...basicalli rot inside n listening to teacher tokin abt life...onli 6 students(including me) turned up for that lesson...teacher wad goin through test paper...and dead dead also dun wan give us the ans...zzz..wonder how to pass cp..guess thats a gd qn...nah..wait til study wk ba..
the cls ended ard 315++ cos a guy wan it to end and go to eat as he have test later at 4...which is the same as mi =.="
so teacher say wednesday continue...ZZZ...and so ...proceed to find gina they all in lvl 6...all were rather slpy...tink cos of the TOR that kill almost everyone yesterday...all heads on the table...except few surfing net...an lin was watching the HAPPY TREE FAMILY flash...well...wad flash was that...basically..bloody animal and digusting flash that were supposed to be entertaining and funny...however, jus dun find it funny...they show how the egg beater flew into the eyes of the animal and jus screw into the eye?also show how animal kill each other..=.="
well...time finalli up...so we proceed to the LT to hab our test...as usual ..PI test suxs...cos we nid to write write n write...kinda sianz...i dun actually know wad i writing...after writing the first time...i didnt bother to check the paper...jus hand up n go..sickening paper ba...waited outside for gin they all...wanted go eat..but i dun wan far..but nth to eat if not far...they wanted to go nydc..so i say jus go home lor...so i can slp..and they can go enjoy...=)
jus wake up some time ago..-_____-"
nite:later when finish up mba...hopefulli..and hope nth will go wrong in demo tml...tot of a way to demo tml..that is use the diagram i had drawn for tha basic flow...for my system...jus dam lazi must read from paper and explain the flow to everyone..=.="
wad time will i slp today...dun realli knoeee...hopefully everything will work..PleaSe???
ohya..on the way home..zhenquan called mi and say yong wei goin for the programming test...bleahz...hopefully he can pass it...cos honestly...i dun realli wan to go in that company...dun ask mi why...but........................................its stressed..........duno ba...sighz..tml ITP briefing...lets see wad the teacher say...*sighz*
bye bye bloggie...til we meet againz~*
"if he nvr even doubt mi ...why must i doubt him"<--someone told mi tis b4...haha..actualli quite true...but false too...why do i say so...tink ba
"if u trust someone...trust 100% and dun tink that he will lie u anything"<--stil trying hard on this pt...hopefulli be able to do it..
thats all~*
over and out
*Ren xian Qi - Ni Shi Wo De Lao Po*
morning: woke up ard 730 and slp ard 600 yesterday...(mite as well dun slp rite -___-" but too tired T.T)
was chattin with fren abt some memories of last time and aso figuring out how to use objectlist to make my application work...finalli it worked..but left the linkin part haben done..and those update statements and testing...
after wakie 730..very tired...realli so tired...eyes dam pain..but no choice..submission of TOR is 845..so drag myself to sch...took 2 envelope and put everything inside..one is gina's copy...one is mine....dun realli knoe wad to do n write on the front cover...did not print another extra cover page...so jus write name,supervisor and inside includes 2 TOR with cover =.=""
ICT lvl 8 dam crowded today...nid squeeze in and find the supervisor hole to drop the envelope in...so mani ppl and the lifts mostli went to 8th floor..so to come down using lift isnt much problem today...
after submission, went to PI cls...well...sit ther a while and go canteen eat first..when we come bek..the teacher let us take attendance and just tell us to do module survey..and everything ended=.=" 9 plus...next lesson 1pm ..well..went home...slp til ard 1145 den wakie...tot theres test on...so brought all my notes...but they ask teacher to postpone it..so end up we do practical instead...n my tut wasnt done up yet=.=
afternoon:after mws tutorial cls, went to cp cls...basicalli rot inside n listening to teacher tokin abt life...onli 6 students(including me) turned up for that lesson...teacher wad goin through test paper...and dead dead also dun wan give us the ans...zzz..wonder how to pass cp..guess thats a gd qn...nah..wait til study wk ba..
the cls ended ard 315++ cos a guy wan it to end and go to eat as he have test later at 4...which is the same as mi =.="
so teacher say wednesday continue...ZZZ...and so ...proceed to find gina they all in lvl 6...all were rather slpy...tink cos of the TOR that kill almost everyone yesterday...all heads on the table...except few surfing net...an lin was watching the HAPPY TREE FAMILY flash...well...wad flash was that...basically..bloody animal and digusting flash that were supposed to be entertaining and funny...however, jus dun find it funny...they show how the egg beater flew into the eyes of the animal and jus screw into the eye?also show how animal kill each other..=.="
well...time finalli up...so we proceed to the LT to hab our test...as usual ..PI test suxs...cos we nid to write write n write...kinda sianz...i dun actually know wad i writing...after writing the first time...i didnt bother to check the paper...jus hand up n go..sickening paper ba...waited outside for gin they all...wanted go eat..but i dun wan far..but nth to eat if not far...they wanted to go nydc..so i say jus go home lor...so i can slp..and they can go enjoy...=)
jus wake up some time ago..-_____-"
nite:later when finish up mba...hopefulli..and hope nth will go wrong in demo tml...tot of a way to demo tml..that is use the diagram i had drawn for tha basic flow...for my system...jus dam lazi must read from paper and explain the flow to everyone..=.="
wad time will i slp today...dun realli knoeee...hopefully everything will work..PleaSe???
ohya..on the way home..zhenquan called mi and say yong wei goin for the programming test...bleahz...hopefully he can pass it...cos honestly...i dun realli wan to go in that company...dun ask mi why...but........................................its stressed..........duno ba...sighz..tml ITP briefing...lets see wad the teacher say...*sighz*
bye bye bloggie...til we meet againz~*
"if he nvr even doubt mi ...why must i doubt him"<--someone told mi tis b4...haha..actualli quite true...but false too...why do i say so...tink ba
"if u trust someone...trust 100% and dun tink that he will lie u anything"<--stil trying hard on this pt...hopefulli be able to do it..
thats all~*
over and out
*Ren xian Qi - Ni Shi Wo De Lao Po*
Sunday, October 03, 2004
bek to blog...for now
eloz bloggie...seems a long time since i update ya on anythin...well..jus went to read those blogs which i haben read a long time...yep..a lot stil updating..=)
anywayz..i m feelin so tired of myself..n everythin...i duno...if i shld bleaf wad i see..or bleaf wad i hear...tink i got to clearify my doubts..b4 my attitude happens againz...suxs...anywayz..been feelin down over this too...
Work left to be settled: MBA, MWS?,Weblogs?,ITP,wireless jam proposal...fyp...
anywayz..i m feelin so tired of myself..n everythin...i duno...if i shld bleaf wad i see..or bleaf wad i hear...tink i got to clearify my doubts..b4 my attitude happens againz...suxs...anywayz..been feelin down over this too...
Work left to be settled: MBA, MWS?,Weblogs?,ITP,wireless jam proposal...fyp...
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
mooncake fes
hapi bday to the moon..the rabbit inside the moon..the chang e jie jie...hmm..actualli not bday hor..=.=nvm...
tink js gonna take a few days off bloggin..yep..on leave..hope everythin will goes well..including ITP...sighz..and FYP...n wireless jam...and jap...and MWS...and MBA...and lots lots more...
--------------------------On LeaVe------------------------------------------------------------
Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy
being sad for the other person when they are sad
being together in good times and being together in bad times
Love is the source of strength
Love is being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending
Love is the source of reality
Love is an understanding that is so complete
that you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity
Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experiences with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of
and together with the growth of another individual
Love is the source of success
Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together
Love is the source of the future
Love is the fury of the storm the calm of the rainbow
Love is the source of passion
Love is giving and taking in a daily situation being patient with each other's needs
and desires
Love is the source of sharing
Love is knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens missing the other person when they are away but remaining near in heart at all times
Love is the source of security
Love is the source of life
tink js gonna take a few days off bloggin..yep..on leave..hope everythin will goes well..including ITP...sighz..and FYP...n wireless jam...and jap...and MWS...and MBA...and lots lots more...
--------------------------On LeaVe------------------------------------------------------------
Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy
being sad for the other person when they are sad
being together in good times and being together in bad times
Love is the source of strength
Love is being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending
Love is the source of reality
Love is an understanding that is so complete
that you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity
Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experiences with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of
and together with the growth of another individual
Love is the source of success
Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together
Love is the source of the future
Love is the fury of the storm the calm of the rainbow
Love is the source of passion
Love is giving and taking in a daily situation being patient with each other's needs
and desires
Love is the source of sharing
Love is knowing that the other person will always be with you regardless of what happens missing the other person when they are away but remaining near in heart at all times
Love is the source of security
Love is the source of life
Monday, September 27, 2004
dam suxs day
ya..dam suxs day...ITP...presentation...to everythin everythin...
feel so transparent...like eat glass grow up...
even if i m not alive...noone knoes n bothers...jus suxs dayz
feel so transparent...like eat glass grow up...
even if i m not alive...noone knoes n bothers...jus suxs dayz
!@#!@#
not hapi..not at this moment...doubt will be hapi later...jus a suxs day...everythin jus dam suxs n dam wrong...
12:21
bored tats y blog again..=.=
and amazingli..i m listening to the same song again
=.="
well..went to surf ppl's blog jus now.......hmm..jus wonderin somethin now......
duno aso ..time passquite fast..from secondary sch days..Ji days..til poly days..ro days..asg days..so mani...all so full of memories...n soon will be workin days...how much thins can i lose or gain?i duno...wad do i wan in life?etc etc..so mani thoughts which r blur now...wher does future lies?noone knoes...wait n see ba..
and amazingli..i m listening to the same song again
=.="
well..went to surf ppl's blog jus now.......hmm..jus wonderin somethin now......
duno aso ..time passquite fast..from secondary sch days..Ji days..til poly days..ro days..asg days..so mani...all so full of memories...n soon will be workin days...how much thins can i lose or gain?i duno...wad do i wan in life?etc etc..so mani thoughts which r blur now...wher does future lies?noone knoes...wait n see ba..
.....schhhhhh againzzzz ZZzz
hmm...currentli in sch now...library slacking aloneeeee...well...jus update since i hab no mood to do anything...
today actualli woke up on time...i asked my mother help mi on the heater cos i wan bath when i wakie...but i went bek to slp til ard 837...and my lesson at 9?......nah...if its jus a normal PI practical...i wunt even go...but too bad got presentation...so hab a quick bath and take cab go....=.=
cost mi 7 bucks to get to sch?waste money...sianz...
later got photograph taking session...dun even knoe can go a not...the cp walkthrough that teacher didnt even notice us if its stil on?he will onli bother abt big grps of people?
i ask him if phototaking counted not free a not..he say nvm 1?well....2 words...he suxs...=.=
wanted mi to skip my jap for his walkthrough..?ask him go n die better...zzz
anywayz...PI presentation was alrite...joyce rather the mood swing today...she very dulan the teacher for keep laugh laugh laugh when she is presenting..i suppose...and i tink its something abt the word "starwars"? at the conclusion ?i aso duno wad happen...but she seem very bad mood today...
later mws then cp...then nid meet mr nono for the itp thingy...tink gonna attach to sch?thats the 2nd worst ans he will give...the worst of the worst ans i tink will be ..ur itp will be defer to next sem..=.=..yeah..thats the WORST...pray not..><
but if he's goin to defer...means he got to defer a lot of ppl..and tis is our last sem..he cant be that irresponsible...so i tink is most prob in sch?no idea...we'll see later ba..
wondering if i shld read through my cp codes...duno how the walkthrough is...edit our own codes?........no idea shld i go memorise the codes a not.....
few more wks and next sem...jus hope can faster pass and go on to next sem...then i wunt hab to see the cp teacher again...and ya..mws which noone knoes wad is goin on...and Pi that suxs module...
nice song recommend...chun zhen by liang jing ru..
yep..this is the song sung by 5 yue tian..but she resing it...not bad i tink..
hope it will be a better day later...pray for mi ya?^^
today actualli woke up on time...i asked my mother help mi on the heater cos i wan bath when i wakie...but i went bek to slp til ard 837...and my lesson at 9?......nah...if its jus a normal PI practical...i wunt even go...but too bad got presentation...so hab a quick bath and take cab go....=.=
cost mi 7 bucks to get to sch?waste money...sianz...
later got photograph taking session...dun even knoe can go a not...the cp walkthrough that teacher didnt even notice us if its stil on?he will onli bother abt big grps of people?
i ask him if phototaking counted not free a not..he say nvm 1?well....2 words...he suxs...=.=
wanted mi to skip my jap for his walkthrough..?ask him go n die better...zzz
anywayz...PI presentation was alrite...joyce rather the mood swing today...she very dulan the teacher for keep laugh laugh laugh when she is presenting..i suppose...and i tink its something abt the word "starwars"? at the conclusion ?i aso duno wad happen...but she seem very bad mood today...
later mws then cp...then nid meet mr nono for the itp thingy...tink gonna attach to sch?thats the 2nd worst ans he will give...the worst of the worst ans i tink will be ..ur itp will be defer to next sem..=.=..yeah..thats the WORST...pray not..><
but if he's goin to defer...means he got to defer a lot of ppl..and tis is our last sem..he cant be that irresponsible...so i tink is most prob in sch?no idea...we'll see later ba..
wondering if i shld read through my cp codes...duno how the walkthrough is...edit our own codes?........no idea shld i go memorise the codes a not.....
few more wks and next sem...jus hope can faster pass and go on to next sem...then i wunt hab to see the cp teacher again...and ya..mws which noone knoes wad is goin on...and Pi that suxs module...
nice song recommend...chun zhen by liang jing ru..
yep..this is the song sung by 5 yue tian..but she resing it...not bad i tink..
hope it will be a better day later...pray for mi ya?^^
Saturday, September 25, 2004
r + J
watched this movie today...romeo and juliet...
its a story abt 2 families who hab feuds with each other...however, their daughter and son happen to fall in luv with each other...and the sad thing happens..
the father of juliet arranged for her to marry another young guy...she dun wan..so she drank a poison which lets her fall aslp for 20hrs i tink..and send a letter to romeo informing him...however the letter did not reach romeo..and he thought she was dead...
tinking that she was dead...he drink the poison he got ready at her bedside....eh..wad happen next very gek...juliet wake up when romeo drink the posion...
in this version..juliet use gun bang her head after romeo die...>
star crossed lovers..they use this in the whole show..
however...not advisable to watch this show...cos they speaking in very hard english..like poem...wunt understd wad u hearing..><
its a story abt 2 families who hab feuds with each other...however, their daughter and son happen to fall in luv with each other...and the sad thing happens..
the father of juliet arranged for her to marry another young guy...she dun wan..so she drank a poison which lets her fall aslp for 20hrs i tink..and send a letter to romeo informing him...however the letter did not reach romeo..and he thought she was dead...
tinking that she was dead...he drink the poison he got ready at her bedside....eh..wad happen next very gek...juliet wake up when romeo drink the posion...
in this version..juliet use gun bang her head after romeo die...>
star crossed lovers..they use this in the whole show..
however...not advisable to watch this show...cos they speaking in very hard english..like poem...wunt understd wad u hearing..><
Thursday, September 23, 2004
...
y shld i say anythin when wadever i say also makes no diff to others?
everythin...to...myself ba...no difference as being alone..
gers tink emotionalli..while guys always not sensitive enuff...
everythin...to...myself ba...no difference as being alone..
gers tink emotionalli..while guys always not sensitive enuff...
nth much..jus blog
watched terminal with hf today..yep...waiting show...one guy stay in airport for ard 9months to 1yr jus to get a promise to his father fulfilled....and..that is to get the signature of a band player...omg...wana faint...stay in airport...earn his own livings..and nvr leave the airport!!!..amazing...all the airport ppl = his frens...faints ><
hmm...some nice lyrics taken from nice song...
*Ai ru guo zou de guo yuan...yin gai ye hui gen xin fu xiang jian*
+You de ren shuo bu qing na li hao...da jiu shi..shui dou ti dai bu liao+
Yi Shi De Mei Hao - Zhang Shao Han
*Shi jie zai da liang ke zhen xin jiu neng hu xiang qu nuan...xiang nian bu hui tou lan...wo de meng tong tong ge ni bao guan..*
Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu - Lin Yi Chen
hmm...some nice lyrics taken from nice song...
*Ai ru guo zou de guo yuan...yin gai ye hui gen xin fu xiang jian*
+You de ren shuo bu qing na li hao...da jiu shi..shui dou ti dai bu liao+
Yi Shi De Mei Hao - Zhang Shao Han
*Shi jie zai da liang ke zhen xin jiu neng hu xiang qu nuan...xiang nian bu hui tou lan...wo de meng tong tong ge ni bao guan..*
Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu - Lin Yi Chen
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
=|
today went movie with gina n jes..=) watched the show cinderella story...hmm..well..the story is realli cinderella story...jus like the storybook...but they turn it into cyberspace luv...chat for 1 month n meet up...haha...too beautiful story which i dun tink will ever happen in real life...and ya..lapi fall down to the floor today...cannot sense the keyboard..but after much hitting..it can work again...
currently feelin disappointed...
currently feelin disappointed...
eloz bloggie
eloz bloggieeee..bek to visit ya againnnnn..yepppp..finalli asg all over..but...stil got lots to be done...=( but shld be able ba...1 more month ...must hang in ther...arghz..
let me see...mws report...mba demo...cp walk through...pi weblog...ehh..seems like every module aso got thing do..aii...however ...i got more imprt thing to do..keke~
hmm...today how ar...duno aso wor...keke...but can proudli say..i m not sad...^^ but disppointed with a fren today..=( but nvm ...~
jealously comes from too no confidence of ownself n mabbe too love??
dun like that feelin lor...aii...better dun let mi feel this feelin..reminds mi of the pastttt..arghz...that suxs time...b4 u..><
let me see...mws report...mba demo...cp walk through...pi weblog...ehh..seems like every module aso got thing do..aii...however ...i got more imprt thing to do..keke~
hmm...today how ar...duno aso wor...keke...but can proudli say..i m not sad...^^ but disppointed with a fren today..=( but nvm ...~
jealously comes from too no confidence of ownself n mabbe too love??
dun like that feelin lor...aii...better dun let mi feel this feelin..reminds mi of the pastttt..arghz...that suxs time...b4 u..><
Monday, September 20, 2004
=)
time is near 3 now...hmm...not yet done up cp...bleahz...i duno how to do...>
anywayz..jus feel hapi...dun ask mi why...hapi means hapi..doesnt hab a reason...doesnt nid a reason too~=)
Thanx you...for makin today a nice nice day...stay happi ^^
anywayz..jus feel hapi...dun ask mi why...hapi means hapi..doesnt hab a reason...doesnt nid a reason too~=)
Thanx you...for makin today a nice nice day...stay happi ^^
Sunday, September 19, 2004
suxs
stuck at all my asg now...dam suxs ba..
mood is dam dam not gd yet gd...
hopeless laaaa.../pif
i duno wad i shld tink now..one week...3days...why u keep do same thing..tot today will be a better day..after all..i said out wad i dun like..but u knoe wad...u reali made mi feel stupid...the stupidest...the most not important...reali duno wad u tinkin...can tell u...ur fri that msg made mi so hapi...but too bad...for a short moment onli ba i guess...
mood is dam dam not gd yet gd...
hopeless laaaa.../pif
i duno wad i shld tink now..one week...3days...why u keep do same thing..tot today will be a better day..after all..i said out wad i dun like..but u knoe wad...u reali made mi feel stupid...the stupidest...the most not important...reali duno wad u tinkin...can tell u...ur fri that msg made mi so hapi...but too bad...for a short moment onli ba i guess...
Friday, September 17, 2004
..
not waiting anymore...tired...ya didnt get wad i mean from my msg...in fact a lot of thing u dun get it...n dun understd aso ...dun blame u...afterall wad m i to anyone ?
if u tink y m i like tis...onli go home late...i can y cant u...its not abt that ba...jus used to tink...u wil wori ba...but end up same as last time...nth change..tink i reali cant force anything.sori to ya.wunt force ya do anythin..anymore...nitez
if u tink y m i like tis...onli go home late...i can y cant u...its not abt that ba...jus used to tink...u wil wori ba...but end up same as last time...nth change..tink i reali cant force anything.sori to ya.wunt force ya do anythin..anymore...nitez
=(
... ... yap..not hapi..not hapi at all now...feel disappointed with so mani things...mani...sighz...
words and actions that are done ... ..
y cant u say /do things cos u reali feel like u wanna...and not cos i ask u to?why must i request for things everytime...
words and actions that are done ... ..
y cant u say /do things cos u reali feel like u wanna...and not cos i ask u to?why must i request for things everytime...
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
sigh~*
i.should.slp.and.take.a.rest.now.
nid.the.rest.very.badly.
nid.lots.of.encouragement.
nid.nid.nid.lots.of.help.
gone slp le...knoe i tink too much...took long time to reply...took some time b4 u log off...reali wondering wad ya doin...sori..i noe its my fault to doubt u...but reali tinkin if u r tokin to other gers after last time tat photo =.=...or........blahz........~*
nid.the.rest.very.badly.
nid.lots.of.encouragement.
nid.nid.nid.lots.of.help.
gone slp le...knoe i tink too much...took long time to reply...took some time b4 u log off...reali wondering wad ya doin...sori..i noe its my fault to doubt u...but reali tinkin if u r tokin to other gers after last time tat photo =.=...or........blahz........~*
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Monday, September 13, 2004
sick sick sick!!
eloz bloggie...bek to update ya...yep
currentli in library now...sianx...cos noone ard...bleahz...
anywayz...slpt ard 3am yesterday...and i managed to wakie at 8.../pif
5hrs slp...so tired now...but later gonna do asg...so..gambatte ba...
goin to listen to the jap ppl present on "views on japan" which is in english~
decided go ..cos for 2 reasonz...firstly i habing 2 hrs break now..no harm goin...although the way is so dam long lor..blk 53??
=.="
2ndly...support them lor..they are cuteee...keke...
hmm...later gonna finish up cp...hope i can...planned to finish it yesterday...but didnt managed to ...cos mood affected...bleahz...and aso...a bit tired...
nose feel so bad now.. feel like cuttin it off...=.="
sick...reali sick liow...asg suxs...20 sept...hopefulli can hand up all the asg...so much so much work...
jap diary...mba asg...cp asg...fyp project outline..safety at work presentation slides...omg...how to finish in one wk...n i can happily relax myself here now...so guilty..blahhhh...!#!@
hmm...wad else to update n write ler....let me tink...
ah..lyrics...keke...nice nice...~~
tml wil always be a better day...=)
*you de ren shuo bu qing na li hao...dan jiu shi shui dou ti dai bu liao*
sry for all my attitudez..
Journey - Angela Zhang Shao Han
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you
currentli in library now...sianx...cos noone ard...bleahz...
anywayz...slpt ard 3am yesterday...and i managed to wakie at 8.../pif
5hrs slp...so tired now...but later gonna do asg...so..gambatte ba...
goin to listen to the jap ppl present on "views on japan" which is in english~
decided go ..cos for 2 reasonz...firstly i habing 2 hrs break now..no harm goin...although the way is so dam long lor..blk 53??
=.="
2ndly...support them lor..they are cuteee...keke...
hmm...later gonna finish up cp...hope i can...planned to finish it yesterday...but didnt managed to ...cos mood affected...bleahz...and aso...a bit tired...
nose feel so bad now.. feel like cuttin it off...=.="
sick...reali sick liow...asg suxs...20 sept...hopefulli can hand up all the asg...so much so much work...
jap diary...mba asg...cp asg...fyp project outline..safety at work presentation slides...omg...how to finish in one wk...n i can happily relax myself here now...so guilty..blahhhh...!#!@
hmm...wad else to update n write ler....let me tink...
ah..lyrics...keke...nice nice...~~
tml wil always be a better day...=)
*you de ren shuo bu qing na li hao...dan jiu shi shui dou ti dai bu liao*
sry for all my attitudez..
Journey - Angela Zhang Shao Han
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you
one big big promise to myself
made a promise to myself...though i dun trust promises..but i tink my own promises i will keep it...i wunt ever wan msg ppl whu wunt reply...wunt be so stupid again!
waste my money n time...send sms and waiting for reply...dam suxs feelin...
jus hate it...!
waste my money n time...send sms and waiting for reply...dam suxs feelin...
jus hate it...!
Sunday, September 12, 2004
choices
choices are made by humans ...we made our choice...
advices can onli b listened for reference..cos in the end...its ur life u leading...u knoe wad u wan ...
we control our feelins...when angry..breathe in deeppp..n hold it ther n count to 10s...hahahaha..from a show..=.="
hmm..after that tink bek is it realli worth angry for?or wad issit that u are angry at...why ppl cant understd at all?
when sad...i guess the onli way is to be more sad..or be more hapi..why more sad...cos..jus let ur feelins out..will feel better...jus tell urself tml will be a better day..n hang in ther...cos thers always a tml...then why more hapi...cos when u hapi..u wunt remember sad...
nah...everythin i write jus bullshit ba...consoling myself...haha...
waited...yet no sign of u...hab nth to say ledi...hurts though...=)..tc
advices can onli b listened for reference..cos in the end...its ur life u leading...u knoe wad u wan ...
we control our feelins...when angry..breathe in deeppp..n hold it ther n count to 10s...hahahaha..from a show..=.="
hmm..after that tink bek is it realli worth angry for?or wad issit that u are angry at...why ppl cant understd at all?
when sad...i guess the onli way is to be more sad..or be more hapi..why more sad...cos..jus let ur feelins out..will feel better...jus tell urself tml will be a better day..n hang in ther...cos thers always a tml...then why more hapi...cos when u hapi..u wunt remember sad...
nah...everythin i write jus bullshit ba...consoling myself...haha...
waited...yet no sign of u...hab nth to say ledi...hurts though...=)..tc
...a bit more.../pif
hmmm..can say i strayed from evening til now...when i complete one part of my asg..i start straying...-_______-"
let me see...tonite gonna open midnite car...wanna finish up my cp!!!
zzz...redo the whole prog today...follow another bk...ZZZ...
left file writing part...n can consider done ...but shld i add additional features?i dun tink so ba...jus wanna pass cp...no time for my vs.net...omg...1wk..how to survive...Zzzz...nvm..later gambatte ne..
yesterday jap outing went out alrite...except they keep tokin and we had nth much to tok...=.="
know wad they tokin but duno how to reply...><
hmm..nid do diary..think i update this event when i free n got the photos..(if nice)
jya ne ~
sayonara
let me see...tonite gonna open midnite car...wanna finish up my cp!!!
zzz...redo the whole prog today...follow another bk...ZZZ...
left file writing part...n can consider done ...but shld i add additional features?i dun tink so ba...jus wanna pass cp...no time for my vs.net...omg...1wk..how to survive...Zzzz...nvm..later gambatte ne..
yesterday jap outing went out alrite...except they keep tokin and we had nth much to tok...=.="
know wad they tokin but duno how to reply...><
hmm..nid do diary..think i update this event when i free n got the photos..(if nice)
jya ne ~
sayonara
ZZzz
tink cant meet my own deadline today liow..the programmin too suxs...yep..everythin jus suxs to the core...!yawns...
nid to get the logic rite...
said one thing n meant another...how to trust like that...i duno..reali duno..or it doesnt matter to u at all?~*
nid to get the logic rite...
said one thing n meant another...how to trust like that...i duno..reali duno..or it doesnt matter to u at all?~*
Friday, September 10, 2004
bleahz...
current location:school
doing:straying..and doin other things...
feel:weird...strange...a bit sad...aiiiii
hmm...time is 952 now..accordin to my computer time...
jus received somethin from a long long fren..not a gd news though...hmmm..
is luv reali so hurt ?tink so ba...
is a game so capable of doin things to RL?
hmm...humans are so weird ba...
jus a game?how come everythin bcame true in RL...and brought so much problems to so mani ppl...reali amazing how a game could do all these things...ai...
sounds kinda sad...wad a game...*-*
kinda disappointed for today..cos wait one morning + afternoon...but..i can do nth ba...
hope..reali hope...dun do it againz....aiz...
wonder wad u doin etc...aiiz...~*
doing:straying..and doin other things...
feel:weird...strange...a bit sad...aiiiii
hmm...time is 952 now..accordin to my computer time...
jus received somethin from a long long fren..not a gd news though...hmmm..
is luv reali so hurt ?tink so ba...
is a game so capable of doin things to RL?
hmm...humans are so weird ba...
jus a game?how come everythin bcame true in RL...and brought so much problems to so mani ppl...reali amazing how a game could do all these things...ai...
sounds kinda sad...wad a game...*-*
kinda disappointed for today..cos wait one morning + afternoon...but..i can do nth ba...
hope..reali hope...dun do it againz....aiz...
wonder wad u doin etc...aiiz...~*
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