dear bloggiez...feelin a bit confused now...i knoe i shldnt be...but things are gettin weird...wellz...sighz...tml exam..haiz...duno how also..dun bother...today settle maths ba...wellx...someone ask mi a funi qn yest...haha...from an unexpected person...i let jerry see the loggie...he told mi aimin stuffs...haha...funiz nia...then today...cum online also weird...actualli got ppl cum to icq mi first...this world is gettin weirder n weirder ...sighz..
another thing is...got a fwen...keep on tokin to mi...i knoe i shldnt suspect anything...but i scared gif him the wrong signal...howx..i dunoz...mabbe i shldnt care...wellz...i also duno...juz a weird peroid...everyone is acting so weird...sighz...nevertheless...clear my exam first ba...after common test...stil got assgs to chiong....sighz...how am i goin to live?common tests juz suxs....my maths wil be a gone gone case...yeps..no slp for tonite..=) overnite le ba..go in for MAD n ASPM paper...gambatte...gd luck to everyonez...

+ Daniel Chan - Ban Ruo Buo Luo Mi +

Yo bloggie...
elos..n a gddd nite...woke up beri late today..yea yeah...no disturbance...
then like tis la...stil not in a gd mood...feelin sad n tired...sighz..nvm
hack...anywayz...OOp time...Programmin juz suxs...
tml tml examz...sianz!
=- Techno - Forever |n Love -=

dear bloggie...mi backs...feelin beri bad...realli beri bad...
sometimes...the more i tink...the more i cannot tahan myself...
mabbe i did wronged him..sighz...i duno..but frm the way he treat mi...haiz....felt beri bad...towards him...arghz...
WhY...?i realli dunno wad to do...memories lost..how i hope....can?
realli had a beri guilty feelin..but i realli cant...yeps...cant...forget it...i blahing shit...juz like to say sorriz...realliz...n thanx for everythinz...=(
*Yu Jian Ni...Xu Yao Yun Qi...Ai Shang Ni...Que Yao Duo Shao Yong Qi...Miao Xiao De Wo Zhi Zhong Yu Zi Ji...Ren Shi Jian Que Rong Bu Xiao Yi Duan Chuan Qi...*

+ Ban Ruo Buo Luo Mi - Daniel Chan +

hix bloggie..
watashiwa backie...yeps...to visit u..
wellx...yester day was studyin @ woodlands lib wif alex ky sx...hmm..alrite lor...no tables til ard 3-4pm..so tirin sittin at the seat...as usual...alex pro crapper...then win say if i knoe how to mute...wellz...i tot she goin for competition...so i say..beri easi one...too badz...i realli had no idea how to...=( reach home did some reasearch...found 2 programs..the analogX n Yogen...wellz...dl at wrong webbie...for the yogen..dulanz...keep got popups...then also..automatic add links n got one extra internet toolbar...sibeh dulan..so decided to reformat...haiz...a bit dulan her also...i ask her if she goin..she juz tell mi..no la..haben sign up...see wan sing a not..tt type of pattern...i search so long til com got prob...she juz say this type of words...sighz...forget it...juz quite disappointed ba..juz haf to step into a memorable place againz...
as for todayz...wellz...went to his hse....got a bit memories...dunoz why...i realli had a phobia of goin back...left my lappi at his place...then went sekola...oop revision yeps...tot wil see those gers there...jessica...gina...anlin...but all didnt came...ask gin why..the reply she gave mi was...cos i wunt understd even if i go...wellz...seriousli...i feel that...the reason is quite...ermz..lame...cos...if u noe...why shld u go then?forget it also...stunted ba...lets go on stunting,,,after oop revision lect...saw fwen outside ict blk outside...so stay there...told u i dun feel like goin back le..5++ stay til ard 6++ then i leave the place..to go back his place....reach his place ard 7 i tink..then do those installation shit...sighz..one btn duno wad happen..cannot press...sads...maybe go mel when i free ba...then ar...help mi solve the control thing lor...i kp a lot...haha...then tok abt the moon...he juz tell mi..u wan see which moon..i show u..basket...showin mi on the com....lames...i wan see the moons!anywayz..stay there til quite late...sighz...memories...so ..... .............vivid baz...
forget it...cum home test out the connection...shld i go sekola tml?i duno...see how ba..tired...sianx...downz......
slpz...wad for i bother so much abt ppl whu dun even bother....
Zong Jue De Hao Lei...Jie Ju Bu Wan Mei...
*Hui Gu Niang De Yan Lei - Cyndi

feelinz...a bit...downz...dun ask mi why...mabbe cos of the chat i havin now also...dunoz..
but evenin time reallli hapi..haha...winnie came...yeps...my tom yam mee...=9~
funz...
but now...suddenli feel sad..sighz...
y?i duno...
yaps..listening to the cd my sis bought..yaps...quite nice ba...juz started on first track nia...=|
dun update le...basicalli..
N.O.m.O.O.D...
s.A.d?L.O.s.T?

all gonez!!! left mi here...haiz..dou shi wei wo hao...?=|
anywayz..i noe wad he tryin to do also..nvm...thanx to him aniwayz..haha..

shuo le zai jian shi fou jiu neng bu zai xiang nian....shuo le bao qian shi fou jiu neng li jie le yi qie...
yan lei dai ti ni qing wen wo de lian...wo de shi jie hu ran bing tian bai xue...
wu zhi zhi jian hai can liu ni de zou tian...yi pian yi pian zen me ping dian wan quan... .........................*7 YuE 7 Ri QinG*lazi type all...wahahah...anywayz...sianxed mood...juz now chatin away wif win ..yeps..n more..hahaanywayz...win...go lar~wahah...go ley...i support leyz..later u no go..i fail my CT arh...wahaha=) serious lo fwen..gib it a try *winKz*yapz yapz...and tok to someone also..haha...ask mi go his place..if nid place to study =.="over my dead body...no la..not tt strong...onli tt...i dun wan to get back sad memories...haiz...so dun realli wil go...=) yest ktv was alrite..but ex i tink..with the vocher...we paid 25?..basket no get back change..cos dun realli dare ask for it..haha...then that means without vocher...is 40...omg...20 each lo...=| tts why ex ba..but the songs...quite new ba..wellz...fri IS test...suxs la..bascialli we copyin one ans for the fundamentals of marketin..n that cher was so dumb...didnt even knoe...sighz...hopeless...but the whole paper was like shit also...even though got 40 mcqs...i dun even knoe how to do...gin was minimani the answers..juz feel like laughin...~then the 8am test...worst..the tv...did manage to read thr the slides..but the answers are so difficult...the cher suxs...think i can onli get 2 marks out of 25..cos thats the onli 1 i remembered..wahah...1980..Sinagpore Broadcasting Corporation...wahaha...then so tiring...earli in the morning..watch those religious stuff...stil alrite ba..not tt sianx lo...then after tt that fom...didnt manage to read all lects...read thr til the 2nd one...fall aslp liaoz...tink biz realli not for mi...=)..hmm...let mi tink..the nite b4..tokin n playing dm...ard 3am then go study..plan to study n no slp one..but slpt at 5am...end up pple gib mi morning call instead of i gib ...=| n then ar..yap..didnt touch french..til the breakie time...joyce came find mi...wellz...didnt realli go bother...stil stunnin over wad happen..haiz..why must be someone i knoe..sianzx...then juz find everythin a dream lo...then went back cls...study lo...jeri slp =| then we waited for sx cum ..tips ma..=)then like tis lo...discover they realli close..yl n hj..hahaah...duno aso...den french test ober...practise oral wif teacher...fun ..hahhaha...den zao ppl le..went china town lo...haix..duno la..gonna mizz them all...=(
+i BlEaF - YuKo YaMaGuChi+

yo bloggie...
mood now: stunted...~
time..3:28am
doing:sTunTing..

hmm..stuntin day ...esp juz now when someone tell mi...someone ask if can tok on phone wif another someone...completely stunt...duno tt someone is like tt....STUNT!!!!!bth...today went jp wif gin..walk walk...saw the shake head kia..but the container orleng one...yucks...examin it to see wads the difference...saw a bit led light nia..i tink so..?=|
Life so weird sia...guess wad...my test at 8am...now i haben touch a single thing!!!wahhaa..proster~~=D been stunned since then...duno how to go in..the infoz...=( dun care...anwayz...my teacher pass my sem a n b jap...C+ n D grade...so hapiz...at least i m given a pass....cos i keep ponnin...tests no go...if go...dun realli knoe how to do...so quite hapi lor...=)..but stil...STUNT!!!haha...sori la bloggie...realli stunnin la...gotto go study soon le..dun plan slp tonite le...tomolo stil openin concert wif gin..haha...~~BeNkYoShiTtE Yi MaSu~~!!!!!

an island in the middle of nowhere...humans live...humans die...mani died~...mani...realli mani died...now standin left...is onli less then 3...one more is sick...dying soonz...so how?shld i save it...shld i revive them...shld i??? i dunno....
+techno - neverending story+

yo bloggie...went watch movie wif win today...alrite lo...funz...scary show in the front..but managed to laff it off even b4 it starts..prosters~=D wellz...sori gin n jes...not unwillingli kae...=) and then was waitin for winnie..then he sms...then i see liaoz smile ma..winnie say she tot i siao...but funi ma...=) anywayz...he didnt go sekolah today..=) went out play...liewz...leave mi alone there...=( nahz..i tokin crabs..haha...show ober...stil at ps...shld hab msg earlier...then wil see him lo..hahah...but too bad..msg on train..=) he say he got msg mi..but nahz..no hab receive...by the time i msg him..alreadi reach yishun..ask mi dun go bac...so dun lor..wahaha..cos he got his fwens there la..anywayz win..if u readin this..he's my brother..=) i mean i treat him as one lor...dun wori..i wunt so bad go choose 3rd party...hahahah =D wellz...then pass by lot 1..saw the di yi guang chang thingy..n msg hj why is it call tt...haha..quite lame..but juz came to my mind why lo...then reachhome so earliz..1020++?been rottin lo...den ar...denz...yapz..bought a skirt..12++ ..buy things againz..wahah..always one...nowadays hands itchy..bth...but from 40++ lor...70% off..haha..nice then buy lo...got to do somemore patchin things...back soons kae? =)

tml thur...sianz..fri IS test...or rather..testssssssssss..borin la..then study week...then common test!!arghz..aspm..suxs la..
got to watch the twin sisters..wahaha...show him tt i dare watch at nite...wahaha...=D
anywayz...a big thanx to both of them...or rather him ba...cos realli supported mi in the bad times...=)

duno wad to say le...juz bless all to haf a gdnitez n a happi life ba...=)
+ Wo Yi WeI - CyNdI WAnG XiN LiNg+

yoz bloggie..
today was a sian day...
dunno why...dun realli hab the mood ba...
best is jerry say my qing ren cumin ...=.="
qing ren...kns....like shit...
but nvm...didnt realli go bother...til now ba...
wellz...
i dun understd why...everythin i do...gotta hab ppl kpo-ing abt the relationship i hab wif tt person
damnz...dulanz....
also duno why...juz feel tt...
if i close to a person..either tt person wil be beri cham...or
other ppl wil close to that person
haix
dunoz..
dun care
dun wan care
+ teChno - The End ...reMixEd...+

DaNg Ni De yan qing mi zhe xiao...
Dang ni he ke le dang ni zhao...
wo xiang dui ni hao..ni cong lai bu zhi dao
Xiang Ni Xiang Ni...ye Neng Chen weI sHi Hao...

c.O.M.P.L.i.C.A.t.E.D
YeAp...tts the word for mi now...
i've made things so complicated...
=|
+Chu Ci Zhi Wai+

backie bloggie...didnt realli hab the time to update ya...or i shld say..lazi..Life is juz so tirin yeahz...misssssss last time...yeps...poly suxs...wellz...recentli a dispute wif the yr 1 students...bastards n bitches class...nahz...dun wanna mention liaoz...their senoir buddy suxs even more...n our mentor?worst...dun even wan bother abt wad actualli happen..feel so wrongeD~so dulanz..but nevermind...wad to do?they are yr 1s..bleahz...ok..updating time...Friday...Eve of national day...ya...yeepoo bday..well...thursday me n sx went to shop...a bit dulan mood..cos someone else is supposed to go also..but in the end..tell mi...not taggin along cos not tt close wif blah blah..and someone sendin her home..*yAwNs*lame reasonz...duno why...ever since tt time someone ask mi abt if they together...i've been dulan of them both all the way...not cos i like that person or wad u knoe...its juz i feel tt the truth is covered up nahz...anywayz...went wif sx comb yp pressie...damn long..haben even saw one tt suits him...bleahz...from heeren...to...taka...to wisma...to fareast..tiring sia...then when we goin home tt time...saw yp n ky at fareast kfc...so concidental....but yeap..they didnt see the pressie..wahaha...pa jiao...=D then went home watch hero after tt =D then..hmm...since wed...been slpin everyday 3hrs...on thursday nite...was tokin to ppl...2 ppl basicalli..one left ard 3...the other...bcos of wanting let mi go offline n slp...went off soons after tt =( ya...dou shi wei wo hao~haha...nahz...nth to say la..then after tt...its friday~!!!in a beri dulanz mood...cos of the cls dispute thing..the report...n also cos of the 2 pple...went to cls...tired also...then did the project work thingy...a bit not happi also..cos of all channels...they went to choose channel 5..which i dun even watch...so how the hell do i knoe wad to do!actualli is HE chose it..wellz...msged J tt time...told him..i stil cant trust her...or sometin like tt...he told mi...he can see tt i beri dl ...its true...i m indeed beri unhapi abt it...wellz...then after tt duno wad happen...then end lo..then wf keep askin mi why face black..bleahz...didnt even bother to ask anything..i tink i m too tired to say or hear stories...then after tt..went out of cls...saw anlin n jes...toked to them...yeps...concernin the letter...then a bit more unhapi...cos we are supposed to meet mentor on tt day but suddenli no more....then the letter also..i duno la!!something like tt...wellz...then i left lor...J YL Pat they all infront of mi...waiting at the lift lobby for lift...i saw lots of ppl there...so juz walk to the stairs n take...dunno why..dun realli feel like wif them...juz walk alone fast fast to thr the engineerin blk...my brain tinkin of mani things...then i tot i heard someone call oei lo...so i turn ard..ya...indeed...then after tt..walked together for a while...til the fom class lo...then another rottin cls...feel like slpin..i slp n wake...slp n wake...actualli wanted to msg hj..but tink back..i m in too dulan mood..later he wil kanna...haha...so juz draw n rots...then saw the grpin tin...den feel a bit sad also..sighz..wellz didnt realli knoe my hp vibrated..even though in my pocket...juz sort of numb ba...took out ..n there are 4 msgs...2 nid replies...well..replied...then went canteen..sat wif them cos gin no go lesson.....somehow juz feel like dun eat...so juz drink tea...ya..b4 cumin down canteen...he let mi see a msg...wellz...onli thing registered is her care n the way he call him...haha...anywayz...b4 french cls start..played wif jerry for a while...cos damn borin...i could juz slp i knoe...but my mind was empty...so fool ard lo...cos we went to see the mentor b4 tt...although quite dl lor...then yeps...after sekola...went canteen find sx..then we eat...hungry=| then we went to suntec wait for yp they all...zzz...took so long lor..at the bus stop...suddenli tot of her care...n feel guilty...so ask ppl lor..then receive another person msg...haha...dou shi wei wo haoz...=back at suntec....didnt realli haf the chance to shop...cos waiting for yp they all..we waited one hr?=so sianz also..they came...we gave him his presie...ask him wear...then after tt we went off together...go gia gia...yeps...walked to bugis n back to suntec...yeps..buy a lot...=then after tt..go home online...noone seems online...so boring..went off ard 2...life juz isnt same wif them no online ba...then after tt...i went slp...juz tot of her care again..n wad happened today...so juz msg him n tell him if it is bcos of her...i rather he dun so gd to mi lor..then he replied nope all tt...anywayz..i told him not to reply le...but at tt time...i tink my hopes for him also quite dead le...in the sense...tot of mani things btween him n her...and quite touched n thankful for his company ba...then to today...quite a rottin day..someone sms mi...so wakie up lo...wanted to watch jolin...put alarm le...stil no wakie...=( then wanted watch the ai ni ai wo...but ended up watch 1/4 of the show nia..well..sms chat lor...then keep chat lor..tink my sms gonna overshot a lot this month...then after tt ..cook mee eat n blahz...den watch the ndp broadcast lo..then after tt...yap...someone msg mi say saw my dar at jp..so msg back lo.."its onli a miss...haiz"dun quite understd this sent...so neber go bother...then cum online...saw ppl...haha..toked a while..got to offline le...=(then now left mi alone here typin all these..haha...wanted to do maths...but didnt realli hab the mood to concentrate...the qnz...look chim...few more months to a levels...stil so slack...i realli bth myself...haiz...Life is realli so tiringz....when wil things ever turn fine?

backiez bloggie..
wellz...yeps..here to update it..

went bras basah complex buy the ten yr series...
bth...buy le...neber even go touch...=(
tink gotto touch a bit...arbo waste money..must draw up schedule soonz..=>
saw a scary thing...durian shells on the floor...o.O
someone threw it froom the top...scaryz..
stil heard tt...the person do it on purpose...
gina also stunt i tink...wooz...
nice sight...
thanx to gina...i knoe tt 61 also can reach bras basah ouside...n the 7 also can
amazing...haha..was smsin almost all the way ...
xiong wor...=then after tt...met win to walk walk walk n walk..
b4 tt...at mos burger makanz...waiting for gin fwen cum...yeps..regina..
noticed tt her double eyelid nice...
=>
and then ah...b4 tt...walked wif gin at the shibuya ma...
saw tt lion...bth...tot of hj immediately...
juz feel like laughin...bthz..
then after we makan finish at mos..(4 of us la)
we separate wayz lor..
we went went the bodyshop ...nice duno wad melon...yummy..=9~..and then arh....got peanuts one also...
realli like peanut butter lor!!!=|
after tt went upstairs buy the paper clip thingy doggie...n then arh...then then..i tink..went find shake head kia..help jerry see...
that person say must preorder...no nid money though...
but duno when stock cum...
didnt go preorder...my tot was...preorder le...also same wad...mite as well wait for stock cum then buy...
haha...nvm...then went buy tt lion..yeps..i did buy it...haha..
yeps...tiring sia..after tt went find clothes...bought cap instead...spend so long time...testin the cap..haha...
then ar...hmm..buy clothes..U2
yeahz..
hot air balloooonnnn
...=)
feel like slpin there though...damn bag damn heavy...even though no hab the lappi...
then arh..hmm...walked out lor...buy buy ...shopz closin..=|
then..hmm..go mrt?
i forgot le...cos tt day onli slpt for 3.5hrs...damn tired..
cum net...no realli tok to anione...cos i tired to type..
then dlin jay new album 4 tracks..bo bian must stay n irc..
then not realli tok ma...or..dun realli feel like tokin..so my answers to them was like shit..i tink so..
den i left irc..after dled the song lor...
jerry n hj was thinkin y...msn mi ask mi lo...i juz say tired...then i tink..ended up chatting le...
=then..finalli leave lor..
then ah...was abt to go to slp..someone sms me...haha..
then bo bian..reply 2 msgs...then zzz le...
yeps...SaturDay..
today...wellz...
i was in bed...slpin..bro cum in..look for comic..
mother cum in kp...bro help sort of help mi say things...haha...
then went back slp..
wake up...ard 12...so earliz...haiz..then eat eat lo...
then ah...i sat outside watch show...feelin beri weak at tt time..duno y..
then went down buy hapi cup...bubble tea...yeahz..nice...=)
then after tt...hmm...wanted to do work...
but ended up watch show..
then..
listen 93.3fm..in my living room...for the first time..
then lyin on my sofa...so song..listen song..took note of 2 song...nice..
*chyi - stories* and *wa wa - fang le ai*
but cant realli find the 2nd one..
=|
then...fell aslp a bit..
n woke up...switch on tv..
watch...
til now...
online...
noone ard...jerry nope..hj nope..des onli...ivy also..weifu also..
but dun realli carez...
ya...zl msn mi juz now also..
:|
time pass so fast...218 le...
yawns..tink i goin do my ten yr series soonz...
the estimation thingy...suxs though...
but ...i dun wanna waste my money...
and also..muz call ppl..tml at noon...for wad...i duno...
morning call?
i tink so..
=|


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